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Sunday, November 7, 2010

starting work tmr, but i didnt receive any commencement details like where should i go or whatsoever. i know i worked there before, but i totally feel like im being treated like some rubbish. when you need me i come, when you dont need me then reject me. like what the fuck? seriously. feel like playing truant and not go work and monday and when they ask i will just say cos you never tell me where to go ma. but sighs. that will only lead me to a penniless day so sighs. im in a deep dilemma. FML.

so one week of rest was good enough :) ended my work at my mum's company. feels good to work there, free drinks, free biscuits, nice people (maybe cos im the daughter of one of their employees who knows), my own personal desk and cubicle (meaning my own personal space :D) and free lunches! :) but one thing that is bad is that i cant take leave as and when i like it... but it doesnt matter :) however, got shot by some arrow from dunno where and now im jobless. sighs. dangerous people. evil people. cunning people. sighs. but nevertheless i have a great time there :) gonna miss times there :) rest at home this week. slept till 10 plus 11, SHIOK :D hahaha :D actually im quite happy with my life now, dont need to study, living a carefree life :) but this is all gonna end in like 8 months? around there. must enjoy while i can :D haha.

feels kinda weird lately. feel abit empty and abit lost and abit of something else and everything else. dunno what the fuck im talking about. maybe its true, when you are single you tend to think alot. like really alot. esp when you are browsing thru facebook and blog hopping. or maybe im just those kind of people who think about anything and everything at anytime and everytime. hmmmmmm.... i dont know. im gonna be fine soon i think. :) maybe i should find one day and walk by the beach or something like that, sort out my thinkings, hoping that it will rain so that i can cry in the rain so no one knows. i should stop thinking so much hor. hello myself, be happy! :) be happy then can live longer :) hahaha :)

&&& IM BROKE. HOW SAD. THATS THE PROBLEM WHEN YOU DONT HAVE A JOB :(

im gonna be fine. soon. :)

it got me home
12:06 PM


Monday, November 1, 2010

I SUCK BIG TIME. I SCREWED IT UP. I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF FOR TAKING EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED AND DOING EVERYTHING AT THE LAST MINUTE. I HAVE TO BID GOODBYE JUST BECAUSE OF MY MISTAKE. I WILL TAKE THIS AS A LESSON AND I REGRETTED SO MUCH. OMG IM SUCH AN ASS. SIGHS.

i swear i will never ever do it again. I SWEAR.

it got me home
11:55 PM


Friday, October 15, 2010

IBM YOU BETTER ACCEPT ME I TELL YOU, I JUST REJECTED A VERY GOOD OFFER COS OF YOU! :(

it got me home
3:30 PM


Wednesday, September 22, 2010

woah omg too long never blog alr, i nearly forgot my password :S and yeah! im back to revive my dead blog. HAHAHA :D i was too busy thats why i didnt blog okay! :D

im am so damn bored in office now! like omg so damn bored. i got nothing to do since around late morning & i just surf net. BUT THE WORSE THING IS, I CAN USE EVERYTHING EXCEPT FACEBOOK. of all websites, they have to block facebook, and facebook ONLY. WHAT THE HELL. ARGH. ANGRY AH.... but the good thing is, the video streaming here is super fast! like i open the window using tudou (all frequent tudou users will know, its damn f-ing slow normally) and *BOOM* buffer finish alr! cool right! so happy wor! hahaha :D happy, &&& the vending machine here is totally free! like you dont need to put coins in, then just press whatever you wanna drink, & here comes your nice warm/chilled drink! so good right! not like ***, still need to pay 40cents. like OMG?! 40cents for one small cup of drink =.= and the people very nice and funny! after working for so long, i realised officeladies cant stop their mouth. its either they keep eating & eating & eating, or they keep talking & talking & talking. somemore they like to munch munch munch so like got ALOT of food here and there and they, being nice people, will give me some too and YUMMY! :D hahaha because of this, i think i've gained weight XS OMG. SHIT.

okay so im here to update on my boring life. as much as i can remember. HAHA :D so last sat, which is 18th sept 2010, I FINALLY MET UP WITH MY AHS BADMINTON GIRLS! like finally, after like 880 plus days from our last outing, its WOW. :D BOUGHT KOI (HAPPINESS :D) before meeting wenmei rena & sinyee at tanahmerah mrt, and we were toooooooo lazy to walk to 85, we decided to call yirong since she's driving! :D hahaha so we went to the opposite side to wait for her, and sinyee the blur sotong mistake someone's car for yirong's, and rena & her ran for the car, realising that it wasn't yirong's car when they almost opened the car door. =.= BEST. hahaha so we waited for her for about 15minutes? hahaha talked many funny things! OH and sinyee brought mooncakes for us cos she had too many at home. HAHAH :D woah the feeling of your friend driving is really different! and HAHA sinyee forgot to put on her seatbelt when she was sitting in front! & wenmei kept insisting that me and rena should put seatbelt since we were sitting at the side until rena jokingly said,"wenmei you get out of the car." HAHAHA FUNNY! :D exciting man! :D funny thing is, yirong parked at the multistorey carpark at my house there, then when we got down, she realised she didnt park straight, then she re-parked her car! hahaha then there was another driver opposite her car parked even worse :S HAHAHA funny! :D then went tho 85 to meet the rest! :D hahaha omg we order so much food! there were 11 of us only leh! OMG. hahaha talked alot and laughed super alot! so many unglam photos taken by shiling :( but that will be memories~ :D haha ordered stingrays, babykailan, otah, satay, chickenwings, oysteromelete, bachormee and thats all i can remember, HAHA :D *getting old you see* hahaha :D

yirong: why my bachormee havent come yet!
rena: you eat so much thing alr you still not full ah?
yirong: no la, i wanna eat something solid, like you know, solid.
the rest: HAHAHA eat the tables, lamppost and chair?

HAHAHAHA SO FUNNY OMG! cant stop laughing i tell you! she wanted to say eat something properly like bachormee, BUT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! funny! :D omg we were so noisy at 85! hahaha but this idiotic auntie came to chase us off cos we were sitting too long. like OMG?! so we bought our desserts and went to somewhere else to sit. (somewhere near my house! XD) hahaha total havoc there i tell you. so crazy omg. hahaha. took loads of pictures with wenmei's mac! :D hahahaha cool cool :D then yirong huixin and xiaoqin had to leave, so we decided to go home! hahaha but wenmei ether rena sinyee and shiling need toilet so they came to my house for toilet. HAHAHA funny sia. had a wonderful night! :D hope we can have it again soon! like real soon, not 800 plus day later :)

next morning was breakfast with ether and xiaoqin~ :D i miss economical beehoon at tampines! :D SO NICEEEEE~! hahaha :D YUMMY YUM YUM! :D then went off to parkway to shop! for nothing :S like we bought nothing AT ALL. :( SO SAD! then xiaoqin (as usual :P) went to meet xiaona, and ether went off to study with her mom! :D and me? went to buy bread and vegs for my mom =.= HAHA :D

& MON, BACK TO WORK :( sianz. met up with swee & xiaoqin at night! ate pastamania! :D then went to the plaza at the last floor to talk! :) BUT THERE WERE SO MANY BUGS THERE! :( HMPH. idiotic bugs. talked alot then went to minitoons BUY SWEETS :D hahaha then bought bubbletea and went home! :D

&&& TODAY WE ARE GOING TO ETHER'S HOUSE! me xiaoqin ether and pangsai shirleen! :D hahahaha! COOL COOL! :D hope we have alot of fun there! :D YIPPEE! :D YAYYYYYYEEEEEEE :D

hope i can meet my friends for breakfast every week! :) *hints hints! HAHA :D

OH im saving up to buy itouch4! yay! :D at least im using my hardearned money to buy so i think i will treasure it more! :) happy happy! :D HAHAHA :D JIAYOU YISHAN! :D SAVE SAVE SAVE! :D

OHOHOH TODAY IS MOONCAKE FESTIVAL SO...............

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL EVERYONE! :D

so excited to meet ether shir & xiaoqin later in less than 3 hours! :)

and now i shall go back to work now.................................................................... T.T

so for now,
TATA EVERYONE! :D


ps. omg i can finally publish this post. thankgod.

it got me home
3:54 PM


Wednesday, July 21, 2010

hahaha so LONGGGGGG never blog alr! :D wahahaha. okay soooooo, I HAD A GREAT WEEK LAST WEEK! (12072010-16072010)! :D it was awesome!~ woah i had the best week of 2010! happy happy! :D AH IM SO HAPPY! :D

12072010 MONDAY
ahaha so happy i went hog's breath with ether! yay so long never go hog's le! :D happy happy! :D haha woah talked for soooo long! :D and we talked so much! from celebs to our future house! :D cool cool! i like i like! hahahaha really love those moments :D yay yay! :D after hog's then went shopping then starbucks to drink coffee! :D sat for quite long then went to parkway! :D hahaha went to shop at cotton on for super long! but we never buy the pink shirt coz got no size! aiyo i was so sad..... but we bought singlets instead! nice nice! :D hahahaha :D happy happy monday! :D

14072010 WEDNESDAY
YAY OUT WITH GIRLS! went to ikea for lunch with xiaoqin ether shirleen yirong and sherm! :D woahhhhhhhhh it was good! (Y) AWESOME! :D happy happy! so much fun! we camwhored and eat and everything! :D walked around ikea and took so many photos! its all in facebook! :D COOL! :D love it! so fun! :D haha then ether and yirong had something on and had to leave so me shir xiaoqin and sherm went sherm's house and we played monopoly! :D even though i kept going to jail and keep paying $$$ at first, i was the overall winner! :D YAY! :D funfunfun! :D hahaha :D love it, hope we can have another day like this! :D

15072010 THURSDAY

ZOO DAY! hahahah went to the zoo with xinghui shengxian pyak and iris! :D hahah me and xinghui were late for an hour coz sighs. im too lazy to type here.... HEHE :D went to zoo for lunch and wheeeeeeeee we went into the zoo! :D so fun so fun! :D but quite tiring, haha. so fun so fun! and we went for elephant ride! omg so funny, we kept laughing and screaming and wanting to take pictures and video! hahaha i think all five of us were too heavy! the elephant couldnt make a turn! hahahah so funny! :D hahahaha in the end i think the elephant was angry and stomp very fast back to the place! aiyo the whole elephant ride was so funny and fun! :D hahahah :D

SEE WHAT AN EVENTFUL WEEK! :D LOVE THIS WEEK :D sighs. hope i can have another week like that :( but yay im meeting the girls again on fri at shir's church event! :D hahah we are supposed to dress up but i still dunno what to wear! :S and we will be sending off xinghui on sat T.T how sad, she's leaving on sat :( HURHUR. sighs. yawns. im so tired and its only 1630! im getting lazier and lazier :P HAHAH :D

it got me home
3:51 PM


Friday, June 25, 2010

I FEEL SO DAMN FUCKING LOST NOW.

HIGH HOPES COME GREAT BIG FALL.

it got me home
10:06 AM


Tuesday, June 8, 2010

yesterday i was out the whole day! in the morning i went out to meet xiaoqin! we went to parkway for lunch, then shopped around! then at 6, i went to meet the IBMers, crystal jon & favian, to go eat crab! :) hehehe the new temps and ben didnt come :( and amanda last minute cannot come! :( but okay lahh, the crab was nice! :) and there was NO QUEUE AT ALL. jon still say must go early to queue =.= there were still alot of place to seat lo =.= then when we finished eating, it was only 740! :S so we went icecream chefs! :D yumyum! nicenice! (Y) hehehe :P dunno when can we meet again like that! :(

oh and i found out something! ohmygod the world is sooooo small! the "new" temp that replaced me was from red swas (SAME AS ME!) and anglican high (OMG ME TOO!) and temasek jc (OMG SUCH COINCIDENCE!) and lastly, he lives somewhere near me! :O im kinda shocked, like omg the world is so so soooooo small! :D hahahaha quite cool right! but i never get to see him, hahahah oh wells :) but i still think its so cool! :D

later got piano lesson then meetup with amanda the blur queen. :P AHAHA at first she wanted to consult me aobut physics, but hahahah she just smsed me this morning to go watch movie =.= AHAHAHAH! :D

it got me home
12:23 PM


Friday, June 4, 2010

hahahaha i was too lazy blog since im not working & im slacking around at home! :D hahaha monday was my last day in IBM! :( how sad. when i was still working, i would always complain like "woah so much work!" & like "can they stop sending work! i hope my last day come quickly!" these kinda stuff. but when my last day is approaching, somehow i dont want it to come. if i leave, im gonna miss all the people there! :( ive worked for 4 months, such a long time with all these people! im gonna miss them so so soooooo much! :( sighs. i miss them so much! oh & i did alot of stupid things before i left the company =.= coz i tot the new temp was totally new! but in the end, the "new" temp worked in IBM for EIGHT MONTHS before. =.= omg he's like my senior can, EIGHT MONTHS LEH! no joke, eight months = 32 GRIR Reports = 32 Maxim Recon = 32 FBL1 Reports = at least 150 trigger files = at least a thousand reschedule files! omg wonder how he endured that. hahaha anyway good luck to him. he's gonna work there for another 3 months. HAHA :D GOOD LUCK! (like he will ever see my blog =.=) yupps okay talking about the stupid things i did, sighs i actually wrote an email sent to ME, yupps the great ME. coz he will be using my email for awhile apparently. so thats not quite stupid afterall :) & the mail i send was like to someone who is totally new? omg so paiseh. *slap head* then on the desktop, i paste lots of post its! things like "HELLO NEW TEMP!" wahpiang. throwface sia. *bang wall* woah seriously, SO PAISEH CAN! OMG. okay so anyway everything is over so i dont care la! :D HEHEHE :P thou when i think of all these i still think its damn paiseh. :S

okay so monday was my last day. tuesday went for piano early in the morning, came back home, rest awhile then have to go out and meet the lazy bum shirleen :D HAHAHA we have badminton team gathering & the team was nice to invite the seniors back! :D hahaha had lots of yummy food there! :D HEHEHE talk with the seniors (of the same age :P) at the round table! me shir rong ether sherm & eug. HAHAHA miss the old days. (omg i make it sounds like its a LONG LONG TIME AGO.) hahahah talked & talked & talked! YAY! :D love this talking sessions! :D oh & ether was the best. she was going to fly to korea the next day, so we were like "you packed alr?" then she was like "no." (omg ether you are flying THE NEXT DAY. she's the best!) hahaha then we were like "so what time is your flight?" she was like "i dont know." WOAH SHE BEST. next day flying off & SHE DONT KNOW WHAT TIME IS HER FLIGHT?!?!?!?!?! lucky her flight was at 4PM. thankgod leh! right then we played the "pocky" game! like you keep passing the stick then have to bit off until left a lil bit! HAHAHA so fun so fun! :D pics all at shir there! :D HEHEHE love it! then went in to mrsgoh house (ohyeah we had it at mrsgoh house! :D) & played twister! :D HEHEHE ether & sherm so funny! :D then we had nothing to do, so we decided to sit around in the AIRCON ROOM! :D omg the weather nowadays is crazy! okay so we took pics with shir's iphone! :D i love lomo! :D NICE NICE! :) yirong was shocked by my self-photography skills. HAHAHA its a talent okay! :D HEHEHE. IM GOOD! (Y) WAHAHA. okay then we decided to play with the shrek ears! woah so fun so fun! :D HEHEHEHEHH took loads of pics! :D NICE NICE :D then we went home :)

the next day, went to meet xiaoqin & sherm for lunch! :D bad day. i took a cab and the cab broke down near the highway! then he was like "you go out & flag another cab." i was like WHAT THE HELL?!?!?! okay i spent another 15 mins trying to flag another cab =.= then i was so tired, after lunch i went home to sleep. AHAHAHA IM A PIG :P HEHEHE.

thursday was a slack day! spend my whole day at home! love it! :D & i think im getting used to not working alr, i woke up at 1030 on thursday! wow! :D hehehe or maybe im just too tired? HAHA :D so i slacked at home and did nothing! nothing useful. (omg i make myself sounds so useless =.=) hahaha i love slacking at home! :D

today! went to collect my a level certs. HAHAHA met xinghui & iris to go back to take. and xinghui had to photocopy 68 pieces of her cert =.= LOLS. then had to get verified true copies! hahaha but quite fun la :D coz i get to hang out with xinghui the twit & iris! :D YAY! :D and while i was going through my SGC, i found out that she spelt "thought" as "throught". so i was like can i change? then they were like "its just a minor mistake, & if you really want to change, you must pay 50BUCKS." LIKE OMG? I JUST CHANGE ONE WORD IN THE WHOLE THING NEED ME TO PAY 50BUCKS?! JUST DROP A LETTER R OUT I NEED TO PAY 50BUCKS?!?!?! woah so i decided NOT TO CHANGE IT. damn it, want me to pay 50bucks! they are crazy. and if i pay that 50bucks, i must be crazy. oh & they gave me this certificate of merit for badminton but i have totally no idea what is it. coz the other two didnt get it! i was like "why do i have this?" then they say "oh coz they gave it to us to give it to you so you have it lo." then i was like "WHAT??? =.=" they dont even know what they give me =.= hahahaha then there's this person who came to collect cert too, then she was from 33/06. woah thats like so so so long ago leh. hahahaha 2006 one wor. HAHAHA they went to get xinghui's stuff verified. HAHAHA she so mafan leh! the GO person was so shcoked there was so many things to be done. HAHA :D and now im at home! slacking again! :D HEHEHEHE :P

SLACKING ROCKS! :D


it got me home
5:03 PM


Sunday, May 23, 2010

OHMYGOD. OHMYGOD! OHMYGOD!!!!!!!! OH. MY. GOD. LIKE SERIOUSLY OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!! XDXDXDXDXD OHMYGOD IM GOING CRAZYYYYYY! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I CANT STOP LAUGHING! :D EVERYONE, LISTEN UP!!!!!!!

SUPERJUNIOR IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!

you did not read/hear wrongly! they are really coming to singapore! happy right, people! woah they are finally coming! anyone? anyone? anyone wanna go with me???? :D:D:D:D please tell me kaye! :D:D i really wanna go see them at airport! ahhhhhhh!~ superjunior! :D yesyesyes they are coming to singapore! this is not a joke, im really serious! :D

SUPERJUNIOR IS COMING TO SINGAPORE! HAPPY NOT! WAHHHHHHH!~


it got me home
8:16 PM


Wednesday, May 19, 2010

omg im so sad now! coz i cant go into eunhyuk's twitter! apparently ALOT OF PEOPLE are tweeting him! :( IM SO SAD! :(

it got me home
10:33 PM


ME AND MYSELF

august29 baby
yishan aka xiaozhu :D
AHS sportsclass 3Fo6 4Fo7
i love 4Fo7! <3
sportsclass of 2004-2007 rocks! (:
now in TJC 0608! (:
i love TJBT! <3

WISHLIST

for new bag and shoes
for new shirts
for more money
to go overseas
for a laptop
nationals top 4 in badminton
all A for a levels
FOR MORE TIME!

FRIENDS

4F07
AMANDATEO
AUDREY
BRENDA
CLAUDIA
CONNIE
CRYSTALCHEW
DYANECHIA
EUGENIA
GRACEWU
GUORONG
HUIXIN
JIANI
MAGDALENE
MELO
PECKYI
RENA
RUIYI
SHANMIN
SHILING
SHIRLEENHO
SHIRLEENSHIAO
SHOWS
SUEEAN
SWEELENG
WEIJIE
WENMEI
WENQI
XIAOQIN
XINGHUI
ZHENGYI
ZHIYING
ZHUTING
ZONGYAO

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