a few more minutes and 2008 will be gone and here comes 2009. well 2009 starts means a's are coming. hmmm, i so feel like dropping out of sch and go to poly. i want to get out of all these, im really tired. maybe i shld, my results suck and im not clever. and i know with my results, i cant get in to the course i want. maybe i cant even get to uni. oh wells. been thinking alot these days. yet im still as luan4. everything is ... i dunno. sighs. i need time, but time is like going past me damn asshole fast. fuck.
well. 2008 is full of tears, sweat, sadness, fear, disappointment, laughter and many more. im really tired after a year of experiencing jc life and real life. what's real life? its like backstabbing, hypocrites, people fighting over many things etc. im really really tired alr. so maybe 2009 i shall shut myself in my own world with me and me alone. i feel really stuffy now. everything in my life is challenging(to put in a nicer word) me and im really tired trying to fight back. sad life. i want to go back to secondary sch life where everything is great. zi4 you2 zi4 zai4. where everyday and every minute and every second is filled with laughter and nothing else.
however, 2008 has also been great coz ive made alot of great friends! great teammates, great classmates and great people! (: people like shir and swee who would always send a message when im down to cheer me up and to keep me going (: people like xiaoqin, ether and yirong who always brighten my days (: people like shermy who always date me, studies or fun or food, and keeps me going (: people like eugenia who always gives me advices (: not forgetting my lovely classmates who make my jc life a happy and fruitful one (: and ether's and shermy's gang who are claudia, melo, dyane, peckyi who are really funny and crappy :P and lots of ppl! these are the people who made my year1 life a great one! (:
some specific thankyous:
thankyou shirleen who always cheer me up and and always go home with me after training (: thankyou for all the care and concern and love you have given me, and all the times we crapped and have fun (:
thankyou ether who always go studying with me jcts and promos (: thanks for all the crap(in a good way) that made me laugh even till now. hahaha and you are really funny! all the best for your aptitude test! you can do it! (:
thankyou shermy for all that you have given both for the team and me (: all the craps(also in a good way) we had together! hahaha! and all the study dates we had! hahaha! (:
thankyou swee who always shout "SHAN!" and i would look around and see her big smile (: thanks for all the food date we had before training and that we would be damn full to train :P
thankyou xiaoqin for being by my side for four years (: its been a really great four years. and all the funny stuff you always do and that i would laugh at you, which made my day! (:
thankyou ahrong who was my doubles partner during this year's season and you are great! (: and all the encouragements you've given me during ALL the matches, even during trainings (: thankyou! :D
thankyou priyanka, xinghui and shengxian, who always go home with me after sch! hahaha will miss that next year! and all the cold jokes by shengxian, the funny 'quarrels' xinghui and priyanka have that would always make me laugh (: and all the lunch dates we had on schooldays! hahaha (:
thankyou 0608 who always make lessons nice and fun with all the craps you all have! (: and make me wanna get half of your brains coz you all always score damn well! ohwell, maybe a good ci4 ji1 to make me work harder :P
last but not the least, thankyou to you who always listen to my yakyakyaks and all my xin1 shi4. thanks for being a nice listening ear (: and all the great advice you've given to me! (: and all the stuffs you've taught me(thou its not alot) hahaha! :P and all the craps(in a good way) that you have and make me laugh and make my day (:
THANKYOU PEEPS! ALL OF YOU ARE GREAT! ALL MY FRIENDS ARE GREAT! I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! THANKYOU FOR BEING SUCH GREAT FRIENDS AND I REALLY APPRECIATE IT (: THANKYOU FOR MAKING MY 2008 A GREAT AND FUN ONE! WOOHOO! XD THANKYOU SO SO SO SO MUCH! *MUACKS* CHEERS! HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIPS LAST LONG! THANKYOU ONCE AGAIN FOR MAKING MY YEAR1 LIFE FULL OF CRAPS(IN A GOOD WAY) AND LAUGHTER AND FUN! XD
AND THANKS TO THOSE WHO MADE MY LIFE DIFFICULT AND MADE ME CRY. THANKS TO THOSE WHO ALWAYS CHALLENGE ME IN A BAD WAY, WHO PISSED ME OFF. YOU'VE MADE ME STRONGER AND MORE PATIENT AND A BETTER PERSON COZ I KNOW I WOULD NOT WANT TO BE LIKE YOU AND I WUN BE LIKE YOU. EVERY TEAR YOU MAKE ME DROP MADE ME STRONGER, EVERY CHALLENGE YOU'VE GIVEN ME MADE ME BRAVER, AND EVERYTIME YOU PISSED ME OFF MADE ME MORE PATIENT. THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING A BETTER PERSON.
wishes for 2009? i just hope it will be a better one. and i would have more love, care, concern, happiness, joy and laughter :P a lil greedy but still! its a wish :P and all the best for my a's next year. oh and i hope i would have more brain cells(i think its quite impossible) and more time(also quite impossible) and something which ive forgotten and its quite possible :P hope everyone have a great year ahead :P CHEERS! XD
PS. wow long post :P PPS. anyone have mayonaka by Hey! Say! Jump(jap boyband) piano score? hurhur i want it badly! i would be very thankful if you have it and lend it to me (: PPPS. my nails are pink! yay! i love my nails :P
it got me home
11:58 PM
Tuesday, December 30, 2008
oh yay, had tjbt bbq today !! yupps, so in the afternoon i met xiaoqin at tm and off we go to bu the gift. and yepp, in the end ive decided to buy chocs !! wrapped in a very nice and pretty paper bag okay !! :D i think its nice :D so yah went to ether's house after that for lunch and we slept for a while :P
reached yahan's house at 5 sharp !! yay :D yupps, had fun there (: and i played in water !!! omg that sounds childish but its fun you know !! splashing water at each other, camwhoring at the pool. hahaha damn fun :D had gift exchange and i got shir's gift with is a bottle !!! XD and whats amazing is that shir got my gift !!! ahahaha !!! XD cool. yepp and so im at home now !!! blogging !!! omg ive been blogging quite often nowadays ... ahahaha !!! good or bad ? :P
oh and did i mention ive learnt how to do redox qn ?? ahahaha ive learnt how to do it !!! yay thanks to him lahh :D he knows that i dunno then teach me, so nice :D and yupps, thankyou :D normally i would just skip it or anyhow do, but now i know how to do alr !!! woah satisfaction :D thank you for teaching me ytd (: cheers, i know to to do redox qns alr !! :D
tired. off to sleep. another long day tmr ><"
it got me home
12:15 AM
Sunday, December 28, 2008
AHAHA THIS IS MY HUNDREDTH POST !!! hahaha i finally reached 100 posts :D yippee XD and this is a happy post :D
yupps, so today i went to study !!! finally after a week, im back to studying. shld i be happy? hahaha. yupps, so i stayed at airport for 6 HOURS lehh !!! omg. thats quite long taking into consideration that i have no major exams in the next 2 months but only homework. and yepp, i did 6 hours all the way okay !!! (: wahahahah !!! so happy XD SATISFACTION. yupp, so i did GP. omg, when your english sucks and you dun read newspapers and is super not updated, you will die while doing SIX essays plan. omg i totally died. hahaha lucky i went to study with my friend if not i would have bored to death and would have left halfway while doing (: hahaha quite funny :D lols. keep wanting to eat =.= not me horr. my friend. omg. hahaha so yupp, finished GP !! YAY ^^ and finished chem MCQs XD hahaha actually i copied from my friend one, hahaha he did it with a lil of my help so yupps. then he let me copy !! YAY ^^ woohoo thankyou :D hahaha so yupps then went to look for presents (AGAIN !!) but to no avail ><" so yupps, shall go to tm to shop for it tmr. or shld i just buy chocos like what my friend said ? hmmm. still thinking ...
woohoo, have badminton gathering tmr !! hope it will be a fun one (:
it got me home
10:35 PM
Saturday, December 27, 2008
OMG. IM FINDING JOY IN DOING HOUSEHOLD CHORES. IM GOING CRAZY ALR. am i? :P hahaha.
hahaha after my maid left for philippines last month, ive been helping my mum out. sigh. the first one and half week to two weeks, i was very unwilling to do housework coz of some i dunno what reasons. but since last week, IVE BEEN ENJOYING DOING HOUSEWORK !! :D like, i oso dunno why. now, i like to mop the floor (but i dun like to sweep the floor DX), doing some cooking with my mum (but my mum kept complaining that i suck at that and ive been a laughing stock in the kitchen :P) and some more !! XD omg are you shocked? im damn shocked and ITS A BIG THING !! :D so here i am blogging about this :b hahaha i actually took half an hour to cut a piece of meat which took my mum 10 mins =.= but its fun you know, laughing around while doing work (:
hahaha i know why i like doing housework alr, i think (x maybe its the satisfaction that i get after doing everything well. and that my house is so clean !! YAY XD ahahaha !! :D like I CLEANED THE HOUSE ONE LEHH, THATS WHY ITS SO CLEAN AND SHINY HORR !! ahahaha !! XD such a big satisfaction :D ahahaha :P
okayokay im off to help my mum with cooking alr ... hahaha !!
it got me home
1:21 PM
Monday, December 22, 2008
hellos !!! im blogging here after rotting for a long time :P ahahaha. right, went to watch ngeeann poly dance concert -- DANZATION 2008. hahaha and it was damn damn damn nice lahh !!! XD all the dances are freaking nice and got one dance about father love and i was moved to tears T.T hurhur ... but yeah it was damn worth it. and must thank ether's sis who went to watch with me. if not i will have to watch alone >.<" hahaha. &&& i think guys who dance are quite handsome and cute lehh :P AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! omg, they are like freaking good and goodlooking :P hahaha there were lotsa good looking and cute guys there lehh !!! omg. hahha was overwhelmed :P woohoo !!! and WENMEI, YOU ARE GREAT !!! THANKS FOR INVITING (X YAY !!! yepp it was really nice. hahaha it was damn nice lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ...
looking forward to christmas parties :D
"im not upset that you lied to me, im just upset that i cant believe you anymore."
it got me home
9:49 PM
ME AND MYSELF
august29 baby
yishan aka xiaozhu :D
AHS sportsclass 3Fo6 4Fo7
i love 4Fo7! <3
sportsclass of 2004-2007 rocks! (:
now in TJC 0608! (:
i love TJBT! <3
WISHLIST
for new bag and shoes
for new shirts
for more money
to go overseas
for a laptop
nationals top 4 in badminton
all A for a levels
FOR MORE TIME!
