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Wednesday, February 27, 2008

WHAT THE FUCK
i've been posted to 0608
xiaoqin still in 0708
KNNBCCB !!
zhihong and jiahong oso posted there too
i wish i can change back to my class !!
i want 0708 !! T.T
i hope i can change back ><

im sick now
so im not able to go trng tmr .. T.T
why is all the bad things happening to me ??
why is everything and everyone so unfair to me !!??
i hate living in this cruel world .......
i hate being alive ......
i feel like dying now ......

it got me home
1:15 PM


Sunday, February 24, 2008

OMG !!
IM BACK IN TJC !! ^^
i am so damn happy lahh ..
wahhhhhh ..
tears of joy just came rushing out my eyes !! (:
i received their call on wed ..
then they ask me to go back sch at 530 for some briefing ..
CAUSE MY APPEAL IS SUCCESSFUL !!
den they had short briefing on the things we had to do the next day
den had training .
throughout the training i was like smiling all the way lahh ..
too happy mahh..(:

the next day i had to go back to tpjc
to sk them to sign the withdrawal form
zhihong was waiting for me at the busstop
den when i came
weiyang called zhihong and asked us wait for him
ahahahaha :D
he later than me .. (:
den saw this guy from bedokview called gino ..

he is also accepted by tj and came back to sign the withdrawal form
hahahaha :D
den we went together to sign it
and thats the last time im stepping into the sch !!
BYE BYE TPJC !!
thank god i left :D
den the four of us sat weiyang mum's car back to sch
her car was small
so zhihong me gino had to squeeze ..
hahahahah :D
we had to put on sit belts oso ..
LOLS
den when we reached sch
we go straight to the general office to give them the form !!
WAHAHAHAH !!
i am so damn happy lahh !!
me and zhihong waited outside the GO for xiaoqin and guorong
gino went for orientation liao
we waited for quite long
saw alot of ppl !!
shaoyun gracechia sijia appealed successfully too !!
YAYYAYYAY !!
and mingda jiahong !! :D
hahahahaha :D
den we went to buy uniform together !!
saw ether on the way
and she sold one of her skirt to xiaoqin coz it was tight for her
the bookshop was crowded lahh ..
spent near 100 bucks on the uniform
wahahahahaha ..
worth it !! ^^v

went for amazing race
and guess who i saw !
my uncle from m'sia !!
got a shock sia !!
the amazing race was quite okay ..
only played two games
then went macs for lunch
went back at around 1230
and had to listen to some talk
obviously me and xiaoqin slept lahh !!
so tiring ..
den me left halfway to watch PL vs AH match
its is then i realised that i've learnt alot in tj
skills, mentality, how to do footwork etc.
its like i can even tell them how they shld move
wheres their mistakes etc.
seems like i've grown up ..
it feels so good you know ..
it feels great ^^

the next day we had to report at 730
then we had mass games !!
wahahahahha ..
the first game is fun !!
is like theres flour on the chair and you had to bounce from one chair to another
and meet the other team and play scissors paper stone =.=
then the winner can continue till they reached the end
at first i din want to dirty myself so i din wanna play
then the OGLs pulled me to play
and so i played ( im a nice gal )
and guess who i met ?
binghao and gino ..
LOLS
and i won !!
YAYYAYYAY !!
hahahaha !! :pPp
im pro !!
hahahahahaha ^^
den rachel came and ask me xiaoqin and sijia to join The Act
coz three ppl nv come
and so we joined in
and we missed the mass games ..
nvm lahh ..
i had fun in The Act too !! ^^
i acted as an ogm from slithas !!
i like the cheer !!
we had fun in The Act lahh ..
thou we din win ..
its okay lahh ..
den we were supposed to wear green
but i only knew it that day
so i din bring
den this guy from The Act too
called anquan lend me his shirt
so nice right !! ^^
he sang during The Act
he sing quite nice lehh .. (:
i like his shirt lehh ..
veh nice .. (:
the colour veh nice .. (:

then had commencement ceremony for the 2nd intakers
then the SCIP ppl announced the winners
PANTHERA GOT 2ND !!
YAYYAYYAY !! ^^v
zephon won .. (:
den we all went to suntec as an OG
thats when i started to learn how to play rubik's cube !!
YAYYAYYAY !! ^^v
its damn fun lahh !!
benjamin taught me how to play ..
he taught me halfway
gonna ask him how to complete on mon (:
YAYYAY ^^v
benjamin is a good teacher ..
he taught the difficult one at first ..
but he saw that i was having problems
so he taught me the shortcut
and it was much easier
ans i learnt it in just less than 30 mins (:
he say i dun have confidence in myself ..
well its quite true ..
hahahah :D
thnkas benjamin .. (:
you are a nice and good teacher ..
hehehehehe ^^

the mass dance was quite fun
i spent most of the time trying to solve the cube (:
i danced to S Club
and Speedy !!
but i din know how to dance to the Sweet Escape
so i played rubik's !!
den had supper with the OG !!
den went home together .. (:
saw cherlyn when i went home !!

i was so tired lahh ..
den i just slept when i reached home
and so my mum had to scream at me to go and bathe
sian-ed
i am so tired now ..
gonna take a short nap now ..
BYEBYE !! ^^
*I LOVE TJC !! *

it got me home
8:10 AM


Wednesday, February 20, 2008

FUCK.
im out of tj now ..
and im in tpjc now ..
sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
wahkao ..
not that i dun like tpjc lahh ..
but i love tj more
so yah ..
of cause i wanna stay in tj lahh ..
so i hafta appeal lohh ..
sianzzzzz =,=

ytd had lessons
but wasnt in the mood
so yah ..
during GP
aulia asked us to write comment for him
den i was like
" huh .. i dunno how to write lehh .. "
so in the end ..
i nv write anything ..
hehehehe ^^
den got maths tutorial
den the tcher forgot abt the time
and she was late for 20 mins ..
wahahahahahah !! ^^
den got a long break
used that to study chem test
sianzzzz
last day of PAE le den still have test
LOLS ...
have econs first
and i failed my first econs test
more sianzzzzz
den physics as usual ....
den physics ended early
so we decided to prank on mrgoh, our chem tcher
we wanted to skip the test
so we moved to the opposite classroom
den we off the lights so that he will think that no one is in the room
but of coz that was stupid lahh
so in the end we had test
and i had a borderline fail
MORE SIANZZZ !!
den had maths !!
SIANZZ OF THEM ALL !!

afta sch went to the hall coz the guys wanted to play badminton again
now with naresh
and so ..
its obvious right ..
he owned them lahh ..
lucky no one split their pants ..
hehehehehe ^^
the christians had QT
so me and xiaoqin went opposite to help them buy things
actually only leon lahh .. =,=
den on the way back
we saw daryl
den he told us we were out of tj liao
WTF ..
expected ..
but was still sad thou
sianzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz !!
when we got back to the hall
we quickly set up nets
coz we were afraid to get another scolding again
hahahahah :D
the trainings were all drills lahh ..
what's troublesome is that we had to calculate the unforced errors and good shots
its rather messy
so wasnt easy ..
hais ..
but practice makes perfect !!
so yah ..
hahahah :D
like no link lehh ..
LOLS
den mrsgoh called me over
den she told me i got into tpjc
tears were rushing out of my eyes
i din expect i will get so far
as in ..
tpjc was my 5th choice you know !!
i was expecting going into mj or sa
sianzzzzzzzzzzzz !!
was in the mood to do pt ..
was really down
knnbccb ..
i was really ..
i broke down ..
talked to mrsgoh ..
was really an emotional one ..
tears was running down like there's no tomorrow ..
sianzzzz ..
so in the end i had to appeal lahh ..
i really want to get into tj ..
its like
if i dun get in ..
i think i will cry till i flood the whole world lahh ..
i dun think i will even go to sch liao ..
its like ..
aiyah ..
just damn SIANZZZZ !!

so to day had to go to sch
and did all my appeal stuff in sch
hoping for the best ..............
then afta that we went naresh house
with may rachel xiaoqin me benjamin neemeng zhengxian liquan and of coz naresh -.-
OHH !!
and zhihong came too !!
hahahahaha :D
coz he got nowhere to go ..
watched the prestige
wasnt really as nice as the first time i watch .. ><
den went to have lunch
had tze char .. ( ps. i dunno how to spell .. )
and so i had to like feed xiaoqin lah ..
baby sia ..
aiyoh~
its cost like 80+ dollars ..
LOLS
but was funny thru out the lunch
hahahahah ^^
den went back to naresh house
watch the news
and got more info abt the edison chen scandal
den !!
the guys did something ahhh ..
wahlao ..
sianzzzz.
den xiaoqin went to sleep
and me may and naresh went down
we talk like alot lahh ..
things that alot ppl dun wanna know ..
so ppl dun ask me anything regarding abt our conversation ..
went home den came out again for team dinner
sarahho sarahlim dino shir sherm ether xiaoqin chloe guorong binghao and me !! :p
they were late for ONE HOUR lahh !!
me dino chloe and shir was like waiting waiting waiting ..
hais ..
me and dino was like shopping in shengsiong .. ^^
had dinner at LJS ..
den came home and here i am !!
hahahaha :D
okay lahh ..
i going to sleep liao ..
buhbye !! ^^
*i miss tj .....*

it got me home
3:00 AM


Sunday, February 17, 2008

wah sianz !!
tues posting results will be our liao
super duper scared now ..
how ??
terrible man ..
trying to prepare for my interview now
but seriously,
i dunno how to start .. ><
i think i will stoning and tok crap when im having interviews
sian-ed
i really wanna stay in tj
i cant bear to leave my frens in tj
esp the tj badminton team ..................
feeling kinda weird right now ..

ytd had chem practical
and i totally screwed it up
guess what ?
i did this before in sec sch
yet i can get everything wrong
and i actually had to re-do twice before the real titration starts
sian-ed =,=
so yah ..
but it all ends well lahh ..
hahahahahha :D

den had physics and chem lecture
wahahahahah ^^
guess what
i actually slept in chem lecture !!
it not good lahh .
but im real tired
so yah ..
bo bian ..
hehehhehe ^^

afta that my CG guys wanted to go play badminton
so went to the hall before going for lunch
i was really shocked
i didnt know that benjamin was a badminton player
whao !!
he was good lehh ..
but he went to floorball ..
sian-ed
hahahha :D
but our boys team oso too much ppl liao ..
so yah ..
ahhahaha :D
jiahong was not bad too lahh ..
and he kinda tore his pants ..
yah ..
LOLS ^^

the class wanted to have LJS for lunch
but there was not enuff space
so in the end we went to KFC
in the end i only ate one chicken and one cheese fries
when i ordered 2pieces chicken
sian-ed

afta lunch went back to sch
den change and met shirleen on the way to the hall
in the end we decided to go back to AHS !!
with shirleen too !!
hahahha ^^
the bballers were having match with manjusri
and the cgals were having their match ..
not our sch thou ..
hehehhehe ^^
met alot of tchers there too !!
met mstay, mrchan, sunli, our sec3 eng tcher (forgot her name)
alot of the vj ppl came back too ..
they say cause they got cross country ..
heheheh ^^
wanted to get my letter of recommendation
but mstay say must see the appeal form 1st
so yah ..
and then went back to tj for trng
had gym first
WE GOT THE GYM !!
THE GUYS WENT TO DO CIRCUIT TRNG !!
hahahahah ^^

afta tt went back to the hall
coach seems unhappy went i finished changing
den of cause we kana scolded lohh .. ><
coz we din help the seniors to set up nets
had a fun trng
played matches all the way
hehehehhe ^^

we ended quite early ..
like at 8 ?
then we had team talk
sherly told us alot of things
and chloe started crying ..
then sherly asked me if i had something to say
that was when i started crying too
IM SORRY, TEAM !!
im sorry for always lagging behind during teamrun
im sorry you all hafta waiting for me, always, to catch up then you can continue running
im sorry you all went back to late for training on wed because the waiting time you all spent on me
im sorry for being emotional sometimes and affect your day
im sorry for being slow during training and i slowed down everything
im very sorry if i offended any of you in any circumstances
i dun mean anything, really ..
if i really offended you, i didnt mean it and im very very very sorry ..
i hope all of you dun hate me
cause i love all of you !!
i love tj badminton team so much that i couldnt bear to leave ..
i love tj badminton team so much that i will try all ways to stay in tj ..
i really love all of you, every single one ..
i treat all of you as frens
good frens
best frens
and most importantly,
a part of me ....
an important person in my life ....
its like ..
losing anyone of you all
will make me pain, sorrowful, and leave me regrets
all of you are like my fingers
(i know theres only ten fingers on my hands .. )
all of you have a special and important place in my heart ..
leaving all of you is like cutting off my hands
and i will feel pain forever ..
the pain of leaving all of you ..
the regrets ..
and many more ..
so im very sorry if i offended you
and i truly hope that you dun hate me
cause i love all of the tj badminton ppl !!
the kinda of love that can never be expressed thru words ......
I REALLY LOVE TJ BADMINTON TEAM !!
I REALLY LOVE ALL OF YOU !!

ps. by the way ahh, ppl can you please tag before you leave my blog ??
my blog is rotting like nobody's business .. ><

it got me home
6:23 AM


Monday, February 11, 2008

wahhhh !!
finally got time to blog sia
quite busy these few days
and HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYONE !! :D
hahahah :D
angbaos please ? ^^

had road run on chinese new year's eve you know !!
super sian-ed
wanted to run seriously that day
but i did something stupid lohh
guess what ?
i actually drank fresh milk before i run !!
they say cannot drink milk before you run coz you will stomach pain
so in the end
i actually walk with kristy ..
LOLS
but i did run lahh ..
run until i cant take it den i walk lohh ..
stupid fresh milk ..!!
den had team lunch at KFC afta the road run
talk alot lohh ..
hahahahah :D

den went back home to bathe
and went to my grandmother house for reunion dinner :D
yumyum !! ^^
had steamboat !!
YAYYAYYAY !! ^^v
had a lot of fun lahh ..

den next morning was chinese new year !!
YAYYAYYAY !! :D
collect angbaos day !!
hahahah ^^
early in the morning den got angbaos from my parents !!
LOTSA MONEY !! :D
den went grandmother house
den all my relatives there !!
WOW !
$$$$$$$ !!

hahahahaha :D
afta lunch at my garandmother house
went to other relatives house ..
den got one of my cousin oso from tj !!
my senior lehh !!
now in NTU lahh ..
year3 le .. :D
den went home in the evening
and prepare my things to go to malaysia the next day ):
i dun like to go back to malaysia
sian-ed
so hafta wake up early and left hosue early
coz later will have traffic jam ..
sian-ed
den had a few angbaos only ..
somemore all in ringgit ..
hafta divide by 2.2 lehh !!
sianed ..
so in the end oso nv get much ..
sian-ed

went home the next day !!
hahahahaha :D
went to eat lunch at east coast ..
and guess who i saw ..
leon goh ..
sian-ed
i din dare to say hello coz all my famiily members were there ..
so yah ..
LOLS
den today had to do alot things
study and make chocolates for my darling
sian-ed
coz last year i made for her den she want it this year ..
so yah ..
IM MAKING IT JUST FOR YOU !!
hahahha :D
den oso hafta reply my sch angel //
lotsa things to do ..
so yah !!
BUHBYE !! ^^
( sian .. tmr got PW !! ku** sucks to the core man .. >< )

it got me home
9:08 AM


Friday, February 1, 2008

wah sian
today got maths test
and i gonna fail like shit ><
theres like 3 qn ..
and i din even finish one ..
sian-ed

tmr got CNY carnival !!
ppl !!
come to the hall tmr !!
THERES LASER CHALLENGE SET UP BY THE BMT TEAM !!
ITS DAMN FUN !!
SO EVERYONE MUST COME OKAY !!
SEEYOU THERE !! :D

it got me home
2:15 PM


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