starting work tmr, but i didnt receive any commencement details like where should i go or whatsoever. i know i worked there before, but i totally feel like im being treated like some rubbish. when you need me i come, when you dont need me then reject me. like what the fuck? seriously. feel like playing truant and not go work and monday and when they ask i will just say cos you never tell me where to go ma. but sighs. that will only lead me to a penniless day so sighs. im in a deep dilemma. FML.
so one week of rest was good enough :) ended my work at my mum's company. feels good to work there, free drinks, free biscuits, nice people (maybe cos im the daughter of one of their employees who knows), my own personal desk and cubicle (meaning my own personal space :D) and free lunches! :) but one thing that is bad is that i cant take leave as and when i like it... but it doesnt matter :) however, got shot by some arrow from dunno where and now im jobless. sighs. dangerous people. evil people. cunning people. sighs. but nevertheless i have a great time there :) gonna miss times there :) rest at home this week. slept till 10 plus 11, SHIOK :D hahaha :D actually im quite happy with my life now, dont need to study, living a carefree life :) but this is all gonna end in like 8 months? around there. must enjoy while i can :D haha.
feels kinda weird lately. feel abit empty and abit lost and abit of something else and everything else. dunno what the fuck im talking about. maybe its true, when you are single you tend to think alot. like really alot. esp when you are browsing thru facebook and blog hopping. or maybe im just those kind of people who think about anything and everything at anytime and everytime. hmmmmmm.... i dont know. im gonna be fine soon i think. :) maybe i should find one day and walk by the beach or something like that, sort out my thinkings, hoping that it will rain so that i can cry in the rain so no one knows. i should stop thinking so much hor. hello myself, be happy! :) be happy then can live longer :) hahaha :)
&&& IM BROKE. HOW SAD. THATS THE PROBLEM WHEN YOU DONT HAVE A JOB :(
im gonna be fine. soon. :)
it got me home
12:06 PM
Monday, November 1, 2010
I SUCK BIG TIME. I SCREWED IT UP. I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF FOR TAKING EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED AND DOING EVERYTHING AT THE LAST MINUTE. I HAVE TO BID GOODBYE JUST BECAUSE OF MY MISTAKE. I WILL TAKE THIS AS A LESSON AND I REGRETTED SO MUCH. OMG IM SUCH AN ASS. SIGHS.
i swear i will never ever do it again. I SWEAR.
it got me home
11:55 PM
ME AND MYSELF
august29 baby
yishan aka xiaozhu :D
AHS sportsclass 3Fo6 4Fo7
i love 4Fo7! <3
sportsclass of 2004-2007 rocks! (:
now in TJC 0608! (:
i love TJBT! <3
WISHLIST
for new bag and shoes
for new shirts
for more money
to go overseas
for a laptop
nationals top 4 in badminton
all A for a levels
FOR MORE TIME!
