omg mcts are finally are OVER! omgomgomg. hahaha okay about the last two papers, maths was quite okay, but i stunned at the first question, and there are a few which are unsolvable to me ): then physics was ... what can i say? i decided to give up after maths paper alr! i finished half an hour earlier and i slept, looked around, drew on the foolscap paper and lots more. seriously, i left a question blank fully. like the question is like 15 marks? hahaha told you i gave up alr.
right, so after physics paper, i met shermy at the traffic light, then we bought bubble tea! after which guorong met us and we went to SEE him eat lunch coz we were supposed to meet ether for lunch (: talked cock for quite awhile. hahaha guorong wanted to have mcvalue lunch, but he went at 1156, the something funny happen.
auntie: no no no, mcvalue lunch haven start yet, must wait until 12. guorong: oh nvm lahh, i buy first, then you deliver me at 12. auntie: cannot cannot! must wait until 12!
omg the auntie is so funny! she took it so seriously! hahaha! so cute! hahah then gourong left for basketball match then me and shermy went to TM to meet ether. ate yoshi and randomly they decided to come to my house =.= ether and shermy wanted to sleep for an hour or so, but in the end, we all went to youtube to watch SS501! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! omgomgomg they are like so handsome and cute! omgomgomg. they are taking my breathe away! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D my darlings! :D then went for training. omg it was super tiring! had foot work, which was like ... hell. i almost died. damn tiring lah! but it was good for us lahh. then had matches. omg i sucked to the core. as usual, i played like shit. dunno what the hell is wrong with me. idiot.
then went to 85 for dinner! yay! :D talked cock as usual! :D fabulous dinner! :D oh i forgot to mention the j2 talk with mrsgoh before training. she asked us 2 questions: what does the team mean to you? what legacy do you want to leave behind when you leave the team? hmmm. that really make me think alot. hahaha oh well.
hahahaha omg i woke up at 1400 today! omg so pig. hahahaha so thats why i still dun feel like sleeping now! hahhaha! sighs. okayokay i shall go watch my darlings, ss501 alr! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! :D yay here i come, my darlings! :D
it got me home
11:11 PM
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
woohoo! 3 papers down! 2 left! yay! ^^v
okay first one was GP on mon. sighs. what can i say? its was quite okay, but they said there was a similar question in the post mortem that i did. sianz. =.= but nvm lahh, i dun intend to do well for GP oso. then had econs in the afternoon. sighs. was rather hard and i couldnt do a few questions. sighs. i deserved it anyway coz i didnt study hard for it and i dont intend to score well for econs anyway. sighs.
then had a break on tues coz i have no paper! yay gave me more time to study for chem! but still. sighs. so today had chem paper. its was quite okay, but i think it will come out bad. coz everytime i say the paper was okay, end up i get back the marks is not okay AT ALL. sighs. but i did put in effort for chem lehh! i slept at 130AM and woke up at 4AM to study horr! hehehe so proud of myself that i can wake up :P yay! but when i was doing the paper the things i remember just cant flow to my brains. like i get stuck for a few qns for quite long coz i just couldnt think of the answer when i know that ive already studied! and i memorised alr! but it just cant flow to my brains. sianz! maybe i never study enough bahh. sighs.
then today before the paper start, the invigilator said "before the you start the paper ..." then i thought of AHS. like when i was in AHS, when we are having major exams in the hall, like MYE and EOY exams and prelims and the real o levels, the teachers will take turn to come into the hall everyday, before every paper, to pray for us. (coz we are a christian school you see :D) then its like so sweet and nice when people bowed their head and pray, even if they are praying for themselves, even if they are praying for the whole cohort, even if they just want to take a short nap before the paper start, its just so heartwarming to see everyone bowing their heads, and hear the teachers to say the prayers. its just so ... homely. it feels like im at home, everyone is so nice. its like ... you know! aiyah i dunno how to put it in words lehh! and because of this, it makes me feel like praying for everyone too! :D the teachers will go like "dear lord, may You bless the students with knowledge and wisdom. may the knowledge flow and may they be not hesitant when answering the questions. " and alot more but i cant remember lahh :D like so nice right! like woah! so heartwarming! :D its just so ... nice. like i missed those times in the hall having major exams (thou i dread those exams) when we all prayed and all. the teachers coming to give us encouragement through the words of God and prayers before EVERY paper, i missed that too! ): awww. i miss AHS. i missed those times. sighs.
okayokay now i need to go have my dinner and start on maths. shit lahh, i feel so bad when guorong asked me qns just now coz i think he started like damn early and im still like using the com and updating my blog and all. and i still slept for an hour just now! shit. i think i deserved to fail if i really do. sighs, when will my hardworking cells work? hmmm. do they even exist? hmmmmmmmmmm.
it got me home
6:24 PM
Monday, March 23, 2009
SORRY. THANKYOU. BYEBYE.
i dunno why the fuck am i crying.
it got me home
9:08 PM
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
ahhh dunno how many million years never blog alr :P ahaha i was busy you see, so yupps. i was studying just now! AT HOME! surprisingly i can study at home, and because im studying at home, thats why im blogging now coz i got bored of studying =.= ahaha! so yupps, an update of my life.
lets see, lets start from pilot pen competition. yupps so me and xiaoqin paired up again and for once we were bye-ed first round! something to be happy about coz like its the FIRST time! woohoo~ but yah our opponent in the second round was not bad. something quite bad happened (not to me or xiaoqin) on that day that coz some ppl to be upset but yah, i shldnt say here :D SMILES (: yupps and me and xiaoqin did our best! thou we lost, but i was still happy, coz we did our best, not like CSC and cheers, we did our very best for this competition! :D YAY! LOVES! :D thankyou xiaoqin for making my last pilot pen a wonderful and memorable one! :D cheers! :D love you much! :D went back for gym but wasnt feeling real well. sad.
then had temasek ignite the next day! friday the 13th! awww. but it was a great day! :D went for lunch at macs with shir ether and sherm. hahaha shir dropped her icecream! ahaha that was damn funny! XD then went back to study and then went for ignite at 3! ahaha we had to wear the ahpek shirt! :( but still, we had fun! watched lotsa funny videos! ahahaha including ours with a pic of me falling on the floor! DX haha but all in all ignite was fun! omg the boys are like damn good lahh. they went off early to get food for us! so nice right! cheers to the boys! :D in the end we had so much food, but we still managed to finish it! and we went to get more =.= not me lahh, but you can expect who lahh :P wheee~ then took food for coach and went for a friendly with AHS. it was really a great experience. thou we lost, but ive gained what i did not have and understand myself better. but still, i feel that im stuck at a bottleneck. like you know, just dunno why i just cant improve anymore. maybe my footwork, and im working on it now. but still, there's SIXTEEN trainings left and i still dunno what the hell is wrong with me. damn.
had kidzquest @ Zoo! unlike last year, this year i had a partner with me! her name is zijing! her name so nice right :D our kid was gwen! she is like hyper active one. woah me and zijing had trouble trying to calm her down. she like keep bouncing here and there, just cant seem to sit down properly! :D but she was cute after all! :D had fun at the zoo! omg and yirong's kid cried when she saw yirong! aiyoh yirong went to scare the kid, just like what happened to ether last year! ahahah! :D but her kid was so pretty! :D tiring yet fun experience! and lincoln actually remembered me! wow i was impressed when he remembered me! ahahah! he was in the same capsule as me last year :D funny guy. then had to rush home and pack my bag for the stayover at NTU for bike rally! i was kinda excited about this coz im staying over with all my classmates! :D its like the first and maybe the last time! haha met for dinner with priyanka shengxian xinghui zhihong benjamin zhengyang zhenghao fredrick yeowjiang and yanren! had subway for dinner and its shengxian's and xinghui's first time at subway! :D ahahaha had fun there! :D then took but and reached NTU at 10 i think. and got the shirt, or say singlet and it was rather big. but hahaha it was okay lahh. then we had to sleep IN THE HALL! like they did not tell us to bring our sleeping bags lehh! sighs. then we went to wash up and priyanka and i decided not to sleep! talked abit about relationship! then xinghui iris and mariam joined in our conversation! shengxian couldnt stand our noise and she woke up too!! then talked abit and the rest went to sleep alr :( so me zhihong zongyao and zhenghao played the whole night without sleeping! ether was so tired that she went to sleep after awhile. the next day we had to wake up at 5AM! then they split us into 3 buses and i was in the last bus with zhenghao zhihong zongyao yanren zhengyang and yeowjiang! sad. and the goodie bag is like ... damn pathetic. then had to stay at the ulu place for marshalling with this AJ girl called carol. she was a nice girl! she actually reminded me to drink water in case i get dehydration. hahaha talked for quite abit and it was fun talking to her! she actually biked from chua chu kang to pasir ris before! omg! she so pro! :D hahah then the bus picked us up and the lunch is like ... pathetic too. had our next duty at changi/ECP so yupps. but halfway it rained and had to picked up all the other marshalls back (luckily i was still in the bus!) and we stayed at ECP for like 2 hours?! poor ether had to stay at some place at serangoon for 2 hours too! aww. we were so damn angry. then we alighted at ECP then me zhenghao and zhihong cabbed to bedok and went home. ether decided to take bus back home after 2 hours of waiting for the bus to pick her up and had to go back to ECP to collect back her belongings coz she left it in the bus. wanna know my comment about this bike rally? refer to my msn personal message. sighs. failure.
had training ytd and it was okay. (:
why are you so cold towards me now?
it got me home
10:25 PM
Thursday, March 5, 2009
BECAUSE I’M STUPID – SS501 Because I’m too stupid I don’t know anyone else but you You, who is looking at someone else You probably don’t know how I feel I’m probably not in your dreams Probably don’t have memories of us too Me, who is looking at you Again and again the tears fall I am happy even seeing your back Although you still don’t know my heart In the end you pass by my like the wind
The day when I miss you too much The day when I won’t take it The words ‘I love you’ stay in my mouth Alone again crying for you Alone again missing for you Baby I love you I’m waiting for you
I’m probably not in your dreams Probably don’t have memories of us too Me, who is only looking at you I’m making memories myself Love is like a beautiful scar to me Although I see your pretty smile I can’t laugh with you
The day when I keep thinking about you The day when my heart is cold and sad The words ‘I miss you’ stay in my mouth Alone again crying for you Alone again missing for you Baby I love you I’m waiting for you
Bye-bye never say goodbye Even though I can’t hold you like this I need you I can’t say anything I want you I wish again and again
The day when I miss you too much The day when my heart is cold and sad The words ‘I love you’ stay in my mouth Alone again crying for you
The day when I keeping thinking about you The day when my heart is cold and sad The words ‘I miss you’ stay in my mouth Alone again crying for you Alone again missing for you Baby I love you I’m waiting for you
it got me home
9:41 PM
ME AND MYSELF
august29 baby
yishan aka xiaozhu :D
AHS sportsclass 3Fo6 4Fo7
i love 4Fo7! <3
sportsclass of 2004-2007 rocks! (:
now in TJC 0608! (:
i love TJBT! <3
WISHLIST
for new bag and shoes
for new shirts
for more money
to go overseas
for a laptop
nationals top 4 in badminton
all A for a levels
FOR MORE TIME!
