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Friday, September 26, 2008

finished 4 papers le. left with physics paper, which i have no confidence to pass at all :( sighs.

okay anyway, CONGRATULATIONS TO BASIL GOH FOR PASSING YOUR PROMOS !! YAY !! :D aiyoh basil pass his promos le, but i still having having my promos. sad life. right, talking abt promos, i have a bad feeling, i dunno why oso. so sad, my class ppl all veh smart, then im like .... sighs. was talking to this person just now then he tell me not to look down on myself if not ppl will look down on me. im trying to. but i just dun have the confidence, i dunno why oso. today naresh ask me" can pass maths anot?" den i was like "i dunno ..." den he was like"why ?" den i was like "i really dunno ..." sighs. im really lost man. ><"

okay now venting my frustrations, if you decided to go for that thing, then you SHLD NOT ask me not to go. i wanted to go in the first place, but because you said you not going and told me all the opportunity costs(lols =.=), so i was like, "okay then i not going." now i feel so cheated. i have nv felt so cheated before. YOU ... i have nothing to say. i think i shldnt trust you so much. i think only ether knows what im talking abt. right, ether? :P

ONE MORE PHYSICS PAPER. I NEED STRENGTH. I NEED CONFIDENCE. I NEED TIME. I NEED YOU. omg i really need to pass physics. but i really suck at physics, ohgosh. sighs.

"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love." -- Steadhai

it got me home
8:50 PM


Saturday, September 20, 2008

sighs. 2 more days to promos. im too saturated so here i am to blog. sighs. met xiaoqin and ether to study today and was quite productive. finished price controls, demand and supply, elasticity and halfway thru market failure. hahaha i din want to study for econs at first :P but looking at the progress im making, im starting to have a lil hope on econs. *wish* hahaha :D they left at 4 while i continued to study till 515. hahaha finished differentiation on the TYS. wheee~ im quite happy today (:

hmmm, lets talk about ytd. met ether to study(as usual) and saw peckyi. ate McSpicy !! long time nv eat alr !! :P YUM !! hahaha and its cheap !! its only FIVEBUCKS !! WHEEE~ den we start to gossip, but i was just listening :P sighs. then at 3 me and ether was in a "so dun feel like studying" mood and so we decided to go walk walk at t3. wanted to go t3 macs to study BUT !! it was like so damn asshole packed with ppl that even an ant cant even go in(exaggeration :P). sighs. so me and ether walked around to see any nice nice place to study. went to tosto but was too .... dunno how to say. wanted to go TCC, but it seems too high-class for ppl with only TWOBUCKS and SEVENBUCKS. so yupp, went to B2 and went to study at the place which i dunno how to describe. went to candy empire to buy the strawberry choc which ahrong say its super nice. and yupp, it not bad. hahaha !! studied for like 2 hours ? den ether suddenly wanted to eat cup noodles and POOF !! we were at cheers and bought the korean noodles !! WHEEE~ YUMYUM !! did we continue to study? cant rmb le :P hahaha !!

tmr going out to study again. hope will be another productive day :D wahahaha.

im feeling veh luan4 now. its so hard to hide my feelings. its so difficult. stay strong, thats what i always say to myself. but im alr feeling veh weak. i have no more energy to build a higher wall around myself to prevent you from seeing my true feelings. 爱情,好像真的不能说谎 ... it feels terrible when you have to hide it when the person is like just beside you. it just feels so terrible. >< someone told me this, "if you love someone, you say it, you say it right then, out loud, or the moment just passes you by." but i dun have the courage. im scared. im veh scared. im timid i know. BUT I JUST DUN HAVE THE COURAGE !!! someone give me the strength pls? im such a lousy person. i dun have the courage to say it and dun have the courage to let go too. im so damn asshole stupid. im an idiot. i know im tired and yet i just dun wanna let go. im just so dumb.

it got me home
8:04 PM


Monday, September 15, 2008

sighs. promos is coming and im not prepared AT ALL. i need motivation.

right, swee tagged me to do this :P

1. the person who tagged you is?
my dear swee (:

2.your relationship with him/her?
friends :DDDDDD

3. your five impressions of him/her?
blur, sweet, nice, like to laugh alot and caring (:

4.the most memorable thing he/she has done for you
sms-ing me whenever i feel down (:

5.if he/she becomes your lover?
nahh, both of us have our someone alr :P

6.the most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
lots and lots that i cant rmb ...

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
not much lahh, but she cant be my lover unless im so damn disappointed in the guys on earth which is HIGHLY IMPOSSIBLE ...

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
will it even happen ?? she's my dear lehh (:

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
ehh i dunno lehh, but i think wun have lahh :D

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
be her listening ear everytime she has a problem :D

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
a lil crazy ... hahaha !!

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
crazy? emo? happy-go-lucky? i dunno, no one tells me ... ><"

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
love for all my friends, empathy (i think) and i dunno le.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
like swee, trusting ppl easily ><"

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
my real self. i wanna be a artiste :P

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
thanks and more thanks :D im really glad to have so many friends who care for me and always being there for me whenever im down or whatever. i cannot express how much i love all of you <3333333333 i really cherished it alot :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people:

1.shirleen
2.xiaoqin
3.claudia
4.melo
5.shiling
6.eugenia
7.rena
8.wenmei
9.dyane
10.peckyi

18. Who is number 6. having a relationship with?
aiyoh not sure if i can say it out here :P

19. Is number 9. male or female?
a "poised" female :P

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
i dun think so. i will just die of shock. like seriously DIE.

21. What is number 2 studying about?
physics, maths, econs (ewwwww), chem.

22. What kind of band does number 8 like?
bands with cute guys.

23. Does number 1 have any siblings?
she has a sister who looks like her (:

24. Will you woo no. 3?
ohmygod NO. her someone will just slaughter me. :P

24. how about no. 7?
ehhh, HIGHLY IMPOSSIBLE. i like guys only, thou i love her alot :P

26. Is number 4 single?
i think so. or is she with my "boyf" ? :P

27. What is the surname of number 5?
neo -.-

28. What's the hobby of number 10?
swimming. :P

29. Does number 5 and 9 get along well?
ehh, they dunno each other lehh :P even if they do, i dun think so. :PpPpP

30. Where is number 2 studying at?
err temasekjuniorcollege ??

wahhh finally i finished. feel accomplished !!! :D

it got me home
9:20 PM


Friday, September 5, 2008

我爱上的-丁当

眼泪只准在眼眶打转

就象海浪 抱着海岸

拥抱不等于拥有天堂

最后,再爱我一个晚上

地久天长 天大的谎

爱到了最后碎成了碎钻 碎成了星光

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻

我爱上的是他比我还逞强

我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳

我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

最后我只剩下了一半

身体一半 灵魂一半

永远找不到另外一半

以后难免会想起他吧

如果偶然 只是偶然

为什么遗忘那么难

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻

我爱上的是他比我还逞强

我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳

我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻

我爱上的是他比我还逞强

我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳

我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

我爱上的是他戒不掉的流浪

我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

眼泪只准在眼眶打转

就象海浪,抱着海岸

拥抱不等于拥有天堂

this song is freaking nice. i dunno why, but maybe i feel the same.


it got me home
10:40 AM


Thursday, September 4, 2008

sighs. this week is a total failure. nothing much is done and promos is like in 2 weeks time. im dead. now im thinking how to tell my parents that im retained. sighs. ppl are like mugging like theres no tmr and im like enjoying my hols, great man. i guess i haven learn from my previous lessons.

went to see swee's blog just now. dunno why, after seeing her post, i just feel like crying. ehh its the post with the lyrics :P err still got one more but dunno how to describe the post. :P sighs. its because i feel the same? i dunno. maybe i gan3 tong2 shen1 shou4 bahh.

my heart aches nowadays. i dunno why. it really takes courage to love someone. and i think my courage is getting lesser. issit time to give up or i just need to recharge ? im really tired, and its tiring to keep everything inside and try not to let other ppl look through >< im trying my very best. im really breaking down alr. one day i might just vanished into thin air, and im gonna leave this tiring world. how i wish this day would come soon.

thank god that i still have my good frens around me to keep me moving. really thankful (: went to ether's house today, and we were supposed to mug, but in the end, i shall not say what happen :P but i really had fun there (: thou i only studied a lil, BUT !!!! i really love yirong sinyee and ether !!! they made my day !! <333333 yah, im really glad that i have lots of frens around me to love and care about me, and most importantly, make my lfie meaningful <333 you are the ones who keep me moving, keep me alive. (: love you all <333333

"The greatest healing therapy is friendship and love." -- Hubert Humprey

it got me home
11:42 PM


Monday, September 1, 2008

sighs. today had econs makeup lesson, which is a waste of MY time >< today had to go early to sch coz had PW meeting, and i reached quite on time ? hahaha (: damn funny, xinghui had another talk with mariam again, and xinghui reached a conclusion that if mariam was to hand up her work late again, she is going to get fined TENBUCKS. WOW O.O hehehe poor mariam ...

what the hell, today econs was damn asshole boring >.< i totally stoned for the whole lesson, and copying blindly whatever he has lahh. sianzzzzzzzzzz. den went home, and on our way home, we bought bubble tea !! WHEEE~

was on the phone with ether just now, and she said something damn funny !!!! ^o^ she said, "i was trying to find stuff to study lehh, i cant find any." this is the first time and the last time you are going to hear from her. i have to explain, its not becoz she is such a mugger that she finished studying, its becoz she lend her notes to yingiet !! AHAHAHAH !! so yah lohh, and im entrust to this big task to bring her notes to her tmr (: not sure if this is going to be productive :P

meeting shir for dinner tmr, and wish me luck ppl, im having competition tmr against the fifth seed of the competition. good luck to me man T.T hope i dun get thrashed >< sighs. guess the time im playing at ? its NINE PM !!!! just now junrong told me today's game was delayed for 2hours, if thats the case tmr, wow im gonna play at 11 PM ... WOW ... sad ><

right, i like the feeling of putting a quote after every post :P so heres two for ALL my friends !! WHEEEEE~ to ALL my friends, love you always <33333333

"A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself." -- Anonymous
"A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else." --Paulo Louro


it got me home
10:42 PM


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