a few more minutes and 2008 will be gone and here comes 2009. well 2009 starts means a's are coming. hmmm, i so feel like dropping out of sch and go to poly. i want to get out of all these, im really tired. maybe i shld, my results suck and im not clever. and i know with my results, i cant get in to the course i want. maybe i cant even get to uni. oh wells. been thinking alot these days. yet im still as luan4. everything is ... i dunno. sighs. i need time, but time is like going past me damn asshole fast. fuck.
well. 2008 is full of tears, sweat, sadness, fear, disappointment, laughter and many more. im really tired after a year of experiencing jc life and real life. what's real life? its like backstabbing, hypocrites, people fighting over many things etc. im really really tired alr. so maybe 2009 i shall shut myself in my own world with me and me alone. i feel really stuffy now. everything in my life is challenging(to put in a nicer word) me and im really tired trying to fight back. sad life. i want to go back to secondary sch life where everything is great. zi4 you2 zi4 zai4. where everyday and every minute and every second is filled with laughter and nothing else.
however, 2008 has also been great coz ive made alot of great friends! great teammates, great classmates and great people! (: people like shir and swee who would always send a message when im down to cheer me up and to keep me going (: people like xiaoqin, ether and yirong who always brighten my days (: people like shermy who always date me, studies or fun or food, and keeps me going (: people like eugenia who always gives me advices (: not forgetting my lovely classmates who make my jc life a happy and fruitful one (: and ether's and shermy's gang who are claudia, melo, dyane, peckyi who are really funny and crappy :P and lots of ppl! these are the people who made my year1 life a great one! (:
some specific thankyous:
thankyou shirleen who always cheer me up and and always go home with me after training (: thankyou for all the care and concern and love you have given me, and all the times we crapped and have fun (:
thankyou ether who always go studying with me jcts and promos (: thanks for all the crap(in a good way) that made me laugh even till now. hahaha and you are really funny! all the best for your aptitude test! you can do it! (:
thankyou shermy for all that you have given both for the team and me (: all the craps(also in a good way) we had together! hahaha! and all the study dates we had! hahaha! (:
thankyou swee who always shout "SHAN!" and i would look around and see her big smile (: thanks for all the food date we had before training and that we would be damn full to train :P
thankyou xiaoqin for being by my side for four years (: its been a really great four years. and all the funny stuff you always do and that i would laugh at you, which made my day! (:
thankyou ahrong who was my doubles partner during this year's season and you are great! (: and all the encouragements you've given me during ALL the matches, even during trainings (: thankyou! :D
thankyou priyanka, xinghui and shengxian, who always go home with me after sch! hahaha will miss that next year! and all the cold jokes by shengxian, the funny 'quarrels' xinghui and priyanka have that would always make me laugh (: and all the lunch dates we had on schooldays! hahaha (:
thankyou 0608 who always make lessons nice and fun with all the craps you all have! (: and make me wanna get half of your brains coz you all always score damn well! ohwell, maybe a good ci4 ji1 to make me work harder :P
last but not the least, thankyou to you who always listen to my yakyakyaks and all my xin1 shi4. thanks for being a nice listening ear (: and all the great advice you've given to me! (: and all the stuffs you've taught me(thou its not alot) hahaha! :P and all the craps(in a good way) that you have and make me laugh and make my day (:
THANKYOU PEEPS! ALL OF YOU ARE GREAT! ALL MY FRIENDS ARE GREAT! I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! THANKYOU FOR BEING SUCH GREAT FRIENDS AND I REALLY APPRECIATE IT (: THANKYOU FOR MAKING MY 2008 A GREAT AND FUN ONE! WOOHOO! XD THANKYOU SO SO SO SO MUCH! *MUACKS* CHEERS! HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIPS LAST LONG! THANKYOU ONCE AGAIN FOR MAKING MY YEAR1 LIFE FULL OF CRAPS(IN A GOOD WAY) AND LAUGHTER AND FUN! XD
AND THANKS TO THOSE WHO MADE MY LIFE DIFFICULT AND MADE ME CRY. THANKS TO THOSE WHO ALWAYS CHALLENGE ME IN A BAD WAY, WHO PISSED ME OFF. YOU'VE MADE ME STRONGER AND MORE PATIENT AND A BETTER PERSON COZ I KNOW I WOULD NOT WANT TO BE LIKE YOU AND I WUN BE LIKE YOU. EVERY TEAR YOU MAKE ME DROP MADE ME STRONGER, EVERY CHALLENGE YOU'VE GIVEN ME MADE ME BRAVER, AND EVERYTIME YOU PISSED ME OFF MADE ME MORE PATIENT. THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING A BETTER PERSON.
wishes for 2009? i just hope it will be a better one. and i would have more love, care, concern, happiness, joy and laughter :P a lil greedy but still! its a wish :P and all the best for my a's next year. oh and i hope i would have more brain cells(i think its quite impossible) and more time(also quite impossible) and something which ive forgotten and its quite possible :P hope everyone have a great year ahead :P CHEERS! XD
PS. wow long post :P PPS. anyone have mayonaka by Hey! Say! Jump(jap boyband) piano score? hurhur i want it badly! i would be very thankful if you have it and lend it to me (: PPPS. my nails are pink! yay! i love my nails :P
it got me home
11:58 PM
ME AND MYSELF
august29 baby
yishan aka xiaozhu :D
AHS sportsclass 3Fo6 4Fo7
i love 4Fo7! <3
sportsclass of 2004-2007 rocks! (:
now in TJC 0608! (:
i love TJBT! <3
WISHLIST
for new bag and shoes
for new shirts
for more money
to go overseas
for a laptop
nationals top 4 in badminton
all A for a levels
FOR MORE TIME!
