as promised, i posted a photo of eugene .. (: today went to collect old newspapers and old clothes was rather fun at first but was getting tired and become sian-ed when it came to the 3rd block sian-ed was quite tired so yah .. if i was emo-ing im sorry .. ): and i know i tend to think negatively thats how i am its like im born to be liddat im sorry .. T.T
it got me home
2:03 PM
Sunday, January 27, 2008
wasnt having a good ytd had a scolding from my dad he said that my results were lousy WTF .. den was super emo ytd was feeling down .. wanted to cry but i held back my tears sian-ed and ya .. i got 13 .. lousy results .. sian-ed went to eat breakfast at KFC with xiaoqin ether guorong junrong shermaine naresh chloe leon sweeleng didnt have the appetite to eat so yah i din eat lunch den went to TM to watch THE HOUSE sian-ed was a horror movie sia and yah i am a timid person and afta 5 mins i started crying .. was covering my face most of the times everyone was like : yishan, you okay anot ..? my god .. so embarrassing >< the pro ones were shermaine guorong and naresh wahh .. they were like .. pro .. nothing to say lohh .. brave ones ... hahahah :D den have to go home to take things to go trng on the train talk to leon and tot that he really changed .. is like he is more hardworking now lohh .. serious .. he was like almost a complete slacker in the past .. but now he's like a mugger .. hehehhehe .. good for him .. :D hope for the best for him luh ..
went to trng wasnt in the mood of trng was lousy .. sian-ed like the whole hall is my name lohh .. den mrsgoh talked to me she told me to get ready all my supporting doc sian-ed im was like on the verge of crying le then talked a lot to mrsgoh was veh sad so ppl, if i was like bad to you sorry .. i was feeling VEH down .. and was emo-ing so yah .. SORRY .. >< glad that there wasnt PT ytd den they bought a soft toy for eugene coz ya .. he couldnt make it for TJ so yah .. everyone was sad for him and bought things for him when he's like making his speech his eyes was like red lahh .. den i was super sad at that time sian-ed when dismissed everyone is like wanting to have i pic with him .. i will post a pic of me and him in the next post .. then we had dinner together on the way to the market i was thinking i may be the next eugene the next one that is gonna leave TJ bmt team the next one who is accepting farewell gifts the next one who is taking many pics with my frens the next one to disappoint everyone the next one to treat ppl drinks the next one that ppl in TJ gonna see me the last time the next one who is going to miss TJ like crazy the next one who will not step into TJ again i was like crying liao lahh .. sian-ed
when we crossed the road i was feeling a lil better and bought fruits for eugene had our meal and then left with sadness guorong junrong and xiaoqin wanted to send me home BUT !! met sherlyn at tanah merah mrt thank god if not they will ahve to accompany me to my home which is super not on the way back to their home so yeah thanks anyway .. had a great chat with cherlyn and thanks for listening to what guorong said and sending me back to my doorstep :D THANKS PPL :D
been thinking lots today and i think im gonna think more in the next few days ..
it got me home
3:36 PM
Friday, January 25, 2008
just got my results today sian-ed went to sch early in the morning to go and study couldnt concentrate well had a free period spent the time thinking wildly sad ............. den got maths lec couldnt concentrate was damn scared lahh ..
after tt got a break was super emo den many ppl talk to me but i just dun have the mood to reply them sorry >< had maths tut too sian-ed did some boring stuff couldnt concentrate too so did many wrongs sian-ed den can go liao .. den at the canteen xiaoqin received a call from her mum den afta which she told me my results HCL got A2 and ENG got B4 sian-ed and den tears just started flowing out like trying to empty out the water in my body in one go sian-ed cry in front of everyone embarrassing .. ): den they decided to go TM to eat no appetite sian-ed ate korean food with xiaoqin hais .. den went to sch .. sian-ed reached sch and saw alot of ppl went up to the hall nervously .. sian-ed they talked a lot of crap .. sian-ed den got back results sian-ed got damn lousy but i am strong i din cry horr .. trying to ya1 zhu4 .. den saw a lot of ppl crying sia scary .. many of those are ppl whom i know .. and alot of ppl i know oso got veh good results .. stupid .. >< den was supposed to meet tj ppl to go eat sakae .. so hafta go .. den brfore leaving sch i saw mstay and talked to her den ether said rushing time but before we left we said thank you to her and hugged her OMG !! tts when i cry again !! idiot me dunno why lehh .. too thankful to mstay le .. my god .. im really thankful to mstay she really helped me alot .. THANKYOU MSTAY !! really grateful to mstay .. okok .. den i leaving my frens den i started crying AGAIN !! coz i was damn sad .. coz i dunno when i can see them again .. OMG !! super emo today .. den went to ate sakae .. wapiang .. ate alot of things sia .. fattening !! WTH !! >< sian-ed .. came back and my da bought duck for me .. (: so nice :D
okay lahh .. nidda go do work liao .. BUHBYEEEEEEEEEEE !! :p
it got me home
2:43 PM
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
wth my fav bag is spoilt because of the stupid NARESH !! PULL LAHH !! FUN HORR !! my god .. hurhurhur !! den today i went to montip .. couldnt find my tt bag liao .. *cry* T.T wahlao eh !! sian-ed lohh .. tried all ways to mend it .. sian-ed .. but to no avail .. ):
was super tired today .. almost slept in maths and physics prac .. sian-ed .. TMR STILL GOT RUNNING LEHH !! SORRY TEAM .. T.T
it got me home
1:00 PM
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
OHMYGOD results will be out on thurs at 2pm is like less than 3days lahh .. sian-ed im super scared now .. afraid that i might get some lousy results that i caouldnt even get into a jc afraid that my lousy results will cause me to leave tj i cant ear to leave tj .. esp the tj bmt team .. is like we are so bonded liao isnt it cruel to tear us apart again ?? ohmygod .. i hate to leave tj thou tj life is tough everyday feeling tired sleeping in class ( not a lot of time horr .. (: ) pia-ing for every trng and feeling restless and tired the veh next day and because trng ends late so most of the time could finish my hw but i hope i can get used to this kinda lifestyle cause .. I REALLY WANNA STAY IN TJ .. ESP TJ BMT TEAM !!
IM SUPER SCARED NOW .. earlier today i had maths lsn and i was super emo even felt like crying cause i just heard from shuying tt results out on thurs and i was super scared and tensed up xiaoqin was like comforting me .. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH XIAOQIN !! MY BEST DARLING EVER !! ^^
tired -o- good night :D ( i still feel scared now .. T.T )
it got me home
3:18 PM
Monday, January 21, 2008
hua !! so tired lehh .. BUT !! must blog abt ytd .. ytd was super duper uber fun lahh !! those who miss it .. suay lohh .. but to those who got something on .. i pity you lohh .. it was super fun lahh !!
kayes .. i woke up at 7 when supposedly im shld wake up at 6 .. ): nevermind den reach in time lahh of coz .. :D ( im fast ^^ ) den started with footwork .. sian-ed .. >< den was grouped and was asked to create a name for our group .. we were DINO DIAPERS !! and there were oso HOLY PENGUINS, HK TRIAD and BARBARIANS
we started with yi4 pai1 we were supposed to hit a shot and the next person will continue your shot for you it was supposed to be a competition and we lost 2 and won 1 sian-ed afta which was inter-group competition SO FUN !! won 2 lost 1 hehehehehehehehe :D was super agitated during the game versus holy penguins coz we must win you know .. hais .. the hall was full of my shoutings .. hahahahahaha ^^
but in the end we got 3rd .. ): den ate lunch together with your group .. ohyah .. my group got ether yahan michelle zac guorong zhihong and arron den afta which the christian ppl had talk with coach so in the end we played volleyball with shermaine xiaoqin chloe sherly guorong zhihong junrong clarence naresh jonathan changlong arron limeng and i think still got others which i had forgotten .. den afta which had trng which was ........ dunno how to say .. our planned pt was not carried out .. which was supposed to be mini sports meet hais sad .. den had captain's ball .. fun !! got 2nd .. lost to holy penguins .. -.- DEN DEN DEN !! WE HAD TO RUN 7 X 400m LEHH !! SHIT MAN .. summore zac asked me run 1st .. omg !! den you shld know what happen right .. of coz lahh .;. i got last and i caused the whole team to lose .. im so sorry T.T im really sorry .. all because of my lousy stamina that i caused the team to lose .. im veh sorry ... T.T
den had dinner zac couldnt stay cause he got tuition .. hahahahaha :D so we had to act out a skit and the theme was romance .. LOL yahan and ether did a great job acting as a couple .. well zhihong was the narrator and arron was the sound manager .. hehehehehe .. and me and guorong was acting as a couple .. and guorong gave me a big shock .. nevermind .. lets not talk abt this .. then we got last you know !! i tot we were the BEST !! nevermind lahh .. what's impt is we actually worked together as a team .. and get more bonded .. heheheheh ^^v then had team talk .. omg .. so feel like crying can .. so touched .. hais .. den had supper with some ppl from the team .. hahahahahahah .. super tired when i went home .. sian-ed ..
hais .. i oso super tired now .. -o- buhbye !! :D ( pls rmb to leave a tag before you leave .. my tagboard is rotting .. thanks ^^ )
it got me home
3:00 PM
Thursday, January 17, 2008
i veh tired le .. but i still wanna blog !! coz something touching happen today that i want write it in my blog TODAY !! ohh so touching ... ^^
today got TEAM RUN !! only know that in physics tutorial i was like " OMG !! i sure die de .. " hahahahahah :D den had study group before the run .. wahlao .. as time passes by, i getting more and more scared lehh .. sian-ed ..
den finally its 5 !! T.T okok .. den we stretch 1st den mrgan(bmt tcher) say something tt i cant hear den zac told us the route .. den i was like *jaw drop* i was like " kill me pls .. " hahahahahahahah :D coz i was supposed to be a team run so they let the girls to run in front which was, to me, "damn it! " so everyone started running .............................. i was wuite okay in the first 2 mins ? LOLS -.- den i started to slow down (can see tt my stamina sucks right T.T) den leon and bay was like "can we run in front ?" den someone say "no" if not they have to run 2 rounds .. i was like .. (thinking) "pls run pass me !!" hahahahahahahaah :D den everyone behind me was like "come on yishan !!" so nice right .. okay .. so when we reached the stairs everyone just passed me .. and i was like "PHEW !!" den some was pushing me .. its was songhon .. den came naresh clarence changlong and sarahlim den they kept on pushing me, encouraging me .. (so nice right .. :D) den they kept on saying " come on !! this is the last upslope liao !! later den is downslope le !! come on !! jiayou !! dun stop .. " wow .. long right .. okok .. den when we reached top .. den i saw the team was waiting for me .. THANKS SO MUCH !! den finally its downslope .. wah .. so shiok .. den was running quite smoothly .. den the same ppl was like .. thats wasy .. comeon .. but this wasnt the worse .. WAHLAO EHH !! YOU KNOW AFTA THE DOWNSLOPE STILL GOT A LONG LONG DISTANCE TO RUN ANOT !!?? sian lehh .. den i was like giving up liao .. den songhon naresh and sarahlim was like encouraging me .. but i really cannot liao lohh .. so stop running and started walking .. den three ppl were like pushing me .. hais .. okok .. den i shall persevere on !! LOL -.- wahlao .. you know the distance damn long anot .. sian-ed lehh .. den halfway thru .. i was really tired liao .. so i was slowing down .. like gonna walk liao .. actually i started walking liao .. den the three ppl as usual will push me .. den naresh suddenly say " you continue running non stop den i treat you lunch tmr !! budget $2.50 .. " LOLS -.- funny sia .. den we finally reached the traffic light and i got to stop for awhile !! mrgan was with me and he told the guys to run to the team to ensure that no one is lost so left me and sarahlim and mrgan .. i was damn tired liao lahh .. den i was like walking most of the time .. so sarahlim was encouraging me all the way lahh .. THANKS SO MUCH !! wahlao .. damn long journey lehh .. when we just past casafina .. from the back gate running back to front gate .. i saw alot ppl running towards me .. first was naresh .. den was eugenia .. den came changlong and guorong .. den came the whole team .. den sarahlim was like " you see !! the whole team is running here le .. jiayou !! " omg !! i was so moved lahh .. so touched .. i nearly cried out lehh .. serious .. but got a lot of ppl there so i just kept my tears .. den at the L-shape there .. the whole team was like encouraging me and running with me all the way .. omg .. so nice right .. OHH !! den when we were reaching the gate .. zac and someone was encouraging me .. running beside me .. and kept on saying .. " come on !! the sch is just in front .. !! " hais .. den when we were at the gate .. ppl were like .. "come on !! past the gate and you are there le ..!! " hahahahahaha :D finally reached the sch .. wah .. was dying liao lohh .. den they still wanna cheer lehh .. of coz i din cheer lahh .. i was dying liao lehh .. hahahahha :D den trng started .. wahh .. rather slack .. DUN HAVE PT LEHH !! SONG4 BOH ........
LAST BUT NOT THE LEAST I WANT TO THANK THE WHOLE TJ BMT TEAM !! ESP SARAHLIM, WHO ACCOMPANY ME THE WHOLE JOURNEY AND ENCOURAGING ME ALL THE WAY SONGHON, WHO PUSHED ME IN THE FIRST PART OF RUNNING NARESH, WHO ENCOURAGED ME AND USED SUCH A SPECIAL WAY OF ENCOURAGING ME .. -.- AND CLARENCE AND CHANGLONG, WHO ENCOURAGED ME IN THE FIRST PART OF RUNNING .. :D
AND AND AND !! I WANT TO THANK THE WHOLE TJ BMT TEAM FOR RUNNING BACK EVEN THOUGH YOU ALL HAD FINISHED YOUR RUNNING !!! THANKS FOR ENCOURAGING ME !! NOTHING CAN EXPRESS MY GRATEFULNESS !! THANKS SO MUCH !! :D
THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU THANKYOU !!!!!!!! THANKYOU SO MUCH TJ BMT TEAM !! ^^
it got me home
4:06 PM
Friday, January 11, 2008
started sch with orientation in short, ITS FUN !! :D its damn high ahh !! :D our ogls were oso veh nice :D
okayokay start writing abt this week had the 1st lecture on mon which is maths the lecturer talked like everyone oredi know liao then he say"now the com until pentium 3 right ? im now pentium 5 .." which means he knows that he is FAST !! then me and xiaoqin was like " where got pentium 5 lohh ? is pentium 99 lahh .. " hahahhaha :D rather funny .. ^^
not only that .. i had my first trng on mon too !! and i was like more tiring than ahs trng lahh .. den the PT was like .. OMG !! is like you have to run across the hall and back then had to do 5 GUYS PUSHUP !! and this is considered a set .. den girls had to do 8 sets lahh .. but newbies only 5 .. thank god .. ^^ phew ..
den the coach had bebrief and he said this trng is considered light .. and i was like " WTH !! LIGHT?! " maybe is because i haven got used to their trng style .. nvm ..
den next day had some boring talks and due to trng ytd i was damn tired and slept in the audi LOLS i was super boring lahh !! xiaoqin and leon slept too .. eugenia was like doing something else .. den had physics lecture in actual fact i dun like the lecturer he's like yu3 wu2 lun2 ci4 lohh .. din understand abit .. stupid .. talking all abt things that we had learnt in sec sch .. LOLS den i had to wait from 11 till 1230 for the gate to open to let me out .. LOLS stoned all the way ..
den the next day .. had chem lecture first and its was quite okay .. cant be worse than physics right .. ahhahaha :D den afta tt had GP lecture i like tt !! the tcher talked abt what we are learning this yr and how can we improve on GP den there's a talk on a mag Broader Perspective quite funny ^^ then had civics LOLS before even having lsn we had to pay money 1st .. wth .. the civics tutor quite slack lahh .. heard that got one civics tutor actually checked their hair lehh .. wth .. den had PDP ( which is also CCA ) talk damn boring .. nearly slept .. DEN !! afta the PDP exhibition !! we had to RUN !! which is like WTH !! i tot was running on the tracks so i was like .. not too bad lahh .. BUT !! BUT !! its NOT !! WE HAD TO RUN UPHILL !! SHIT MAN !! i was lagging behind all the way .. then everyone was waiting for me at the top of the "hill" den when i reached everyone den started to run downhill .. thanks (: den when running downhill sarahho and sarahlim actually saw tt i was having a hard time to persevere so they run with me side by side encouraging me every second they are like " come on yishan !! run, dun stop .. come follow my pace .. jiayou .. you can do it de .. just a lil more .. " den when we came down zac changlong and clarence ( i think ) oso pei2 me run .. encouraging me each and every sec like .. " come on .. you can do it .. jiayou .. you see the hill ? its our sch .. you reaching le .. just a bit more .. its less than 100 steps .. :D " when i was abt to stop when i can persevere, when i was shaking my head sarahho was like " come on dun shake you head .. you can do it .. " so nice :D den michelle was like running towards me telling me jiayou .. :D hahahha :D all i have to say is " THANKS TJ BMT TEAM !! :D ESP SARAHHO SARAHLIM ZAC CHANGLONG CLARENCE AND MICHELLE FOR RUNNING WITH ME WHEN IM SO SLOW, ENCOURAGING ME WHENEVER YOU SEE ME GIVING UP .. PUSHING ME TO MY VEH BEST .. THANKS SO MUCH !! :D "
den afta the run i was like feeling dizzy lahh .. den have footwork lehh .. its quite okay lahh .. afta which was the lobbing .. did with sulin .. i wasnt complaining .. coz we did only 4 sets when ether and the other dsa ppl did 10 sets when they 1st came in so im considered quite lucky .. :D did multiples with coach fun fun fun !! :D had PT later and it wasnt so bad .. :D afta all .. wed's trng is considered light .. :D but it was tiring .. which was why i woke up late today and was nearly late for sch .. when i tapped my card .. i was written 7.24 am lucky lucky lucky .. ^^v
commencement today finally had my TJ badge quite proud of having tj badge on my collar .. :D im gonna work hard from now on .. even if i may not get into tj for JAE .. had maths lecture today again .. but a diff tutor .. i like this tutor .. but i was too tired so i was like falling asleep in her class den afta the lsn she actually asked me " is the pace okay ? " i was like " yahh .. its okay (: " LOLS den had physics lecture * sickening * he actually took 35 to 40 mins to recap what we did the last lsn lahh .. stupid .. i was damn sleepy in his class lahh .. hais .. gonna sleep soon .. if not gonna be late .. BUHBYE :D gonna train hard tmr :D having gym tmr .. ):
it got me home
3:44 PM
Tuesday, January 1, 2008
OMG !! its 2008 le .. cant believe a year past so fast .. had many ups and downs in 2007 .. and many upsetting things happen to me too .. which till now is still something tts bothering me much .. T.T hais .. hafta thank many ppl for making 2007 a wonderful year for me .. really is ALOT .. so instead of thanking them here .. i will keep them in my heart and hope for the best for them in this new year, 2008 and may them have fun while studying and sincerely hope that they will be better in 2008 coz we will be parting already, so will get to see them even lesser .. im like so emo right ? LOLS its like theres so much to say and write but words just cant biao3 da2 what i am feeling now ..
many things till now i can still rmb clearly like when i was kana scolded by sunli and i was crying ( which i dunno why when i wasnt even feel like crying ) and many true frens and classmates tried to console me and whats even touching is that, i tot wenmei sinyee ether xiaoqin was gonna buy like some tibits for me for recess BUT THEY ACTUALLY BOUGHT MIXED RICE FOR ME !! i was truly touched and started cry like theres no tmr .. hahahah :D THANKS BEST FRENS !! ^^ will never forget you all even when i dead .. I LOVE ALL OF YOU !! :D ether xiaoqin wenmei sinyee yirong eugenia and shiling THANKS SO MUCH FOR YOUR CARE AND CONCERN !! THANKS AND THANKS .. THERE'S LIKE NO WORDS CAN EXPRESS MY FEELINGS TOWARDS ALL OF YOU .. even though like theres many misunderstandings and upsetting things .. i still love all of you .. truly and sincerely ......................................
okay .. i shall stop this emo thing and start to write abt things that happen the past few days .. we had tj chalet from 28 dec to 30 dec ..
FIRST DAY met xiaoqin and ether for brunch at 11 i think and i couldnt finish my food !! ( thats is quite a miracle ) so as usual ether helped me finished it up and then we went to had neoprints taken it was fast and fun ..!! ^^v and them rushed to meet the tj ppl and tamp interchange den junrong and guorong came too followed by zhihong den we took 29 to the chalet .. den i think we alight at the wrong stop so we had to walk quite a long distance before reaching the chalet .. den we reached the chalet afta 5 to 10 mins walk and when we reached theres like a radio on and everyone was super scared lehh .. but actually is the cleaner there so in the end we had to wait outside the chalet .. coz our check in time was like 1 hr later .. -.- so the guys went to play soccer and the gals played murderer and guess what ? out of the 9 to 10 games i was murderer for four times, detective for 2 times, and medic for 2 times .. what the hell .. hahahha :D den the guys went in so we went in too .. and mrsgoh was there !! with her 2 children !! a guy and a gal .. den we got to choose the room and we chose a room that had a toilet !! YAYYAYYAY !! ^^v and its quite big too !! and so we settled down and went doen to help those who needed help sherly, the captain, brought some indonesian kueh lapis its was nice !! quite different from the ones we normally eat .. and shirleen, my pri sch fren, brought chocolates !! hahah :D YUMYUM !! :D but while we were like busy with some things which i cant rmb the guys were playing games lahh ..!! den the bbq food were here !! den the guys were outside starting the fire while we gals were making sausages hahahhaha :D den when we started bbq-ing all of us were like feeding the mosquitoes there lahh !! den shermaine and chloe, dsa ppl thru bmt to tj, wanted mopiko so i called leon to help me buy coz he was at bugis and in the end he had the nick THE MOPIKO GUY .. hahahahahahah :D SO FUNNY !!
( okay ppl, i am feeling sleepy -o- so im gonna catch some sleep first before continuing this post. so this post is not perfect yet and im gonna finish it tmr. thank you for your kind attention and any inconvenience caused is regretted. )
it got me home
7:01 PM
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