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Tuesday, February 9, 2010

I'M IN OFFICE, I'M BORED, I'VE GOT NOTHING TO DO (NOT REALLY BUT YAH :P) AND I WANNA GO HOME. HURHUR T.T

sighs i feel so tired. i oso dunno why, even when i slept for 7 plus hours, as compared to 3 to 4 hours when having school, i felt even more tired when i'm at work. maybe its the company. sighs. i miss all of them. i rather not sleep and go to school than sleep for ten hours and come to work. sighs. i miss school terribly. HURHUR T.T

when i end my contract with this company, i'm gonna go back to school as per normal, like last year! and attend the lectures while the juniors are mugging i will be laughing at them! :D WAHAHAHA i sound very bad horr :P hehehe :D

wah sianz, i still havent go starbucks to drink coffee and not study but to laugh at those studying (omg karma! :S) and relax there, read magazines, talk with friends and laugh and do whatever we want and read a book or something (i hate reading)! hmm when can i do this???

it got me home
5:35 PM


Monday, February 8, 2010

HAHA i'm in office! apparently i cant change the font and the font size so just bear with me! :D

well i'm quite free now since i got nothing to do. but i was super busy in the morning! :D so i deserve a break :D hehehe later going training! EXCITED! :D &&& dun say that my job very good coz its just mon and tues quite okay, wed and thurs are crazy like hell. woah. but i hope its worth the money! :D hehehe :D

okay so now, i basically have nothing to do. i've went facebook, other people's blog, msn (that stupid chelsea dun wanna talk to me anymore coz she just died.), check my email, and now, blogging :D so now i think i'm blogging craps. but haha who cares! :D i'm so tired. thinking of taking leave tmr for me to have a good rest :D should i?

AND CHINESE NEW YEAR IS ROUND THE CORNER! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! :D EXCITED SIA! :D MONEY MONEY MONEY! $$$$$$ :D

okay i have nothing much to say since i just blogged yesterday =.= how lame. hahaha :D ending work in about an hour time! :D YAY-NESS! :D

to chelsea: I LOVE CARTEL! :D

should i go xiaojingteng's concert??????? cant decide.

it got me home
5:00 PM


Saturday, February 6, 2010

WAHAHAHA finally have the chance to blog! wahh was super busy this 2 weeks :S hahaha okay so the point is.........................................................









I'VE START WORK! :D



wahahaha omg i think the pay is really good! :D wahahaha the bad thing is, i have to do OT EVERY WED & THURS. SAD LIFE. but the pay is keeping me going! :D wahahaha shall not reveal here in case someone, you know........ HAHA :D well so i shall introduce my company people! :D



okay first, the people sitting around me! first is lynette! :D wahh she's damn nice, damn cute oso! :D that time i had nothing to do, then she started to talk to me about taiwan shows, then talk talk talk, then she suddenly say, since you got nothing to do then you can go watch show lohh, WAHH SO NICE WORR~~~! :D HAHA she's damn nice, she even gave me food! :D HAHAHA :D then there's soonleong! i think he's super responsible. like seriously. hahaha thats all i know about him haha :D and there's this person who's called chiewling. she's the superwoman! she OT till super late, sometimes till like 5 or 6am? she's crazy. she just went home to change and come back to work le. damn best. woah super good. then another one called meiyek. dunno her, hahaha :D then there's this team lead, called justina. i think she doesnt like me :( thats all. hahaha :D


next the other temps! :D there are 4 temps including me :D hahaha there's this girl called amanda, haha she's those very outspoken, very friendly, very approachable kind, and she's very funny! :D hahaha :D nice person but hahaha dunno how to describe :D another one is her cousin! how cool is that! they worked together! :D his name is called mckenny. he quite funny, but hahaha dunno him really well. :D another one is jonathan, aka jon. he just finished army, waiting to go into NUS FASS. :O wow FASS. hahaha cool :D he is so called my mentor. hahaha :D


okay these days was super busy with work. first day i came to work, they told me i have to work OT on wed and thurs, so i was like oh okay, maybe till like 8 plus 9? BUT ITS NOT. omg i always ot till like 11 or 12~! like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! >< hahaha but its quite fun having OT! :D not because the work is fun, but its the people there is fun! :D hahaha i just cant stop laughing! :D hahaha maybe coz the two boys keep teasing amanda, hahaha :D


okay so what happened to me this two weeks. firstly, i must say, all the weekdays were spent working, how sad. sianz. anyways so on 30th jan, which was last sat, i went to pyak's house! omg so far. woah the mrt fare is like PHWOOARGH! like @(#!)@*#^($! wahpiang eh, damn ex. hahaha but the first time i tried indian food! :D its quite nice lehh! wow maybe its just pyak's mother cook damn nice :D then watched my sister's keeper. omg that useless twit, aka xinghui. cry and cry and cry. coz she read the book before. hahaha when the person fall in the lift, she cry. when the person was having sex, she also cry. basically, she cry every other minute. she used up pyak's house de tissue! thats how lousy she is. anyway i only cried once, which was really touching! :( hahaha then watched pyak's birthday's ppt :D and talked and talked! pyak's house de pool is damn freaking nice! :D gonna go one day :D hehehe :D and then me and shengxian and xinghui went home together! :D i couldnt stop laughing in the train! :D and xinghui that twit pretended not to know me. how bad! :( damn sad alr. fine lahh, she got zy as backup :( HAHAHAHAHA :D

the following sunday was a horrible day. I WENT TO SHINEE'S FAN-SIGNING SESSION. please dun go "OMG YOU SO LUCKY! SO DID YOU SEE THEM? THEY GOOD LOOKING NOT?" coz i didnt even catch a glimpse of them. what's worse was, i got squeezed, pushed, squashed, lifted up and nearly got stepped. omg it was the most scariest day of my life. when me ether and xiaoqin went at 645, there were like a thousand over people, so we decided to go to the main entrance to just look at them. SO! while we were waiting till 8 plus near 9, then fans got so damn excited, they started to try to pry open the door! like OMG! the first try was unsuccessful. then they tried the second time, omg they opened like 2cm, the whole crowd started screaming and cheering! and so they got excited and they finally pry opened the door! LIKE OMG. it was the normal thick huge glass door like any other malls! and they just pry open like that! :O OMGOMGOMG. then they started to pushed and squeezed just to get in! and suay suay, we were in the middle! so we got pushed and squeezed! and stupid me tiptoed to look at what was happening, and while i was kinda off the ground, they pushed and i was lifted off the ground and i couldnt feel the floor! like OMG. then when i was finally on the ground, they squeezed us like pancakes, i nearly couldnt breathe! i tot i was going to die there! i'm not trying to exaggerate! its true! we were all squeezed and i tot there was going to be a stampede! i was squeezed between the door and the crowd! i tot i was going to die there, serious! like OMG! then after that everyone rushed to the 5th level! but we were forced down by the officials. like what the hell =.= oh i forgot to say, while everyone was trying to squeezed through the door, the orange tree fell! and everyone stepped on the oranges! omg. well so we were so scared we didnt dare to go anymore so we decided not to go for the fan-signing alr. omg the most scary day of my life. then we went to ion to shop for zhihong's present! :D hehehe took loads of pics :D hehehe :D

then another week of working and sat went out with xiaoqin sherm shir and ether! :D hahaha :D went to eat lunch with xiaoqin at mos! :D hahaha then went shopping with sherm! :D then we were early so we went to the tampines mall de open plaza to chill :D took pics there and we decided to give ether a surprise at the ballet studio! :D hehehehe she got a shock! :D and she was so shy! :D then we went for dinner at cartel! :D YUMMY! :D i love their ribs! :D then we decided to go open plaza to eat icecream! :D hehehe :D on the way to buy icecream, we talked about drinking! :D hahaha so we decided to go drinking one day! :D wahahah! :D and xiaoqin told us about her sis getting drunk, omg so funny! :D hope i wun be like that :D hehehe yay we going to drink one day! hahaha excited! :D

today went to shop for new year goodies! wahh i damn tired sia. hahaha okayokay i going to upload photos on facebook now, if not xiaoqin going to hunt me down, hehehe :D

AND NEW YEAR IS COMING! which means..................

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ :D

it got me home
11:31 PM


Sunday, January 24, 2010

OMG i'm starting work tmr. like, AHHHHHHHH I'M STARTING WORK TMR! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! OMG. OHMYGOD. OH. MY. GOD. OMGOMGOMGOMG!

i feel so not ready. dunno what are my colleagues like, will they be nice like how ether told me hers was, dunno how my work will be like, wonder if i will die within a month, or maybe even earlier :( seriously i feel so lost, dunno what will happen to me during work. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! OMG.

OMG. bless me.

it got me home
10:13 PM


Wednesday, January 20, 2010

went for interview today! :D at this place called rochor centre, and its at some ulu ulu place, turned round and round to find the stupid place. then when i found it, i went in, the office is just half of the size of my house. then i filled in the form, and the boss asked me in. omg the boss is so fierce, and strict lahh! sighs. dun think he will employ me and i dun think i want it too :(

and HAHAHA I THINK MY MUMMY SO FUNNY! :D she saw that i was slacking at home since start of this year, so she decided to call adecco using my name to ask what was going on. and hahaha here's part of the convo.

MY MUM: hi, i want to know why havent i get notices for jobs?
STAFF: oh did you register?
MY MUM: yah i did.
STAFF: oh i see, may i know your ic no. please?

since my mum did not memorise my ic no., she asked the staff to wait awhile while she try to write down my ice no. :D HAHAHA :D

MY MUM: oh my ic no. is s9103****.
STAFF: oh okay, pls give me a minute while i try to search.

waiting....

STAFF: err i cant find your profile here, did you register?
MY MUM: yes i did, i even came to the office to register. oh wait, err maybe you TRY s9130****?
(OHMYGOD, SHE ACTUALLY USED THE WORD TRY.)
STAFF: ah yes, i found it. is your name choo yishan?
MY MUM: YES YES YES! :D
STAFF: oh okay i will refer you to my consultant.
MY MUM: huh? you not the consultant mehh?
STAFF: uh no, i am just a receptionist.

HAHAHAHA i think my mummy super funny! :D love her loads! :D going out these few days, means i need $$$$$$$$$$$! :( save save save! :D

it got me home
10:32 PM


Saturday, January 16, 2010

AHHHHHHHH I'M ONLY HERE TO SAY,

AVATAR IN 3D IS DAMN FREAKING GOOD! :D WAHAHAHA :D

it got me home
7:22 PM


Thursday, January 14, 2010

woah damn busy nowadays. hahaha finally have time to blog alr! :D

right, so from 5-7 jan2010, we had the annual TJBT CAMP! :D ahaha didnt go for the first day coz i have 2 interviews :( the first one i went was bgc and the guy kept saying "good good good..." even when my english got B4 for o's and L1R5 was 13 =.= everything was just good to him =.= anyways then went for the camp on the second day! couldnt wake up in the morning so met up with xiaoqin and naresh for lunch and went for the afternoon training :D camwhored there and did alot of things! :D then went back and play games! hehehe :D coz the juniors wasnt punctual for something, they were late for 12 mins so the seniors can throw 12 packets of water bombs at them! OHYAY! :D hahaha so fun! :D

then we started the games! well the juniors were split into 2 teams, charmong and auresa =.= HAHA how creative! :D anyway yupps they were supposed to run from one side of the tennis court, each holding one tennis ball, and try to put it through the net to make a word TEAM :D and so the seniors created an alumni team! and we won man! :D SENIORS ROCKS! :D hahaha and throwing water bombs were so fun! :D then bathed and waited for all to come to eat dinner together! we waited for millions of years for the senior boys coz we dunno what they were doing and while waiting, we camwhored! and the juniors cracked their brains for their skit! :D hahaha! :D after dinner, the juniors went to prepare for their skit and the seniors, yirong shirleen shermaine ether xiaoqin me leon junrong guorong naresh kirk, played games! the slurping game and bang bang game! (forgot what's that called :P)

and the longwaited skit! :D hahaha zongyang was super open for the skit! "stomachache cannot huh! CANNOT HUH!" wow he's damn good! :D and zongyang won the best actor! :D YAY ZONGYANG! :D and the fabulous seniors had to come up a skit in ten minutes! and we did it! :D COOL SENIORS AND SENIORS ROCK! :D WOOHOO! :D shir junrong and naresh were nerds, the team couple ether the boyfriend and guorong the girlfriend, yirong the exco, me xiaoqin sherm the ah-lians!, kirk and leon the star players =.= and yahan the narrator! :D we were so cool! :D and we won a treat at simpang! :D hahaha while the juniors were in their dorm watching YES MAN! the seniors were happily eating prata at simpang! :D wahahaha thankyou mrsgoh jiaolian mrgan and mrsgan! :D hehehe :D i went home while most of them went back to school :)

the next day i missed the 5k run to east coast! i wanted to TRY running, but i had piano :( so i went back at around 1115? and the asshole security doesnt want to let me in even though i was an alumni and i offered to go and get a visitor pass coz i was wearing slippers and i told them i had a camp! wtf. he said,"if its impt, ask your friends to bring shoes down." WTF? anyways so xiaoqin the nice girl brought shoes down for me! :D hehehe then see them train! :D break camp and the seniors went for lunch! :D hahaha had such a great fun at camp! :D i missed it esp during the time when the juniors were preparing the skit and the seniors were talking and playing! so fun! :D where can i find such friends anymore? :) i cherish them loads! :D they are the best! :D they are so fun, so loving, though they always shoot people including myself, even though they might not be the cleverest, not the most hardworking, not prefect in everyone's eyes, not the best in the world, THEY ARE THE BEST IN MY EYES! THEY ARE THE MOST AWESOME FRIENDS I'VE EVER HAVE! :D THEY ARE GREAT! :D i feel the happiest when i'm with them! even though that day some were missing, but it was really fun! :D THATS WHY I SAY TJBT ROCKS, ITS THE BEST, TJBT HAD THE BEST PEOPLE I'VE EVER MET! :D i'm gonna miss most of them! and of coz my most darling junior CHELSEA! :D ohman, i dunno how to say but i will just say,

I LOVE ALL OF YOU! YOU ALL ARE THE BEST! :D LOVE YOU ALL LOADS LOADS LOADS! :D

well the next thing was the open house on 9jan2010! :D well it was fun though, and we went to TP's open house! temasekpoly! and i saw SHILING! :D AHHHHHHHHH SUPER LONG NEVER SEE HER! :D hahaha feels great to see her though she had to rush for project :D hahaha had lunch there and ether fell in love with the food there =.= she wants to go to all the canteens there =.= HAHA she wants to go back there again :D and we got shocked by the cheering until they were like "okay we dun cheer, you all go in okay?" HAHA that was funny! :D and we got helium balloons! :D ether tried it and her voice was super duper funny! :D laughed like some crazy woman there :P ETHER ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH WITH WHATEVER SHE DO! :D HAHAHA love her! :D hahaha then went home :D

HAD BBQ @ ETHER'S HOUSE ON 10jan2010 with me ether xiaoqin sherm yirong shir dandan dyane claudia melo zongyao and kenneth! :D HAHAHA met her at 1130 at her house for lunch! :D then we left for bbqwholesale! :D hahaha took 24, and walked to bbqwholesale =.= omg it was super far and the weather was crazily hot! bought the stuff at bbq wholesale and after walking a distance, we decided to take bus to bedokinter. HAHAHA finally! :D then went to ntuc and somehow i bang a trolley into all the trolleys! :P OOPS! hahaha then we went to shop for everything, trying to keep in budget :) hahaha then went to buy bread and bought a very cool bubbletea with pink pearls! it was nice lehh! :D hahaha :D then went back to ether's house for bbq! and there came a mystery guest! KENNETHCHEW! :D HAHAHA you can guess what happen lahh, i dun want the femalelead to kill me when she sees this :P HAHAHA photos on FB! :D while walking to busstop to go home with yirong xiaoqin and ether, we did lots of jump shots! :D oh and ether burned 20 hotdogs! and shir created a super big fire, and we had to close the lid to try and make it smaller, which after that couldnt open coz it came out! woah we tried hard to get it back man. HAHAHA :D i love that day! hope time would stop at that day :( gonna miss all of them :D

then i went training ytd! :D hahaha went for pepper lunch with ether and xiaoqin! :D hahaha after that, OHMYGOD. we tried to walk from century square which is in tampines to temasek jc =.= we nearly died when we reached eastpoint in simei =.= bought a bubbletea there! it was nice! :D and we gave up in the end, and we decided to take 38 to school! YAY! :D HAHAHA talked and laughed alot while walking and taking bus! :D gonna miss it :( me ether xiaoqin, we can just talk and talk and talk without stopping for days and nights! :D cool man, i'm so gonna miss them. ether got a job alr, means i will get to see her lesser :( so sad! :( hurhur T.T sighs. anyways, so went back to school and hahah talked again with sherm joining us :D then went for training and there were quite a number of appeal guys! :D and seriously the ah guy just piss me off. sighs. but there's this VS guy, WOW HE IS SUPER PRETTY! :D esp when he clipped his hair! :O and he is quite cute oso :D hahaha :D but seriously, he looked like a jap and super pretty! hahaha :D went for dinner with ether xiaoqin and naresh and we talked for an hour! OMG. hahah but i love all this talks! :D feel great when we talked like that! :D just sitting down and drinking stuff, and talk for non stop, i just love this. :D talk and talk and talk :D hahaha LOVE IT! :D

did nothing today =.= no job, no income :( just slacked at home :( nevermind! I'M GOING TRAINING TMR TO SEE MY CUTEST JUNIOR CHELSEATOH! :D AND PADDY! :D HAHAH :D YAY! :D cant wait for training tmr! :D hehehehe :D

it got me home
10:29 PM


Monday, January 4, 2010

OH I FORGOT TO POST MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS! :D hehehehe :D

1. FIND A JOB ASAP. HAHAHA :D
2. EARN AS MUCH MONEY AS POSSIBLE! err is it same as point one?? :P
3. REVAMP MY WARDROBE! WAHAHAHA! that needs money too :(
4. BUY SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW I & II! :D WAHAHAHA and that needs money also! T.T
5. CATCH UP WITH LOTS OF FRIENDS! before all of us go uni and separate :(
6. PERSUADE MY MUM TO LET ME STAY HOSTEL. and my mum sure say "then you pay the hostel fee yourself", which need money again :( thats why i need a job! :(
7. TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN AND TRY TO MAKE MYSELF SMALLER :D HAHAHAHA :D nice phrasing horr :P
8. HAVE MORE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF :D
9. HOPEFULLY CAN TAKE GRADE 7 PRAC ASAP :)
10. GIVE UP & FORGET. BECAUSE IT IS REALLY OVER.

wahahaha hopefully can really do all these :D hehehehe :D

it got me home
3:39 PM


HAHA went to play mahjong yesterday at junrong's house with kirk yirong junrong & guorong! :D after sooooooo long i finally get to play! wahahaha! and i lost damn a lot, lucky never play real money, PHEW! :P hahaha :D

training camp tmr, dunno if i should stay over anot, coz sherm not coming first night, i cant stayover the second night coz got piano next morning. sianz. && the worst thing is, I STILL HAVE GOT A JOB! :S woah and i need lots of money! :( sianz. SOMEBODY? GIVE ME A JOB?! hurhur T.T

&&& i'm real bored at home! i wanna go out with friends! go sakae and kbox with ether they all! :D hehehhe :D

我没有想到,原来放弃这么困难,这么痛苦。

it got me home
3:30 PM


Monday, December 28, 2009

okay so putting my anger aside, i had quite a happy day today :D

went out with yirong ether huixin me! :D went to seoul garden and we concluded that our appetite shrank like a million times :S how sad. mean i cant eat as much as last time alr :( i felt so sad. hahaha after that went walking around at marina square, then we decided to go shopping! :D wahahaha super long never go shopping le, hehehe :D went to 313@Somerset :D hahaha the Forever 21 there is SUPER FABULOUS! :D woah but only the 3rd and 4th level suits me, hahaha :D then i saw Cotton On. WOAH! damn big! :D then went Uniclo! omg i fell in love with the coats there! :D OH AND I MUST SAY, IM STARTING TO FALL IN LOVE COATS! those that are long and just above knees! OMG IT JUST TOO PRETTY! WAHHHHHHH! WOOHOO i swear im gonna have one in my wardrobe once i get my salary :D hehehe :D its just too pretty, make i got influenced by the korean industry? but hahaha i dont care! i wanna have one, even if my mum keeps complaining that it is useless coz we cant use it in singapore but i still want one! its just too pretty! :) well i kinda get cold easily, so maybe i will get to use it? hehehe :D good excuse yeah? hehehe :D i just love coats! its damn cool! :D LOVE IT LOVE IT! :D I SWEAR IM GONNA HAVE ONE! :D

okayokay back to today :D yupps then we got quite tired, maybe from eating and walking then we decided to go to 313@Somerset's Food Republic to go sit sit :D hahaha we wanted to eat some desserts, so rong-er saw that icekacang is twobucks only! then we were like "woah cheap lehh, okay go buy!" :D then when we got nearer, the icekacang was THREEBUCKS =.= we went like "HAHAHAHAHAHA!" then we decided! go catch a movie! :D then walked to cathay cineleisure and the queue to buy the tix was ^&*(*& phwooargh! so yahh, in the end we didnt watch movie, oso because no nice movie. then we were quite tired so we went to STARBUCKS! :D hehehe love starbucks :D bought bagels! :D yupps talk loads there, and talk about something happened today that made me angry. anyhoos, then we went home! and we decided to go manicure and pedicure together! :D woohoo! :D yupps then i went home :D HOME SWEET HOME :D

i dont think i can sleep tonight.

it got me home
10:19 PM


ME AND MYSELF

august29 baby
yishan aka xiaozhu :D
AHS sportsclass 3fo6 4fo7
i love 4fo7! <3
sportsclass of 2004-2007 rocks! (:
now in TJC 0608! (:
i love TJC badminton team! <3

WISHLIST

for new bag and shoes
for new shirts
for more money
to go overseas
for a laptop
nationals top 4 in badminton
all A for a levels
FOR MORE TIME!

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~4fo7 !!~
~WENMEI~
~SHANMIN~
~CONNIE~
~ZHIYING~
~RENA~
~BRENDA~
~GRACEWU~
~HUIXIN~
~RUIYI~
~SHILING~
~SUEEAN~
~ZHUTING~
~JIANI~
~MAGDALENE~
~WENQI~
~CLAUDIA~
~ZHUOWEN~
~GUORONG~
~WEIJIE~
~ZHENGYI~
~AUDREY~
~SHIRLEENHO~
~XIAOQIN~
~MELO~
~PECKYI~
~SWEE~
~XINGHUI~
~EUGENIA~
~SHIRLEENSHIAO~

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