sighs. 2 more days to promos. im too saturated so here i am to blog. sighs. met xiaoqin and ether to study today and was quite productive. finished price controls, demand and supply, elasticity and halfway thru market failure. hahaha i din want to study for econs at first :P but looking at the progress im making, im starting to have a lil hope on econs. *wish* hahaha :D they left at 4 while i continued to study till 515. hahaha finished differentiation on the TYS. wheee~ im quite happy today (:
hmmm, lets talk about ytd. met ether to study(as usual) and saw peckyi. ate McSpicy !! long time nv eat alr !! :P YUM !! hahaha and its cheap !! its only FIVEBUCKS !! WHEEE~ den we start to gossip, but i was just listening :P sighs. then at 3 me and ether was in a "so dun feel like studying" mood and so we decided to go walk walk at t3. wanted to go t3 macs to study BUT !! it was like so damn asshole packed with ppl that even an ant cant even go in(exaggeration :P). sighs. so me and ether walked around to see any nice nice place to study. went to tosto but was too .... dunno how to say. wanted to go TCC, but it seems too high-class for ppl with only TWOBUCKS and SEVENBUCKS. so yupp, went to B2 and went to study at the place which i dunno how to describe. went to candy empire to buy the strawberry choc which ahrong say its super nice. and yupp, it not bad. hahaha !! studied for like 2 hours ? den ether suddenly wanted to eat cup noodles and POOF !! we were at cheers and bought the korean noodles !! WHEEE~ YUMYUM !! did we continue to study? cant rmb le :P hahaha !!
tmr going out to study again. hope will be another productive day :D wahahaha.
im feeling veh luan4 now. its so hard to hide my feelings. its so difficult. stay strong, thats what i always say to myself. but im alr feeling veh weak. i have no more energy to build a higher wall around myself to prevent you from seeing my true feelings. 爱情，好像真的不能说谎 ... it feels terrible when you have to hide it when the person is like just beside you. it just feels so terrible. >< someone told me this, "if you love someone, you say it, you say it right then, out loud, or the moment just passes you by." but i dun have the courage. im scared. im veh scared. im timid i know. BUT I JUST DUN HAVE THE COURAGE !!! someone give me the strength pls? im such a lousy person. i dun have the courage to say it and dun have the courage to let go too. im so damn asshole stupid. im an idiot. i know im tired and yet i just dun wanna let go. im just so dumb.
it got me home
8:04 PM
ME AND MYSELF
august29 baby
yishan aka xiaozhu :D
AHS sportsclass 3Fo6 4Fo7
i love 4Fo7! <3
sportsclass of 2004-2007 rocks! (:
now in TJC 0608! (:
i love TJBT! <3
WISHLIST
for new bag and shoes
for new shirts
for more money
to go overseas
for a laptop
nationals top 4 in badminton
all A for a levels
FOR MORE TIME!
