okay first one was GP on mon. sighs. what can i say? its was quite okay, but they said there was a similar question in the post mortem that i did. sianz. =.= but nvm lahh, i dun intend to do well for GP oso. then had econs in the afternoon. sighs. was rather hard and i couldnt do a few questions. sighs. i deserved it anyway coz i didnt study hard for it and i dont intend to score well for econs anyway. sighs.
then had a break on tues coz i have no paper! yay gave me more time to study for chem! but still. sighs. so today had chem paper. its was quite okay, but i think it will come out bad. coz everytime i say the paper was okay, end up i get back the marks is not okay AT ALL. sighs. but i did put in effort for chem lehh! i slept at 130AM and woke up at 4AM to study horr! hehehe so proud of myself that i can wake up :P yay! but when i was doing the paper the things i remember just cant flow to my brains. like i get stuck for a few qns for quite long coz i just couldnt think of the answer when i know that ive already studied! and i memorised alr! but it just cant flow to my brains. sianz! maybe i never study enough bahh. sighs.
then today before the paper start, the invigilator said "before the you start the paper ..." then i thought of AHS. like when i was in AHS, when we are having major exams in the hall, like MYE and EOY exams and prelims and the real o levels, the teachers will take turn to come into the hall everyday, before every paper, to pray for us. (coz we are a christian school you see :D) then its like so sweet and nice when people bowed their head and pray, even if they are praying for themselves, even if they are praying for the whole cohort, even if they just want to take a short nap before the paper start, its just so heartwarming to see everyone bowing their heads, and hear the teachers to say the prayers. its just so ... homely. it feels like im at home, everyone is so nice. its like ... you know! aiyah i dunno how to put it in words lehh! and because of this, it makes me feel like praying for everyone too! :D the teachers will go like "dear lord, may You bless the students with knowledge and wisdom. may the knowledge flow and may they be not hesitant when answering the questions. " and alot more but i cant remember lahh :D like so nice right! like woah! so heartwarming! :D its just so ... nice. like i missed those times in the hall having major exams (thou i dread those exams) when we all prayed and all. the teachers coming to give us encouragement through the words of God and prayers before EVERY paper, i missed that too! ): awww. i miss AHS. i missed those times. sighs.
okayokay now i need to go have my dinner and start on maths. shit lahh, i feel so bad when guorong asked me qns just now coz i think he started like damn early and im still like using the com and updating my blog and all. and i still slept for an hour just now! shit. i think i deserved to fail if i really do. sighs, when will my hardworking cells work? hmmm. do they even exist? hmmmmmmmmmm.
it got me home
6:24 PM
ME AND MYSELF
august29 baby
yishan aka xiaozhu :D
AHS sportsclass 3Fo6 4Fo7
i love 4Fo7! <3
sportsclass of 2004-2007 rocks! (:
now in TJC 0608! (:
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WISHLIST
for new bag and shoes
for new shirts
for more money
to go overseas
for a laptop
nationals top 4 in badminton
all A for a levels
FOR MORE TIME!
