SIGHS.

2010-11-07T12:06:00.002+08:00

starting work tmr, but i didnt receive any commencement details like where should i go or whatsoever. i know i worked there before, but i totally feel like im being treated like some rubbish. when you need me i come, when you dont need me then reject me. like what the fuck? seriously. feel like playing truant and not go work and monday and when they ask i will just say cos you never tell me where to go ma. but sighs. that will only lead me to a penniless day so sighs. im in a deep dilemma. FML.

so one week of rest was good enough :) ended my work at my mum's company. feels good to work there, free drinks, free biscuits, nice people (maybe cos im the daughter of one of their employees who knows), my own personal desk and cubicle (meaning my own personal space :D) and free lunches! :) but one thing that is bad is that i cant take leave as and when i like it... but it doesnt matter :) however, got shot by some arrow from dunno where and now im jobless. sighs. dangerous people. evil people. cunning people. sighs. but nevertheless i have a great time there :) gonna miss times there :) rest at home this week. slept till 10 plus 11, SHIOK :D hahaha :D actually im quite happy with my life now, dont need to study, living a carefree life :) but this is all gonna end in like 8 months? around there. must enjoy while i can :D haha.

feels kinda weird lately. feel abit empty and abit lost and abit of something else and everything else. dunno what the fuck im talking about. maybe its true, when you are single you tend to think alot. like really alot. esp when you are browsing thru facebook and blog hopping. or maybe im just those kind of people who think about anything and everything at anytime and everytime. hmmmmmm.... i dont know. im gonna be fine soon i think. :) maybe i should find one day and walk by the beach or something like that, sort out my thinkings, hoping that it will rain so that i can cry in the rain so no one knows. i should stop thinking so much hor. hello myself, be happy! :) be happy then can live longer :) hahaha :)

&&& IM BROKE. HOW SAD. THATS THE PROBLEM WHEN YOU DONT HAVE A JOB :(

im gonna be fine. soon. :)

2010-11-01T23:55:00.002+08:00

I SUCK BIG TIME. I SCREWED IT UP. I CAN ONLY BLAME MYSELF FOR TAKING EVERYTHING FOR GRANTED AND DOING EVERYTHING AT THE LAST MINUTE. I HAVE TO BID GOODBYE JUST BECAUSE OF MY MISTAKE. I WILL TAKE THIS AS A LESSON AND I REGRETTED SO MUCH. OMG IM SUCH AN ASS. SIGHS.

i swear i will never ever do it again. I SWEAR.

2010-10-15T15:30:00.001+08:00

IBM YOU BETTER ACCEPT ME I TELL YOU, I JUST REJECTED A VERY GOOD OFFER COS OF YOU! :(

2010-09-22T15:54:00.003+08:00

woah omg too long never blog alr, i nearly forgot my password :S and yeah! im back to revive my dead blog. HAHAHA :D i was too busy thats why i didnt blog okay! :D

im am so damn bored in office now! like omg so damn bored. i got nothing to do since around late morning & i just surf net. BUT THE WORSE THING IS, I CAN USE EVERYTHING EXCEPT FACEBOOK. of all websites, they have to block facebook, and facebook ONLY. WHAT THE HELL. ARGH. ANGRY AH.... but the good thing is, the video streaming here is super fast! like i open the window using tudou (all frequent tudou users will know, its damn f-ing slow normally) and *BOOM* buffer finish alr! cool right! so happy wor! hahaha :D happy, &&& the vending machine here is totally free! like you dont need to put coins in, then just press whatever you wanna drink, & here comes your nice warm/chilled drink! so good right! not like ***, still need to pay 40cents. like OMG?! 40cents for one small cup of drink =.= and the people very nice and funny! after working for so long, i realised officeladies cant stop their mouth. its either they keep eating & eating & eating, or they keep talking & talking & talking. somemore they like to munch munch munch so like got ALOT of food here and there and they, being nice people, will give me some too and YUMMY! :D hahaha because of this, i think i've gained weight XS OMG. SHIT.

okay so im here to update on my boring life. as much as i can remember. HAHA :D so last sat, which is 18th sept 2010, I FINALLY MET UP WITH MY AHS BADMINTON GIRLS! like finally, after like 880 plus days from our last outing, its WOW. :D BOUGHT KOI (HAPPINESS :D) before meeting wenmei rena & sinyee at tanahmerah mrt, and we were toooooooo lazy to walk to 85, we decided to call yirong since she's driving! :D hahaha so we went to the opposite side to wait for her, and sinyee the blur sotong mistake someone's car for yirong's, and rena & her ran for the car, realising that it wasn't yirong's car when they almost opened the car door. =.= BEST. hahaha so we waited for her for about 15minutes? hahaha talked many funny things! OH and sinyee brought mooncakes for us cos she had too many at home. HAHAH :D woah the feeling of your friend driving is really different! and HAHA sinyee forgot to put on her seatbelt when she was sitting in front! & wenmei kept insisting that me and rena should put seatbelt since we were sitting at the side until rena jokingly said,"wenmei you get out of the car." HAHAHA FUNNY! :D exciting man! :D funny thing is, yirong parked at the multistorey carpark at my house there, then when we got down, she realised she didnt park straight, then she re-parked her car! hahaha then there was another driver opposite her car parked even worse :S HAHAHA funny! :D then went tho 85 to meet the rest! :D hahaha omg we order so much food! there were 11 of us only leh! OMG. hahaha talked alot and laughed super alot! so many unglam photos taken by shiling :( but that will be memories~ :D haha ordered stingrays, babykailan, otah, satay, chickenwings, oysteromelete, bachormee and thats all i can remember, HAHA :D *getting old you see* hahaha :D

yirong: why my bachormee havent come yet!
rena: you eat so much thing alr you still not full ah?
yirong: no la, i wanna eat something solid, like you know, solid.
the rest: HAHAHA eat the tables, lamppost and chair?

HAHAHAHA SO FUNNY OMG! cant stop laughing i tell you! she wanted to say eat something properly like bachormee, BUT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! funny! :D omg we were so noisy at 85! hahaha but this idiotic auntie came to chase us off cos we were sitting too long. like OMG?! so we bought our desserts and went to somewhere else to sit. (somewhere near my house! XD) hahaha total havoc there i tell you. so crazy omg. hahaha. took loads of pictures with wenmei's mac! :D hahahaha cool cool :D then yirong huixin and xiaoqin had to leave, so we decided to go home! hahaha but wenmei ether rena sinyee and shiling need toilet so they came to my house for toilet. HAHAHA funny sia. had a wonderful night! :D hope we can have it again soon! like real soon, not 800 plus day later :)

next morning was breakfast with ether and xiaoqin~ :D i miss economical beehoon at tampines! :D SO NICEEEEE~! hahaha :D YUMMY YUM YUM! :D then went off to parkway to shop! for nothing :S like we bought nothing AT ALL. :( SO SAD! then xiaoqin (as usual :P) went to meet xiaona, and ether went off to study with her mom! :D and me? went to buy bread and vegs for my mom =.= HAHA :D

& MON, BACK TO WORK :( sianz. met up with swee & xiaoqin at night! ate pastamania! :D then went to the plaza at the last floor to talk! :) BUT THERE WERE SO MANY BUGS THERE! :( HMPH. idiotic bugs. talked alot then went to minitoons BUY SWEETS :D hahaha then bought bubbletea and went home! :D

&&& TODAY WE ARE GOING TO ETHER'S HOUSE! me xiaoqin ether and pangsai shirleen! :D hahahaha! COOL COOL! :D hope we have alot of fun there! :D YIPPEE! :D YAYYYYYYEEEEEEE :D

hope i can meet my friends for breakfast every week! :) *hints hints! HAHA :D

OH im saving up to buy itouch4! yay! :D at least im using my hardearned money to buy so i think i will treasure it more! :) happy happy! :D HAHAHA :D JIAYOU YISHAN! :D SAVE SAVE SAVE! :D

OHOHOH TODAY IS MOONCAKE FESTIVAL SO...............

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL EVERYONE! :D

so excited to meet ether shir & xiaoqin later in less than 3 hours! :)

and now i shall go back to work now.................................................................... T.T

so for now,
TATA EVERYONE! :D

ps. omg i can finally publish this post. thankgod.

2010-07-21T15:51:00.002+08:00

hahaha so LONGGGGGG never blog alr! :D wahahaha. okay soooooo, I HAD A GREAT WEEK LAST WEEK! (12072010-16072010)! :D it was awesome!~ woah i had the best week of 2010! happy happy! :D AH IM SO HAPPY! :D

12072010 MONDAY
ahaha so happy i went hog's breath with ether! yay so long never go hog's le! :D happy happy! :D haha woah talked for soooo long! :D and we talked so much! from celebs to our future house! :D cool cool! i like i like! hahahaha really love those moments :D yay yay! :D after hog's then went shopping then starbucks to drink coffee! :D sat for quite long then went to parkway! :D hahaha went to shop at cotton on for super long! but we never buy the pink shirt coz got no size! aiyo i was so sad..... but we bought singlets instead! nice nice! :D hahahaha :D happy happy monday! :D

14072010 WEDNESDAY
YAY OUT WITH GIRLS! went to ikea for lunch with xiaoqin ether shirleen yirong and sherm! :D woahhhhhhhhh it was good! (Y) AWESOME! :D happy happy! so much fun! we camwhored and eat and everything! :D walked around ikea and took so many photos! its all in facebook! :D COOL! :D love it! so fun! :D haha then ether and yirong had something on and had to leave so me shir xiaoqin and sherm went sherm's house and we played monopoly! :D even though i kept going to jail and keep paying $$$ at first, i was the overall winner! :D YAY! :D funfunfun! :D hahaha :D love it, hope we can have another day like this! :D

15072010 THURSDAY
ZOO DAY! hahahah went to the zoo with xinghui shengxian pyak and iris! :D hahah me and xinghui were late for an hour coz sighs. im too lazy to type here.... HEHE :D went to zoo for lunch and wheeeeeeeee we went into the zoo! :D so fun so fun! :D but quite tiring, haha. so fun so fun! and we went for elephant ride! omg so funny, we kept laughing and screaming and wanting to take pictures and video! hahaha i think all five of us were too heavy! the elephant couldnt make a turn! hahahah so funny! :D hahahaha in the end i think the elephant was angry and stomp very fast back to the place! aiyo the whole elephant ride was so funny and fun! :D hahahah :D

SEE WHAT AN EVENTFUL WEEK! :D LOVE THIS WEEK :D sighs. hope i can have another week like that :( but yay im meeting the girls again on fri at shir's church event! :D hahah we are supposed to dress up but i still dunno what to wear! :S and we will be sending off xinghui on sat T.T how sad, she's leaving on sat :( HURHUR. sighs. yawns. im so tired and its only 1630! im getting lazier and lazier :P HAHAH :D

2010-06-25T10:06:00.001+08:00

I FEEL SO DAMN FUCKING LOST NOW.

HIGH HOPES COME GREAT BIG FALL.

2010-06-08T12:23:00.001+08:00

yesterday i was out the whole day! in the morning i went out to meet xiaoqin! we went to parkway for lunch, then shopped around! then at 6, i went to meet the IBMers, crystal jon & favian, to go eat crab! :) hehehe the new temps and ben didnt come :( and amanda last minute cannot come! :( but okay lahh, the crab was nice! :) and there was NO QUEUE AT ALL. jon still say must go early to queue =.= there were still alot of place to seat lo =.= then when we finished eating, it was only 740! :S so we went icecream chefs! :D yumyum! nicenice! (Y) hehehe :P dunno when can we meet again like that! :(

oh and i found out something! ohmygod the world is sooooo small! the "new" temp that replaced me was from red swas (SAME AS ME!) and anglican high (OMG ME TOO!) and temasek jc (OMG SUCH COINCIDENCE!) and lastly, he lives somewhere near me! :O im kinda shocked, like omg the world is so so soooooo small! :D hahahaha quite cool right! but i never get to see him, hahahah oh wells :) but i still think its so cool! :D

later got piano lesson then meetup with amanda the blur queen. :P AHAHA at first she wanted to consult me aobut physics, but hahahah she just smsed me this morning to go watch movie =.= AHAHAHAH! :D

IM NOT WORKING ANYMORE! :D

2010-06-04T17:03:00.003+08:00

hahahaha i was too lazy blog since im not working & im slacking around at home! :D hahaha monday was my last day in IBM! :( how sad. when i was still working, i would always complain like "woah so much work!" & like "can they stop sending work! i hope my last day come quickly!" these kinda stuff. but when my last day is approaching, somehow i dont want it to come. if i leave, im gonna miss all the people there! :( ive worked for 4 months, such a long time with all these people! im gonna miss them so so soooooo much! :( sighs. i miss them so much! oh & i did alot of stupid things before i left the company =.= coz i tot the new temp was totally new! but in the end, the "new" temp worked in IBM for EIGHT MONTHS before. =.= omg he's like my senior can, EIGHT MONTHS LEH! no joke, eight months = 32 GRIR Reports = 32 Maxim Recon = 32 FBL1 Reports = at least 150 trigger files = at least a thousand reschedule files! omg wonder how he endured that. hahaha anyway good luck to him. he's gonna work there for another 3 months. HAHA :D GOOD LUCK! (like he will ever see my blog =.=) yupps okay talking about the stupid things i did, sighs i actually wrote an email sent to ME, yupps the great ME. coz he will be using my email for awhile apparently. so thats not quite stupid afterall :) & the mail i send was like to someone who is totally new? omg so paiseh. *slap head* then on the desktop, i paste lots of post its! things like "HELLO NEW TEMP!" wahpiang. throwface sia. *bang wall* woah seriously, SO PAISEH CAN! OMG. okay so anyway everything is over so i dont care la! :D HEHEHE :P thou when i think of all these i still think its damn paiseh. :S

okay so monday was my last day. tuesday went for piano early in the morning, came back home, rest awhile then have to go out and meet the lazy bum shirleen :D HAHAHA we have badminton team gathering & the team was nice to invite the seniors back! :D hahaha had lots of yummy food there! :D HEHEHE talk with the seniors (of the same age :P) at the round table! me shir rong ether sherm & eug. HAHAHA miss the old days. (omg i make it sounds like its a LONG LONG TIME AGO.) hahahah talked & talked & talked! YAY! :D love this talking sessions! :D oh & ether was the best. she was going to fly to korea the next day, so we were like "you packed alr?" then she was like "no." (omg ether you are flying THE NEXT DAY. she's the best!) hahaha then we were like "so what time is your flight?" she was like "i dont know." WOAH SHE BEST. next day flying off & SHE DONT KNOW WHAT TIME IS HER FLIGHT?!?!?!?!?! lucky her flight was at 4PM. thankgod leh! right then we played the "pocky" game! like you keep passing the stick then have to bit off until left a lil bit! HAHAHA so fun so fun! :D pics all at shir there! :D HEHEHE love it! then went in to mrsgoh house (ohyeah we had it at mrsgoh house! :D) & played twister! :D HEHEHE ether & sherm so funny! :D then we had nothing to do, so we decided to sit around in the AIRCON ROOM! :D omg the weather nowadays is crazy! okay so we took pics with shir's iphone! :D i love lomo! :D NICE NICE! :) yirong was shocked by my self-photography skills. HAHAHA its a talent okay! :D HEHEHE. IM GOOD! (Y) WAHAHA. okay then we decided to play with the shrek ears! woah so fun so fun! :D HEHEHEHEHH took loads of pics! :D NICE NICE :D then we went home :)

the next day, went to meet xiaoqin & sherm for lunch! :D bad day. i took a cab and the cab broke down near the highway! then he was like "you go out & flag another cab." i was like WHAT THE HELL?!?!?! okay i spent another 15 mins trying to flag another cab =.= then i was so tired, after lunch i went home to sleep. AHAHAHA IM A PIG :P HEHEHE.

thursday was a slack day! spend my whole day at home! love it! :D & i think im getting used to not working alr, i woke up at 1030 on thursday! wow! :D hehehe or maybe im just too tired? HAHA :D so i slacked at home and did nothing! nothing useful. (omg i make myself sounds so useless =.=) hahaha i love slacking at home! :D

today! went to collect my a level certs. HAHAHA met xinghui & iris to go back to take. and xinghui had to photocopy 68 pieces of her cert =.= LOLS. then had to get verified true copies! hahaha but quite fun la :D coz i get to hang out with xinghui the twit & iris! :D YAY! :D and while i was going through my SGC, i found out that she spelt "thought" as "throught". so i was like can i change? then they were like "its just a minor mistake, & if you really want to change, you must pay 50BUCKS." LIKE OMG? I JUST CHANGE ONE WORD IN THE WHOLE THING NEED ME TO PAY 50BUCKS?! JUST DROP A LETTER R OUT I NEED TO PAY 50BUCKS?!?!?! woah so i decided NOT TO CHANGE IT. damn it, want me to pay 50bucks! they are crazy. and if i pay that 50bucks, i must be crazy. oh & they gave me this certificate of merit for badminton but i have totally no idea what is it. coz the other two didnt get it! i was like "why do i have this?" then they say "oh coz they gave it to us to give it to you so you have it lo." then i was like "WHAT??? =.=" they dont even know what they give me =.= hahahaha then there's this person who came to collect cert too, then she was from 33/06. woah thats like so so so long ago leh. hahahaha 2006 one wor. HAHAHA they went to get xinghui's stuff verified. HAHAHA she so mafan leh! the GO person was so shcoked there was so many things to be done. HAHA :D and now im at home! slacking again! :D HEHEHEHE :P

SLACKING ROCKS! :D

2010-05-23T20:16:00.004+08:00

OHMYGOD. OHMYGOD! OHMYGOD!!!!!!!! OH. MY. GOD. LIKE SERIOUSLY OHMYGODDDDDDDDDDD!!!!!!!! XDXDXDXDXD OHMYGOD IM GOING CRAZYYYYYY! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~~~~~~~ HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I CANT STOP LAUGHING! :D EVERYONE, LISTEN UP!!!!!!!

SUPERJUNIOR IS COMING TO SINGAPORE!

you did not read/hear wrongly! they are really coming to singapore! happy right, people! woah they are finally coming! anyone? anyone? anyone wanna go with me???? :D:D:D:D please tell me kaye! :D:D i really wanna go see them at airport! ahhhhhhh!~ superjunior! :D yesyesyes they are coming to singapore! this is not a joke, im really serious! :D

SUPERJUNIOR IS COMING TO SINGAPORE! HAPPY NOT! WAHHHHHHH!~

2010-05-19T22:33:00.001+08:00

omg im so sad now! coz i cant go into eunhyuk's twitter! apparently ALOT OF PEOPLE are tweeting him! :( IM SO SAD! :(

2010-05-19T19:57:00.005+08:00

OMGOMGOMG EUNHYUK HAS A TWITTER! IM GOING TO RUSH HOME TO SET UP A TWITTER ACCOUNT TO FOLLOW HIM! :D YAY-NESS! :D

EUNHYUK HAS A TWITTER ACCOUNT! LOVES! TOTALLY YAY-NESS! :D

I CANT STOP SMILING AND LAUGHING! IM TOO HAPPY! :D WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! :D

2010-05-15T18:54:00.002+08:00

i keep on telling myself its okay, there will be others way. i tell myself not to take it so hard. but its easier said than done. its so difficult.

I CANT.

dont talk to me, dont care about me, just let me be. im gonna be fine, i think.

2010-05-14T14:38:00.008+08:00

SUPER JUNIOR 4TH ALBUM COMEBACK STAGE IS TODAY ON MUBANK! SO HAPPY! :D

right, so im supremely bored now. like got nothing to do AT ALL. & im so happy today is friday! coz i will be meeting ether and xiaoqin for breakfast tmr! YAY! ^^ happy happy! :D cant wait to see ETHERKUM! i think i havent been seeing her for ages. like super long. sighs. she's too busy. HAHA :D yay yay yay! :D

i wanna watch movieeeeeeeeeeeeee. seriously i feel like some caveman coz i havent been watching movie for a long long long long long (x100000000000000) time! like i cant even remember when was the last time i watched a movie! (excluding backup plan :P) but seriously. I MISS WATCHING MOVIE. hmm........ $$$$$$$$ :P

so anyway i came to blog coz of TWO happy reasons! first is superjunior's comeback stage! woah cant wait to see them! they so hot! :D esp. EUNHYUKKIE! :D *drools* he the best! (Y) love him so much! :D SUPERJUNIOR~~~~~ and the second one is breakfast with ether and xiaoqin tmr! :D YAY YAY YAY~

i should go back to "work". and it is........... now work = nothing to do = bored = going into sleepy mode soon. bye :D *i just dun wanna say im slacking, HAHA*

2010-05-13T19:56:00.001+08:00

OH I FORGOT TO ADD...........

SUPERJUNIOR'S 4TH ALBUM - BONAMANA IS OUT!

THE BONAMANA MV IS DAMN NICE, HYUKKIE IS DAMN HOT! :D

&&& THEIR COMEBACK STAGE WILL BE ON MUBANK TMR! OMG CANT WAIT! :D

SUPERJUNIOR 4TH ALBUM COMEBACK STAGE ON MUBANK TMR! YAY YAY YAY! :D

2010-05-13T19:38:00.004+08:00

haha i shall use the rest of my time left in the company for TODAY to BLOG! :D right, i so wanted to blog about the B&J's free cone day with shermaine but i kept on forgetting it. so yupps! :D oh it was somewhere in end march (see, thats how forgetful i am, one and a half months, all hail my forgetful brain!) coz shermaine wanted to submit her stuff to SMU. and so we walked around and went to Orchard Central for B&J's FREE CONE DAY! :D SO YUMMY! :D i ate two flavours! cookies affair and macadamia choc! :D ALL SO YUMMY! but coz i have to go back to work and sherm has to go training, so we left after 2 cones. :( OH WE SAW ETHER'S SIS! :D and so while we were queuing for the icecream, we smsed ether! hahaha to tell her WE ARE EATING ICECREAM FOR FREEEEEEEEE! :D end up, she went to vivo and she ate 3 cones =.= ETHER (Y)

right, if i somehow remember anything, i will TRY to blog it immediately. coz you never know, i might forget the next second. sighs. my brain. HAHA.

OH claudia is leaving for aussie today! :( she's going to aussie to study zoology! HOW COOL! :D well its good to pursue your dreams! even though for me its kinda scary studying alone in another foreign land. hmm but i think she's quite capable so i think she will be able to adapt fast and have fun there! :D even though im not really very close to her, but she's very cute and niceeeeee! :D so, all the best in aussie claudia! :D hahaha :D

oh i just looked thru my post and i forgot to write about amanda's last day at work! o.O okay so the new temp called benedict came to take over her ON THE LAST DAY, 31ST MARCH. WOW. HAHA :D and we for dinner we went to IKEA! :D coz the new temp, benedict drives! (Y) their meatballs were super delicious! :D and the chicken wings, hahaha we couldnt finish so crystal brought it home. and ohmygod she actually left her blackberry phone in the washroom! like OMG. lucky there's a nice cleaner of IKEA (dunno male or female) was nice and left it at the lost and found counter! woah, damn lucky. THANKGOD! hahaha :D the funny thing is, the counter person wanted to find her so she looked at the contacts and called her friend named BESTFRIEND, which she said it wasnt =.= HAHA so funny! XD and then she went bishan for prawning. HAHA.

work is ending, FINALLY. im so tired. waking up at 745 or 8 every morning, pulling myself out of bed. then on my computer and start working. sometimes when i have no work, i must act as if im doing work. and omg work is kinda boring. hmm but actually im starting to like the work load. hahaha only when im about to leave. hahaha the people in my workplace are great and wonderful people! :D hahaha think im gonna miss my workplace when i leave :( sighs. so its down to one qn, should i renew my contract? :(

friends :)

2010-05-13T11:10:00.002+08:00

GOOD FRIEND: someone who is able to make you happy even though they are not with you at that time :) they know when to make you happy as if they know that you are upset when they are not around you at that point in time :) they just seemed to able to sense that :)

2010-05-12T00:38:00.002+08:00

seriously, i dun get it. people out there, when you receive letter(s) of acceptance, okay congrats. i sincerely congratulate you and i will be happy for you. but you dun have to spread around, spamming your own/other people's wall on facebook saying that you got in and start to show off and whatsoever. pls think of people like me, who still havent receive a single ACCEPTANCE letter/offer, praying every second that the an acceptance letter will drop into my mailbox, everyday wait like an idiot just for that one or two pieces of paper saying "Congratulations, you have been accepted."

even worse, some people didnt get into a course they wanted. yes okay i know you are disppointed. but be glad that you got a place in uni, be happy that at least you can study in uni, be thankful that you dun have to pray and wait like an idiot and thinking when will i receive a letter and whether anot it will be acceptance letter or rejection letter. SERIOUSLY, BE THANKFUL AND BE GLAD. i can understand your disappointment. but seriously. im not talking about everyone out there, but that particular group of people who post everything, like literally EVERYTHING, on facebook, be it they got in or they didnt get into the course they wanted.

seriously everytime i see it on fb, disappointment sink in. like at least you got a place okay! i dun even have one! NOT EVEN ONE! everytime i see posts like this, im very upset.

and this particular person, the first time IN MY LIFE i see your post on fb, its was about you getting into NUS FASS and you are whining and complaining and swearing that you didnt get into LAW. SOMEMORE YOU EVEN DARE TO SAY "CAN I NOT STUDY UNIVERSITY?" WTF?! seriously i would be VERY HAPPY that you dont study uni coz at least i have one more spot in uni what i can hope for. GO, FINE, DUN STUDY. be thankful okay you idiot! seriously, i know you will NEVER EVER hop onto my blog but seriously, think about others' feelings. you asshole. AND STOP COMPLAINING AND WHINING AND SWEARING!

2010-05-11T23:07:00.004+08:00

THE BACKUP PLAN IS GOOD! :D ahaha its really funny! :D POOPOO! :D & CHEESE :P

DAD: what's that on your hand?

kid opened his hand.

KID: POOPOO. (HAHAHAHA!)
DAD: is it cat's poo?
KID: no.
DAD: is it your poo?
KID: no.
DAD: great, dun even know who's poo is this.

HAHAHAHA OMG SO FUNNY! :D this movie is niceeeeee! (Y)(Y)(Y)

&&&&&&&&&&&&

TMR = PAY DAY = HAPPY DAY! :D

.....

2010-05-11T16:45:00.002+08:00

i think all the buyers in my company 心有灵犀 lehh! like when im free, IM TOTALLY FREE. NO WORK AT ALL. not even a single line of reschedule/trigger/whatsoever. BUT! when one person send a file, EVERYONE SEND TOGETHER AND BOMB ME. GREAT. WOW.

im not kidding, its true horr! and the reason why im blogging now, coz i just finished the bomb that they dropped me. :)

♫ :P

FACEBOOK

2010-05-11T13:31:00.002+08:00

today, facebook suggested me to add frogface as a friend. i closed the window IMMEDIATELY. HAHA. kill me and i will add him.

ps. pyak and xinghui, you should know who. its the person me and pyak always shoot during lesson time :)

2010-05-10T16:25:00.004+08:00

WHY IS IT ALWAYS LIKE THAT?

THEY TRAINED HARD, THEY FOUGHT HARD. THEY MET SO MANY PROBLEMS, YET THEY OVERCOME ONE BY ONE. THEY HAD SO MUCH DESIRE TO WIN. WE HAD OUR HOPES UP HIGH. WE HAVE THE MOST DEDICATED MRSGOH, WE HAVE THE BEST COACH WE EVER HAVE, ALMOST ALL THE PLAYERS ARE DEDICATED, CARING AND THEY WORKED DAMN HARD. THEY IMPROVED SO MUCH!

we had the best fixtures we ever have, both boys and girls, in the first round. BUT WHY? WHY OUR LUCK NEVER LAST?! FUCKING WHY?!?!

WAHAHA.

2010-05-05T19:23:00.002+08:00

OMG havent been blogging for YEARS. actually not years lahh, just VERY VERY LONG...... HAHAHA :D

okay so i went out with ether on MONDAY 3RD MAY 2010! :D AHAHAHA so fun! we went to eat hog's breath! :D WOW their steaks are really yummy! :D ether say we'll go there again coz she got cheated. HAHA :D coz we ate the 1-for-1 instead of the set lunch, and the set lunch has MUDCAKE! :O like sighs. NEVERMIND. WE WILL BE THERE AGAIN. MUDCAKE! WAIT FOR ME! :D

okay so hahaha had a great time in hog's! :D NICE NICE :D hahaha after that went to walk around raffles city coz we were way too full. oh, maybe cause we ate the aussie cut :P HAHAHA :D BUT ITS NICEEEEEE :P okay so we walked around, ate a "fish" (hahaha its like jap cake with fillings inside) I ATE PUMPKIN & ITS REALLY NICE! :D then we walked around again, and we went to JAPANESE FRUIT PARADISE! :D woah its really tempting, and as usual, we walked in =.= hahaha :D i ate choc banana tart! YUM! :D ether ate strawberry mont blanc. HAHA she said "OMG THE STRAWBERRIES SO SMALL!" HAHAHA :D but overall, OMG ITS SUPER NICEEEEE :D

after that we felt that we CANNOT eat anymore. so we decided to WALK to suntec! :D hahahaha then went around and saw this place selling posters! omg so many nice posters! they have snsd & SHINee posters with their signatures! XDXDXD but its 10bucks :( sighs. didnt buy it in the end :( and we went around, SO MANY NICE PLACES TO EATTTTTTTTT....... quoting from ether: today we've found out so many places to eat! HAHAHA :D then went to carrefour. omg nice place! and OMG suntec's kbox is gone :( HOW SAD. :(:(:(:( after that, ether took 36 to airport to meet her family for DINNER while i took 196 back HOME :D HAHAHA :D long bus ride, ♥ it! :D hahahah :D cool right, the love sign! :D have been trying to use shortcuts to get this logo or what you call it. HAHA :D i found another one. its this >>> ♫. NICE HORR! :D HAHAH :D

went to support the guys yesterday against HCI. sighs. we lost 2-3. but guys! dun be sad because you all put up a great fight! esp LIMENG. omg his opponent is so damn irritating! but kinda funny, HAHA. omg when they played the first point, like first set love-all play, then the opponent won, and he shouted as if he won the game =.= all of us got a shock. dun like him. but it was great for limeng to stretch all the way to third set! with score 18-21! NICE PLAY LIMENG :) the opponent is way too idiotic alr. FOR EVERY SHUTTLE LIMENG SERVE, HE HAS TO PUT UP HIS HAND TO PAUSE. IDIOT. waste time. the empire should give him yellow card lo! tsk. hate him.

then went for piano lesson. HAHAHA msquek was laughing at me coz i cant multitask. HAHAHA she say i look at the piece but play different thing. HAHA. then i was concentrating on counting, then she ask me something but i couldnt hear. HAHAA partly is because i tot she talking to her boyf mahh :( HAHA :D quite funny :P

WORK TODAY. SO SIAN. SIGHS.

2010-04-28T11:30:00.002+08:00

woah its been one month since i blogged. HAHA.

I WANT TO BUY A MACBOOK IF I GET INTO SINGAPORE UNIVERSITY OF TECHNOLOGY & DESIGN! :D

2010-03-28T19:29:00.003+08:00

HAHA super long never blog le... but cant blame me! i was super busy with work and other stuff :P hehehehe :P okayokay some updates :D

BADMINTON REUNION DINNER @ TJC
sighs. didnt get to play for the friendly match :( but ahahah i rushed for the reunion dinner! hahaha did lou hei first! :D hahaha oh must thank mrgan for buying dinner & the lou hei! :D hehehe then after that we laid the picnic mat and ate pizza, chicken wings, char kway tiao & prawn noodles! mmm YUMMY! :D ahahaha miss those days :( hahaha went back around 9 plus... so early horr..... hope there's another one! :D hehehehe any juniors who see this post, have another reunion! :D hahaha :D

RESULTS RELEASED
hahaha went to school early, find pyak & the fool :D hahaha talk to mrgan, then went to eat, then hahaha went to play piano! :D then went to library to find ether & sherm :D after that it was the time. sighs. congrats to all those who did well :) i dun think i deserved what i got, but what to do. everything is out, cant change anything. sianzzzzz. cry like some newborn baby.... cant stop the tears from flowing down... then to make us not so sad, we went to MOMOYA TO EAT! :D OHMYGOD ITS SUPER NICE! :D we should go there to eat there again! me ether sherm & xiaoqin went there to eat till 8plus? hahahah it was super nice!!!! :D then we went home lorr... super dun feel like going home that day....

SHIR'S BIRTHDAY CELEBRATION
hahahaha met up with xiaoqin, sherm & naresh at tampines sports hall coz three of them had intercon :D hahaha :D then ether came, then she & sherm bathed while me & xiaoqin went to buy bubble tea! :D hahaha then went to tampines mall to meet shir! at first, we said we going to eat pastamania, then after that it was full, then we went fish & co, and it was full too. :( in the end, we went to mosbuger! hahaha! :D hahaha it was fun hearing all the stories in ns from the boys! me sherm ether xiaoin chelsea shir stacey leon guorong & naresh were there! :D hahaha then took loads of picture! :D hahaha :D YAY LOVES :D

MCKENNY'S LAST DAY @ WORK
hahaha oh crystal came to replace him! :D hahahah crystal so nice! :D she very funny oso :D hahaha after work went to watch being human! omg that show so funny! :D hahahahahahha! :D & i wanna watch other movies too :( no time at all :(

hahaha thats should be it :) work has been good :) hahahaha i like the people there, but dun like work load :( but i enjoy working because of the people there! :D

CLASS GATHERING COMING UP! :D HOPE WILL BE A GOOD ONE! :D

2010-02-13T15:49:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA yay today is chinese new year's eve! :D hahaha slept till quite late today! havent sleep for so long for quite a while alr sia. hahaha :D shiok! :D hehehe.

TMR IS CHINESE NEW YEAR & VALENTINE'S DAY! :D

hahaha later midnight 12 will wish at my blog again! :D hahaha :D going for reunion dinner alr, BYEBYE! :D

2010-02-09T17:35:00.004+08:00

I'M IN OFFICE, I'M BORED, I'VE GOT NOTHING TO DO (NOT REALLY BUT YAH :P) AND I WANNA GO HOME. HURHUR T.T

sighs i feel so tired. i oso dunno why, even when i slept for 7 plus hours, as compared to 3 to 4 hours when having school, i felt even more tired when i'm at work. maybe its the company. sighs. i miss all of them. i rather not sleep and go to school than sleep for ten hours and come to work. sighs. i miss school terribly. HURHUR T.T

when i end my contract with this company, i'm gonna go back to school as per normal, like last year! and attend the lectures while the juniors are mugging i will be laughing at them! :D WAHAHAHA i sound very bad horr :P hehehe :D

wah sianz, i still havent go starbucks to drink coffee and not study but to laugh at those studying (omg karma! :S) and relax there, read magazines, talk with friends and laugh and do whatever we want and read a book or something (i hate reading)! hmm when can i do this???

2010-02-08T17:00:00.002+08:00

HAHA i'm in office! apparently i cant change the font and the font size so just bear with me! :D

well i'm quite free now since i got nothing to do. but i was super busy in the morning! :D so i deserve a break :D hehehe later going training! EXCITED! :D &&& dun say that my job very good coz its just mon and tues quite okay, wed and thurs are crazy like hell. woah. but i hope its worth the money! :D hehehe :D

okay so now, i basically have nothing to do. i've went facebook, other people's blog, msn (that stupid chelsea dun wanna talk to me anymore coz she just died.), check my email, and now, blogging :D so now i think i'm blogging craps. but haha who cares! :D i'm so tired. thinking of taking leave tmr for me to have a good rest :D should i?

AND CHINESE NEW YEAR IS ROUND THE CORNER! OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG! :D EXCITED SIA! :D MONEY MONEY MONEY! $$$$$$ :D

okay i have nothing much to say since i just blogged yesterday =.= how lame. hahaha :D ending work in about an hour time! :D YAY-NESS! :D

to chelsea: I LOVE CARTEL! :D

should i go xiaojingteng's concert??????? cant decide.

2010-02-06T23:31:00.004+08:00

WAHAHAHA finally have the chance to blog! wahh was super busy this 2 weeks :S hahaha okay so the point is.........................................................

I'VE START WORK! :D

wahahaha omg i think the pay is really good! :D wahahaha the bad thing is, i have to do OT EVERY WED & THURS. SAD LIFE. but the pay is keeping me going! :D wahahaha shall not reveal here in case someone, you know........ HAHA :D well so i shall introduce my company people! :D

okay first, the people sitting around me! first is lynette! :D wahh she's damn nice, damn cute oso! :D that time i had nothing to do, then she started to talk to me about taiwan shows, then talk talk talk, then she suddenly say, since you got nothing to do then you can go watch show lohh, WAHH SO NICE WORR~~~! :D HAHA she's damn nice, she even gave me food! :D HAHAHA :D then there's soonleong! i think he's super responsible. like seriously. hahaha thats all i know about him haha :D and there's this person who's called chiewling. she's the superwoman! she OT till super late, sometimes till like 5 or 6am? she's crazy. she just went home to change and come back to work le. damn best. woah super good. then another one called meiyek. dunno her, hahaha :D then there's this team lead, called justina. i think she doesnt like me :( thats all. hahaha :D

next the other temps! :D there are 4 temps including me :D hahaha there's this girl called amanda, haha she's those very outspoken, very friendly, very approachable kind, and she's very funny! :D hahaha :D nice person but hahaha dunno how to describe :D another one is her cousin! how cool is that! they worked together! :D his name is called mckenny. he quite funny, but hahaha dunno him really well. :D another one is jonathan, aka jon. he just finished army, waiting to go into NUS FASS. :O wow FASS. hahaha cool :D he is so called my mentor. hahaha :D

okay these days was super busy with work. first day i came to work, they told me i have to work OT on wed and thurs, so i was like oh okay, maybe till like 8 plus 9? BUT ITS NOT. omg i always ot till like 11 or 12~! like OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG! >< hahaha but its quite fun having OT! :D not because the work is fun, but its the people there is fun! :D hahaha i just cant stop laughing! :D hahaha maybe coz the two boys keep teasing amanda, hahaha :D

okay so what happened to me this two weeks. firstly, i must say, all the weekdays were spent working, how sad. sianz. anyways so on 30th jan, which was last sat, i went to pyak's house! omg so far. woah the mrt fare is like PHWOOARGH! like @(#!)@*#^($! wahpiang eh, damn ex. hahaha but the first time i tried indian food! :D its quite nice lehh! wow maybe its just pyak's mother cook damn nice :D then watched my sister's keeper. omg that useless twit, aka xinghui. cry and cry and cry. coz she read the book before. hahaha when the person fall in the lift, she cry. when the person was having sex, she also cry. basically, she cry every other minute. she used up pyak's house de tissue! thats how lousy she is. anyway i only cried once, which was really touching! :( hahaha then watched pyak's birthday's ppt :D and talked and talked! pyak's house de pool is damn freaking nice! :D gonna go one day :D hehehe :D and then me and shengxian and xinghui went home together! :D i couldnt stop laughing in the train! :D and xinghui that twit pretended not to know me. how bad! :( damn sad alr. fine lahh, she got zy as backup :( HAHAHAHAHA :D

the following sunday was a horrible day. I WENT TO SHINEE'S FAN-SIGNING SESSION. please dun go "OMG YOU SO LUCKY! SO DID YOU SEE THEM? THEY GOOD LOOKING NOT?" coz i didnt even catch a glimpse of them. what's worse was, i got squeezed, pushed, squashed, lifted up and nearly got stepped. omg it was the most scariest day of my life. when me ether and xiaoqin went at 645, there were like a thousand over people, so we decided to go to the main entrance to just look at them. SO! while we were waiting till 8 plus near 9, then fans got so damn excited, they started to try to pry open the door! like OMG! the first try was unsuccessful. then they tried the second time, omg they opened like 2cm, the whole crowd started screaming and cheering! and so they got excited and they finally pry opened the door! LIKE OMG. it was the normal thick huge glass door like any other malls! and they just pry open like that! :O OMGOMGOMG. then they started to pushed and squeezed just to get in! and suay suay, we were in the middle! so we got pushed and squeezed! and stupid me tiptoed to look at what was happening, and while i was kinda off the ground, they pushed and i was lifted off the ground and i couldnt feel the floor! like OMG. then when i was finally on the ground, they squeezed us like pancakes, i nearly couldnt breathe! i tot i was going to die there! i'm not trying to exaggerate! its true! we were all squeezed and i tot there was going to be a stampede! i was squeezed between the door and the crowd! i tot i was going to die there, serious! like OMG! then after that everyone rushed to the 5th level! but we were forced down by the officials. like what the hell =.= oh i forgot to say, while everyone was trying to squeezed through the door, the orange tree fell! and everyone stepped on the oranges! omg. well so we were so scared we didnt dare to go anymore so we decided not to go for the fan-signing alr. omg the most scary day of my life. then we went to ion to shop for zhihong's present! :D hehehe took loads of pics :D hehehe :D

then another week of working and sat went out with xiaoqin sherm shir and ether! :D hahaha :D went to eat lunch with xiaoqin at mos! :D hahaha then went shopping with sherm! :D then we were early so we went to the tampines mall de open plaza to chill :D took pics there and we decided to give ether a surprise at the ballet studio! :D hehehehe she got a shock! :D and she was so shy! :D then we went for dinner at cartel! :D YUMMY! :D i love their ribs! :D then we decided to go open plaza to eat icecream! :D hehehe :D on the way to buy icecream, we talked about drinking! :D hahaha so we decided to go drinking one day! :D wahahah! :D and xiaoqin told us about her sis getting drunk, omg so funny! :D hope i wun be like that :D hehehe yay we going to drink one day! hahaha excited! :D

today went to shop for new year goodies! wahh i damn tired sia. hahaha okayokay i going to upload photos on facebook now, if not xiaoqin going to hunt me down, hehehe :D

AND NEW YEAR IS COMING! which means..................

$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$$ :D

2010-01-24T22:13:00.002+08:00

OMG i'm starting work tmr. like, AHHHHHHHH I'M STARTING WORK TMR! WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! OMG. OHMYGOD. OH. MY. GOD. OMGOMGOMGOMG!

i feel so not ready. dunno what are my colleagues like, will they be nice like how ether told me hers was, dunno how my work will be like, wonder if i will die within a month, or maybe even earlier :( seriously i feel so lost, dunno what will happen to me during work. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! OMG.

OMG. bless me.

2010-01-20T22:32:00.003+08:00

went for interview today! :D at this place called rochor centre, and its at some ulu ulu place, turned round and round to find the stupid place. then when i found it, i went in, the office is just half of the size of my house. then i filled in the form, and the boss asked me in. omg the boss is so fierce, and strict lahh! sighs. dun think he will employ me and i dun think i want it too :(

and HAHAHA I THINK MY MUMMY SO FUNNY! :D she saw that i was slacking at home since start of this year, so she decided to call adecco using my name to ask what was going on. and hahaha here's part of the convo.

MY MUM: hi, i want to know why havent i get notices for jobs?
STAFF: oh did you register?
MY MUM: yah i did.
STAFF: oh i see, may i know your ic no. please?

since my mum did not memorise my ic no., she asked the staff to wait awhile while she try to write down my ice no. :D HAHAHA :D

MY MUM: oh my ic no. is s9103****.
STAFF: oh okay, pls give me a minute while i try to search.

waiting....

STAFF: err i cant find your profile here, did you register?
MY MUM: yes i did, i even came to the office to register. oh wait, err maybe you TRY s9130****?
(OHMYGOD, SHE ACTUALLY USED THE WORD TRY.)
STAFF: ah yes, i found it. is your name choo yishan?
MY MUM: YES YES YES! :D
STAFF: oh okay i will refer you to my consultant.
MY MUM: huh? you not the consultant mehh?
STAFF: uh no, i am just a receptionist.

HAHAHAHA i think my mummy super funny! :D love her loads! :D going out these few days, means i need $$$$$$$$$$$! :( save save save! :D

2010-01-16T19:22:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHHHH I'M ONLY HERE TO SAY,

AVATAR IN 3D IS DAMN FREAKING GOOD! :D WAHAHAHA :D

2010-01-14T22:29:00.005+08:00

woah damn busy nowadays. hahaha finally have time to blog alr! :D

right, so from 5-7 jan2010, we had the annual TJBT CAMP! :D ahaha didnt go for the first day coz i have 2 interviews :( the first one i went was bgc and the guy kept saying "good good good..." even when my english got B4 for o's and L1R5 was 13 =.= everything was just good to him =.= anyways then went for the camp on the second day! couldnt wake up in the morning so met up with xiaoqin and naresh for lunch and went for the afternoon training :D camwhored there and did alot of things! :D then went back and play games! hehehe :D coz the juniors wasnt punctual for something, they were late for 12 mins so the seniors can throw 12 packets of water bombs at them! OHYAY! :D hahaha so fun! :D

then we started the games! well the juniors were split into 2 teams, charmong and auresa =.= HAHA how creative! :D anyway yupps they were supposed to run from one side of the tennis court, each holding one tennis ball, and try to put it through the net to make a word TEAM :D and so the seniors created an alumni team! and we won man! :D SENIORS ROCKS! :D hahaha and throwing water bombs were so fun! :D then bathed and waited for all to come to eat dinner together! we waited for millions of years for the senior boys coz we dunno what they were doing and while waiting, we camwhored! and the juniors cracked their brains for their skit! :D hahaha! :D after dinner, the juniors went to prepare for their skit and the seniors, yirong shirleen shermaine ether xiaoqin me leon junrong guorong naresh kirk, played games! the slurping game and bang bang game! (forgot what's that called :P)

and the longwaited skit! :D hahaha zongyang was super open for the skit! "stomachache cannot huh! CANNOT HUH!" wow he's damn good! :D and zongyang won the best actor! :D YAY ZONGYANG! :D and the fabulous seniors had to come up a skit in ten minutes! and we did it! :D COOL SENIORS AND SENIORS ROCK! :D WOOHOO! :D shir junrong and naresh were nerds, the team couple ether the boyfriend and guorong the girlfriend, yirong the exco, me xiaoqin sherm the ah-lians!, kirk and leon the star players =.= and yahan the narrator! :D we were so cool! :D and we won a treat at simpang! :D hahaha while the juniors were in their dorm watching YES MAN! the seniors were happily eating prata at simpang! :D wahahaha thankyou mrsgoh jiaolian mrgan and mrsgan! :D hehehe :D i went home while most of them went back to school :)

the next day i missed the 5k run to east coast! i wanted to TRY running, but i had piano :( so i went back at around 1115? and the asshole security doesnt want to let me in even though i was an alumni and i offered to go and get a visitor pass coz i was wearing slippers and i told them i had a camp! wtf. he said,"if its impt, ask your friends to bring shoes down." WTF? anyways so xiaoqin the nice girl brought shoes down for me! :D hehehe then see them train! :D break camp and the seniors went for lunch! :D hahaha had such a great fun at camp! :D i missed it esp during the time when the juniors were preparing the skit and the seniors were talking and playing! so fun! :D where can i find such friends anymore? :) i cherish them loads! :D they are the best! :D they are so fun, so loving, though they always shoot people including myself, even though they might not be the cleverest, not the most hardworking, not prefect in everyone's eyes, not the best in the world, THEY ARE THE BEST IN MY EYES! THEY ARE THE MOST AWESOME FRIENDS I'VE EVER HAVE! :D THEY ARE GREAT! :D i feel the happiest when i'm with them! even though that day some were missing, but it was really fun! :D THATS WHY I SAY TJBT ROCKS, ITS THE BEST, TJBT HAD THE BEST PEOPLE I'VE EVER MET! :D i'm gonna miss most of them! and of coz my most darling junior CHELSEA! :D ohman, i dunno how to say but i will just say,

I LOVE ALL OF YOU! YOU ALL ARE THE BEST! :D LOVE YOU ALL LOADS LOADS LOADS! :D

well the next thing was the open house on 9jan2010! :D well it was fun though, and we went to TP's open house! temasekpoly! and i saw SHILING! :D AHHHHHHHHH SUPER LONG NEVER SEE HER! :D hahaha feels great to see her though she had to rush for project :D hahaha had lunch there and ether fell in love with the food there =.= she wants to go to all the canteens there =.= HAHA she wants to go back there again :D and we got shocked by the cheering until they were like "okay we dun cheer, you all go in okay?" HAHA that was funny! :D and we got helium balloons! :D ether tried it and her voice was super duper funny! :D laughed like some crazy woman there :P ETHER ALWAYS MAKES ME LAUGH WITH WHATEVER SHE DO! :D HAHAHA love her! :D hahaha then went home :D

HAD BBQ @ ETHER'S HOUSE ON 10jan2010 with me ether xiaoqin sherm yirong shir dandan dyane claudia melo zongyao and kenneth! :D HAHAHA met her at 1130 at her house for lunch! :D then we left for bbqwholesale! :D hahaha took 24, and walked to bbqwholesale =.= omg it was super far and the weather was crazily hot! bought the stuff at bbq wholesale and after walking a distance, we decided to take bus to bedokinter. HAHAHA finally! :D then went to ntuc and somehow i bang a trolley into all the trolleys! :P OOPS! hahaha then we went to shop for everything, trying to keep in budget :) hahaha then went to buy bread and bought a very cool bubbletea with pink pearls! it was nice lehh! :D hahaha :D then went back to ether's house for bbq! and there came a mystery guest! KENNETHCHEW! :D HAHAHA you can guess what happen lahh, i dun want the femalelead to kill me when she sees this :P HAHAHA photos on FB! :D while walking to busstop to go home with yirong xiaoqin and ether, we did lots of jump shots! :D oh and ether burned 20 hotdogs! and shir created a super big fire, and we had to close the lid to try and make it smaller, which after that couldnt open coz it came out! woah we tried hard to get it back man. HAHAHA :D i love that day! hope time would stop at that day :( gonna miss all of them :D

then i went training ytd! :D hahaha went for pepper lunch with ether and xiaoqin! :D hahaha after that, OHMYGOD. we tried to walk from century square which is in tampines to temasek jc =.= we nearly died when we reached eastpoint in simei =.= bought a bubbletea there! it was nice! :D and we gave up in the end, and we decided to take 38 to school! YAY! :D HAHAHA talked and laughed alot while walking and taking bus! :D gonna miss it :( me ether xiaoqin, we can just talk and talk and talk without stopping for days and nights! :D cool man, i'm so gonna miss them. ether got a job alr, means i will get to see her lesser :( so sad! :( hurhur T.T sighs. anyways, so went back to school and hahah talked again with sherm joining us :D then went for training and there were quite a number of appeal guys! :D and seriously the ah guy just piss me off. sighs. but there's this VS guy, WOW HE IS SUPER PRETTY! :D esp when he clipped his hair! :O and he is quite cute oso :D hahaha :D but seriously, he looked like a jap and super pretty! hahaha :D went for dinner with ether xiaoqin and naresh and we talked for an hour! OMG. hahah but i love all this talks! :D feel great when we talked like that! :D just sitting down and drinking stuff, and talk for non stop, i just love this. :D talk and talk and talk :D hahaha LOVE IT! :D

did nothing today =.= no job, no income :( just slacked at home :( nevermind! I'M GOING TRAINING TMR TO SEE MY CUTEST JUNIOR CHELSEATOH! :D AND PADDY! :D HAHAH :D YAY! :D cant wait for training tmr! :D hehehehe :D

2010-01-04T15:39:00.002+08:00

OH I FORGOT TO POST MY NEW YEAR RESOLUTIONS! :D hehehehe :D

1. FIND A JOB ASAP. HAHAHA :D
2. EARN AS MUCH MONEY AS POSSIBLE! err is it same as point one?? :P
3. REVAMP MY WARDROBE! WAHAHAHA! that needs money too :(
4. BUY SUPER JUNIOR SUPER SHOW I & II! :D WAHAHAHA and that needs money also! T.T
5. CATCH UP WITH LOTS OF FRIENDS! before all of us go uni and separate :(
6. PERSUADE MY MUM TO LET ME STAY HOSTEL. and my mum sure say "then you pay the hostel fee yourself", which need money again :( thats why i need a job! :(
7. TRAIN TRAIN TRAIN AND TRY TO MAKE MYSELF SMALLER :D HAHAHAHA :D nice phrasing horr :P
8. HAVE MORE CONFIDENCE IN MYSELF :D
9. HOPEFULLY CAN TAKE GRADE 7 PRAC ASAP :)
10. GIVE UP & FORGET. BECAUSE IT IS REALLY OVER.

wahahaha hopefully can really do all these :D hehehehe :D

2010-01-04T15:30:00.003+08:00

HAHA went to play mahjong yesterday at junrong's house with kirk yirong junrong & guorong! :D after sooooooo long i finally get to play! wahahaha! and i lost damn a lot, lucky never play real money, PHEW! :P hahaha :D

training camp tmr, dunno if i should stay over anot, coz sherm not coming first night, i cant stayover the second night coz got piano next morning. sianz. && the worst thing is, I STILL HAVE GOT A JOB! :S woah and i need lots of money! :( sianz. SOMEBODY? GIVE ME A JOB?! hurhur T.T

&&& i'm real bored at home! i wanna go out with friends! go sakae and kbox with ether they all! :D hehehhe :D

我没有想到，原来放弃这么困难，这么痛苦。

2009-12-28T22:19:00.002+08:00

okay so putting my anger aside, i had quite a happy day today :D

went out with yirong ether huixin me! :D went to seoul garden and we concluded that our appetite shrank like a million times :S how sad. mean i cant eat as much as last time alr :( i felt so sad. hahaha after that went walking around at marina square, then we decided to go shopping! :D wahahaha super long never go shopping le, hehehe :D went to 313@Somerset :D hahaha the Forever 21 there is SUPER FABULOUS! :D woah but only the 3rd and 4th level suits me, hahaha :D then i saw Cotton On. WOAH! damn big! :D then went Uniclo! omg i fell in love with the coats there! :D OH AND I MUST SAY, IM STARTING TO FALL IN LOVE COATS! those that are long and just above knees! OMG IT JUST TOO PRETTY! WAHHHHHHH! WOOHOO i swear im gonna have one in my wardrobe once i get my salary :D hehehe :D its just too pretty, make i got influenced by the korean industry? but hahaha i dont care! i wanna have one, even if my mum keeps complaining that it is useless coz we cant use it in singapore but i still want one! its just too pretty! :) well i kinda get cold easily, so maybe i will get to use it? hehehe :D good excuse yeah? hehehe :D i just love coats! its damn cool! :D LOVE IT LOVE IT! :D I SWEAR IM GONNA HAVE ONE! :D

okayokay back to today :D yupps then we got quite tired, maybe from eating and walking then we decided to go to 313@Somerset's Food Republic to go sit sit :D hahaha we wanted to eat some desserts, so rong-er saw that icekacang is twobucks only! then we were like "woah cheap lehh, okay go buy!" :D then when we got nearer, the icekacang was THREEBUCKS =.= we went like "HAHAHAHAHAHA!" then we decided! go catch a movie! :D then walked to cathay cineleisure and the queue to buy the tix was ^&*(*& phwooargh! so yahh, in the end we didnt watch movie, oso because no nice movie. then we were quite tired so we went to STARBUCKS! :D hehehe love starbucks :D bought bagels! :D yupps talk loads there, and talk about something happened today that made me angry. anyhoos, then we went home! and we decided to go manicure and pedicure together! :D woohoo! :D yupps then i went home :D HOME SWEET HOME :D

i dont think i can sleep tonight.

2009-12-28T22:13:00.002+08:00

i hate to say this, and i rarely mean it, but this time, i mean every word i say.

I HATE YOU.

i usually dont get angry easily, even if i get angry, i usually hide it and i dont show it at all. but this time, you seriously pissed me off. this is maybe the first time this year i got so angry that i am still fucking angry now. seriously, you are dead, if i ever find out who you are, you are seriously dead. i am so damn fucking angry that i didnt even realise i started to raise my voice. and i dont know when i will stop being angry, so dont let me find out who you are.

seriously stop all this nonsense and crap before everything gets out of hand and no one, NO ONE can stop me. so just stop it.

2009-12-12T21:49:00.002+08:00

HAHA im here to keep my blog alive! :D

okay i need to update on ALOT of things, so many that i cant remember what to update. okay, one by one.

JTS:
woah long story, but it was super fun! :D and lots of thanks to the juniors! guess they spent a bomb on the seniors... when we have like 15 seniors? and juniors only have like 9? sighs, poor them :( GONNA MISS YOU ALL LOADS! :D

MY BDAE!:
haha shir,ether,sherm and xiaoqin was so sweet! at first i really tot we were just going for group lunch. then they actually bought a cake! :D and they did a book for me! :D YAY! :D so sweeeeeeeeeeeet~ and they gave me a PINK sunglasses! it was so cute! :D hehehe thanks girls! :D and the class gave me a bunch of flowers! :D hahaha thankyou! :D OHMYGOD and my mum saw the book that the girls gave me! OHMYGOD.

FAREWELL:
it all started off with civics, which i think is of no use at all. but yahh, the concert was fun thou! :D

ALEVELS:
ohmygod the big fat ugly monster. sighs. got nothing to say. hope everything will go well.... AND I HAVE THE SAY, CHEM PAPER 1 WAS @#$%^&*()*&^%$#!#*((^#

CLASS BBQ!:
hahaha was quite fun thou, played mahjong and all :D

PROM! :D :
hahahahaha FACEBOOK! :D all the pics are there :) me sherm xiaoqin went for hairstyling and makeup together! :D it was fun! :D then went to sheraton hotel for prom! :D YAY! :D took pics with loads of people :D happy happy :D the food was not bad, hehehe :P and the dancefloor was so disappointing. i think it only lasted for like 15 mins? damn sad lahh......... then me ether xiaoqin naresh mingda zhihong james went out and walked everywhere and we ended up at................................ MACS. HAHA :D

right, so did i miss out anything?

sighs, everything just pass so fast! T.T so sad! everyone is going different way le, damn sad... girls going to work, then go uni, boys all going army. sighs. just by thinking, i feel so sad. must catch up withe everyone! YES I MUST! :D hurhur so sad. and my jc life ended. how sad can this be. HURHUR T.T DAMN SAD LAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

no mood to blog anymore. ):

2009-07-21T22:58:00.002+08:00

haha i was thinking about this yesterday. it was damn random, i think it was partly because studying makes people go crazy and think about alot of stuff (:

one. i wanna go to korea, taiwan and japan before i get married! and i want to go with friends and family! :D LOVES! :D

two. i want to be rich. i want to have a million dollars in my bank before the age of 28! :D woohoo!~ ohwell, thats still a long way, hope that i can make it! :P 10 more years to go! HAHA! :D

three. i want to live in a condo with a dog. a lil one i mean. :P those big ones will scare me to hell! hahaha cute lil ones that i can cuddle in my arms! like when i reach home, then it will be at my doorstep to welcome me and i will hug when im sad. when i need a listening ear, i would talk to my dear dog! :D like, SO NICE~~~ :D hahaha i know im kinda scared of dogs, but i think i will be able to overcome it! YAY! :D HAPPY-NESS! :D

four. after watching the 10pm show, i want to marry someone whose heart beat in unison with mine (: like so nice! :D ah theres still a long way ... we'll see about that (: HAHA. :D

five. i know im dreaming, but i wanna meet super junior! okay im still dreaming .... HAHA! :D

six. i wanna learn korean language, driving and dance! hahaha thats alot lehh, hahaha we will see how (:

seven. i hope i can stay in touch with ALL my friends and can meet often, for shopping or a talk or just for fun! like, so nice ... sighs, i really hope so! :D esp some special people (:

sighs. i think i should stop daydreaming seriously ... HAHA! :P

2009-07-18T23:34:00.003+08:00

ohh ohh! i forgot to add something! i passed my jcts! :D and im kinda satisfied with my results! DEESS :D not bad lahh, at least for me. BUT! im gonna work harder! YAY! :D hope that i can have the discipline to work hard and mug and be a good girl ...... hahaha! :D

im still waiting for my video to load ..............

and its still loading ...................

and loading ................

and loading ................

and finally its done! :D YAY! :D

LOLS =.=

2009-07-18T23:29:00.002+08:00

went to study with sherm, ether, zhihong and zhiyang today! :D kinda productive, so im kinda happy! :D at least i finished maths regression tutorial and physics nuclear physics tutorial, thou there were a number of blanks :P but i did try okay! and those in blanks are those i really dunno how to do. hahaha i was supposed to reach at 10, but i was way too tired and i woke up at 11 and reached at around 12 :P oops. hahaha then studied till 5, taking a lil rest in the middle. and then me and sherm went to shopping! :D hahaha i really love shopping with friends! esp great friends! :D we bought the same top! :D hahaha shld wear it together one day! :D then walked around and left at 7 as sherm has tuition! :)

such a fun day today! :D woohoo!~ :D tmr is another mugging day ... i think im starting to like mugging :) i dunno why, but its a good thing right! :) off to watch my videos! :D hehehe. :P

2009-07-16T19:28:00.002+08:00

went to check my results today and im damn happy! coz i didnt get U for any subjects! :D YAY! CHEERS! :D thumbsup for me! b^^d hehehe :P and im really thankful to mrscheong for giving me a high grade for class participation and made me pass physics! OHYAY! :D omg this is the first time in JC life that i passed physics! AWW. mrscheong so nice ... hahaha so touched! :D:D:D althou sll my subjects are below 5o percentile, but its okay! coz im really happy that i passed 3 subjects and got S for 2 subjects! :D hahaha a motivation for me to work harder! :D thou the result is not good, but i think i deserve it :) im still happy :)

sighs, i wanna go out and chill, but everyone is working so hard now. so yah, i must work hard too! AJA AJA HWAITING! :D going to study with shermy tmr! :D hope will be damn productive! :D 3 cheers for me! :D hehehe :P

im gonna be a good girl from now on, hopefully (: HWAITING! :D

2009-07-11T15:35:00.002+08:00

haha i was thinking about secondary school times just now :b

i remembered how i pon-ed school the first time with sinyee! :D hahaha we both went to tampines polyclinic and coz i didnt bring my ic, the stupid woman actually register me as a PR =.= asshole and i had to pay 21 bucks instead of 4 =.= hahaha but i got my mc! :D but sinyee only got an excuse chit! :P hahahaha! then went to watch movie with others! i cant remember who but i remember got ether! :D

i oso remember when i pon-ed school with shiling! :D coz i didnt finish my chinese essay so i pon-ed school :P hahaha we went to pasir ris polyclinic! :D hahaha while waiting for our turn to register, shiling waited for me while i finished my essay (: so nice! :D hahaha! then i forgot where we go alr :P

i oso remember when i pon-ed school with wenmei! :D but i think she's sick too ): hahaha i was supposed to meet her at 8 outside bedok polyclinic but i reached at 830 :P so she went to see the doc first :P then she waited for me and we went to library and she went to surf the net while i did some studying! :D i so guai right! :D hahahah!

but why issit all about me pon-ing school?? sighs. too much memory about pon-ing school :P hahaha! pon too much alr :P

ohh ohh! i oso remember when me and ether just came to AHS, then we went for badminton trials :P HAHAHAHA! i think if ether sees this she will kill me :P hahaha then she was so innocent! :D she tapped my shoulders and ask "err did i get in?" as in she was trying to ask if she got thru the audition (: then i was like "err if they got call your name means you got in lohh (:" and gave her a smile :D hahaha then she was like *nod nod* "oh okay, thankyou." and gave a smile too! :D hahaha she was so cute then! :D hahahahahahahahahahah! :D

aww i miss all the devotions in the morning during assembly and prayers during expressions and before all exams in hall ): hahahahah! it was so nice! :D and i am still happy about the jackets! :D hehehe :P

2009-07-10T21:24:00.002+08:00

FINALLY AFTER A MONTH OF RUNNING AROUND OF SINGAPORE AND ASKING FOR OPINIONS AND ORGANISING AND SOLVING THE PROBLEMS THAT HAPPEN, AND ANOTHER MONTH OF BEING A LOAN SHARK AND COLLECT MONEY FROM EVERYONE! AFTER TWO MONTHS OF WAITING, ITS FINALLY OUT! AND I THINK IT IS QUITE NICE! :D:D:D:D:D

the back of the jacket! :D
the full view of the back of the jacket! :D

the full view of the front of the jacket! :D

the front logo of the jacket! :D

i feel so accomplished! :D i feel so happy! :D i love this jacket loads coz im in charge of making it! :D YAY I LOVE IT! :D hope everyone likes it (: thou it was hard, but its really nice :D im so happy today! :D i feel so relieved too! :D hahaha i just cant stop smiling! :D

i want to thank shermy, for accompanying me to queenstown to get the jackets done and to collect the jackets with me today! without her, i would be dead by the time i reached home with the jackets! and always asking me if i need help, thankyou! :D and also helping me to pass down the messages to the whole team, be it paying up or asking them to reply me, thankyou! :D without her, i dont think i can make it so fast! :D

i want to thank shir too, for helping me to remind the whole team to pay up and giving lots of ideas for the jackets! thankyou so much shir! :D

lastly, i want to thank the whole team! :D for paying up promptly so that i can collect the jackets on time! :D and for cooperating with me to get the jackets done! :D hope you all will like it! :D and also, thankyou for waiting patiently for these two months while i settle some stuff! :D without any one of you, i dont think this will be possible, so THANKYOU SO MUCH! :D *bow* love all of you loads! :D TJBT ROCKS! :D I LOVE TJBT 2009! :D HWAITING! :D

thankyou:

shermy, ether, shir, xiaoqin, swee, eugenia, yirong, stacey, chelsea, paddy, chloe, yahan, guorong, junrong, leon, kirk, zhihong, zhiyang, wengloong, joel, zongyang, kokwei, kianleong and MESELF! :D

for making everything possible! :D

hahaha hope everyone like the jacket! :D looking forward to jts on 1st aug! :D hahaha hope it will be a good one! :D i so excited now! :D coz of the jackets! :D hahahahahahahahha! :D hahaha im so happy! :D thanks people! :D

2009-07-05T00:52:00.002+08:00

GO GO GO GO HA!

hahaha sorry i was random :P im just bored. use computer for the past ten hours? and my dear laptop is burning hot now. hahaha oops :P my laptop is the best! my best friend, my soulmate, my darling, my everything! :D:D:D:D loves! :D

3 more days and school is starting. ohmy. i hate this. ARGH! :( so sad. I WANNA WATCH MOVIE! :D &&& i felt a loser coz i was watching some videos on youtube and i cry like some crybaby, BUT IT WAS DAMN TOUCHING! aww. hahaha :)

& i have nothing to say anymore .................................
&& im going to sleep ................... SOON :P

2009-07-03T21:00:00.004+08:00

haha after like millions of years, im back! hahaha nv update for few months alr, i was mugging lehh! *like real =.=* hahaha! but i was kinda busy! :D okayokay some updates.

BADMINTON ADIV COMPETITION 2009!! :D hmmm, must say its a really an experience. but somehow, i just like wanna box myself. partnered stacey for the first few matches and eugenia for the last match. (: hahaha it was so different from last year! like the feeling and all! maybe cause there were so many changes, eg coaches, juniors came in, yahan was down and all. we were much closer, had a common goal (not that we didnt have last year, but it was stronger this year), we fight together, we actually went up to the opponents and the opponents' coaches to shake hands to show gratitude (: so sweet! we even had prayers before the last match! :D how cool is that! :D and i must say, i love this team more than anything any time. we were so much closer this year with the juniors than last year with the seniors (: all in all, we had a very different feeling :D AND I HAD SUBWAY FOR DINNER AFTER ALMOST EVERY MATCH! omg. HAHA! :D aww. im so gonna miss this team, this wonderful team, this so-precious-to-me team! ONE TEAM ONE DREAM! :D remember our dream? remember we once had this dream, this goal ... LOVES! TJBT 2009! an unforgettable experience, a memory for a lifetime :D not forgetting all the lovable teammates! and all my dearies! shermaine, ether, shirleen, swee, yirong, chelsea, xiaoqin, eugenia, paddy, stacey, chloe and yahan! :D LOVES! <3333333

SEOUL GARDEN GATHERING!! :D hahaha had it after the week the season end coz i have a 50% off voucher! hahaha had lotsa fun with sherm, ether, yirong, chelsea, dyane, claudia and melo! :D hehehe ate lotsa food too! :P and dyane kept playing with this small little kid and this kid actually took ether's "strawberry"! hahaha! she had to chase her to get back her pouch! it was so hilarious! we all kept laughing lahh! :D had a video of it but im too lazy to upload! :P hehehe. :P all in all, i had fun! :D hehehe yay! :D

CAN! MARATHON 2009! :D haha i was quite reluctant to go in the first place, but im really glad i did in the end. it was so fun! :D took loads of picture to kill time, did lotsa crazy stuff, AND when the marathon start, i actually had to run for 30 mins continuously when i actually thought i only have to run ONE ROUND =.= sighs. but im glad i ran! hehehe! it was so fun! going round the school, took crazy pictures with shir yirong sherm ether paddy xiaoqin! hahaha there were so many! :D hehehe :P will upload when i have the time! *which is like dunno when ... :P* hahaha! so fun so fun! :D and i love my team! :D woohoo~! :D

GUITAR CONCERT 2009! :D hahaha went with iris and priyanka! :D and we decided to dress up and so i actually wore a white dress! hahaha! meet priyanka to get flowers for our dearest adagio nimcampoop twit bird *in short, its xinghui :P* coz its her concert, then went to school and saw loads of people from the can! marathon! ahhhhh! then met iris! she dress so cool~~~~! then went to audi and we actually had to get some chop thingy to get in. sighs. all because of H1N1. oh wells. the concert was not bad! then had dinner with the 3 at yoshinoya! :D yay first dinner outside with them! :D too bad shengxian was not there .... ): its okay, we can go out again! :D yippee! :D great job twit! :D hehehe :P

TJC DSA TRIALS! :D saw many good BOYS players! the girls were not bad lahh, but i think those boys who came were good! ohmy. our "dearest" vp, just dun wanna let us get some boys for dsa. WTH?! seriously. poot. its a good gathering for us too! like after so long after season we are back together and playing badminton too! oh man, i feel rusty, yikes. D:

TJC INVITATIONAL BADMINTON CHAMPIONSHIP 2009! :D haha went back to help only (: at least i bother to go back right! :D it was quite alright! took loads of photos too! but with wengloong's dslr! his dslr rocks man! i wanna get one too~ when i have the money lahh :D had the skipping competition! it was better than i thought (: hahaha gonna miss playing badminton! ):

AVIVA BADMINTON OPEN 2009! :D hahaha went with ether for 4 days! :D hahaha took pics, saw loads of cute guys, saw sherm's friends from siglap cc, saw this person that i dun wanna see. yikes. but it was fun! thou i gave up my studying time for that, but i didnt regret! yay! :D so fun so fun! and me and sherm actually pon tuition for that! cool right! :D hehehe and ether was cheering so crazily for her peter gade, baochunlai and more, i cant remember! hahaha! and she was so cute! ether, do not comment anything about the previous sentence (: hehehe :P all in all, i love aviva! i swear im gonna be the linesman next year! i regretted so much for giving up the place of linesman for aviva lahh! ): sadness. but its okay, im going back next year! cheers! :D

JUNE COMMON TEST 2009! D: ah, i just finished jcts btw. ohmy it was so hard lahh! or maybe i just didnt study enough ... hmmm ... but seriously i should start studying alr ... hurhur! regrets. not studying harder. sighs. got that feeling that i will fail this jcts and that my dear principal would wanna see my parents. ohman. it would be disastrous. ahhhh! but for now, i shall enjoy these few days of holiday! HOLIDAY, IS A WONDERFUL DAY! :D hahaha after maths paper today, went for kbox with ether sherm dyane and sharron! :D it was so fun, so high, so funny! :D seriously, kbox is the best way to destress and vent frustrations, vent anger and all! so fun! i think we are quite noisy, but who cares! hehehe :P i really had lotsa fun today! :D hehehehe! :D

hahahaha i think im gonna blog often now coz like my blog like dying soon lehh. hahahha! such a long post to compensate the long time that i didn't blog! :D hehehe :P ether still wrote on her personal message in msn to ask me update my blog, HAHA! :D AND IM GONNA STUDY AFTER THIS HOLS END! :D so for now, i will go enjoy myself :P hehehe :P whats life without enjoyment! (is there such word?) hahaha! when school starts, i have to fight another battle, ohman. sucks man. so people, make use of this hols to relax, enjoy or whatever you want, because when school starts, when can you do this? totally no time D: so yupps! im gonna go play now, BYES PEOPLE! :D HAVE FUN! :D WOOHOO~! :D

one last thing, WHY DIDNT THEY EXTENT THE JUNE HOLS?! i was so sad lahh. DX

2009-04-16T23:35:00.002+08:00

went to check my MCTs results just now, and i realised my maths got 56 percentile! omg first time it's over 50 percentile! yippee~! :D

went out with joyce today! she came back from aussie and she's going back this sat :( went to bugis to watch 17 again! omg its super funny and super nice! :D after that we went to muji to buy stuff. omg joyce made me buy so many pens and we bought food! woohoo~ hahaha :P had lotsa fun with her today! hahaha shall go out with her again when she comes back on 17 june (:

i dunno what the hell is wrong with me. time to wake up, yishan.

2009-04-05T18:11:00.004+08:00

this is nick vujicic, he has no arms and no legs. but he is positive! and very inspirational! this was what he said at a particular school.

* nick fell down on purpose. he cant get up easily like many of us because he has no limbs. and this was what he said.

"Along the way you might fall down,
So what do you do when you fall down?
Get back up?
everybody knows to get back up.
Because if I start walking (when he already fell down and flat on the floor), you’re not going to get anywhere.
But I tell you, there’s sometimes in life,
When you fall down, and you feel like you don’t have the strength to get back up.
Do you think you have hope?
Because I tell you, I’m down here,
Face down, and I have no arms, no legs,
It should be impossible for me to get back up, but it’s not.
You see, I will try one hundred times to get up,
And if I fail one hundred times, if I fail and I give up,
Do you think I’m ever going to get up? NO.
But if I fail and I try again, and again, and again,
But I just want you to know that it’s not the end.
It matters how you’re going to finish.
Are you gonna finish strong?

And you will find that strength to get back up, like this."

* he crawled to the nearest elevated thing (for this time, it was a telephone.) and put his head on the phone, and moved his body nearer and nearer to the phone, and when he feels appropriate, he pushes himself up. and he got up.

this was taken from xinghui. it was really nice seeing the video and in the video, many cried. he is a great person. (:

2009-04-04T12:38:00.003+08:00

it sucks totally to feel real stupid. getting back mcts is a real blow for me. maths, i was really diappointed in myself. like i studied hard for it, but all i get is a fail. i didnt want to get that, i was hoping for at least a D, but yet, this is all i get, for my hardwork. chem, i tot i did well, i tot i would at least get an E, but i failed damn badly. thats why i say its not good that i feel that chem paper was okay, because it usually turn out worse. last year promos, i did way better, and i felt that the paper was kinda hard after taking it. omg i dunno what the hell is wrong with me. physics, ah oh well, i expect myself to fail, but not so badly, i tot i would at get a S, and i got a U. this is hell man. GP, after what ms norsheha said, i will most probably fail damn badly. econs, i dun dare to have much hope, after getting back all this papers. oh well, i hope this will wake me up. it really suck when you are the bottom of your class and everyone get good grades and like smiling and i have to like force out a smile. i tot i worked hard, not damn hard, but at least i worked hard, but this is all i get, fail, fail, fail and fail.

i not so timid anymore. im gonna be strong.

2009-03-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

omg mcts are finally are OVER! omgomgomg. hahaha okay about the last two papers, maths was quite okay, but i stunned at the first question, and there are a few which are unsolvable to me ): then physics was ... what can i say? i decided to give up after maths paper alr! i finished half an hour earlier and i slept, looked around, drew on the foolscap paper and lots more. seriously, i left a question blank fully. like the question is like 15 marks? hahaha told you i gave up alr.

right, so after physics paper, i met shermy at the traffic light, then we bought bubble tea! after which guorong met us and we went to SEE him eat lunch coz we were supposed to meet ether for lunch (: talked cock for quite awhile. hahaha guorong wanted to have mcvalue lunch, but he went at 1156, the something funny happen.

auntie: no no no, mcvalue lunch haven start yet, must wait until 12.
guorong: oh nvm lahh, i buy first, then you deliver me at 12.
auntie: cannot cannot! must wait until 12!

omg the auntie is so funny! she took it so seriously! hahaha! so cute! hahah then gourong left for basketball match then me and shermy went to TM to meet ether. ate yoshi and randomly they decided to come to my house =.= ether and shermy wanted to sleep for an hour or so, but in the end, we all went to youtube to watch SS501! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! omgomgomg they are like so handsome and cute! omgomgomg. they are taking my breathe away! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D my darlings! :D then went for training. omg it was super tiring! had foot work, which was like ... hell. i almost died. damn tiring lah! but it was good for us lahh. then had matches. omg i sucked to the core. as usual, i played like shit. dunno what the hell is wrong with me. idiot.

then went to 85 for dinner! yay! :D talked cock as usual! :D fabulous dinner! :D oh i forgot to mention the j2 talk with mrsgoh before training. she asked us 2 questions: what does the team mean to you? what legacy do you want to leave behind when you leave the team? hmmm. that really make me think alot. hahaha oh well.

hahahaha omg i woke up at 1400 today! omg so pig. hahahaha so thats why i still dun feel like sleeping now! hahhaha! sighs. okayokay i shall go watch my darlings, ss501 alr! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! :D yay here i come, my darlings! :D

2009-03-25T18:24:00.004+08:00

woohoo! 3 papers down! 2 left! yay! ^^v

okay first one was GP on mon. sighs. what can i say? its was quite okay, but they said there was a similar question in the post mortem that i did. sianz. =.= but nvm lahh, i dun intend to do well for GP oso. then had econs in the afternoon. sighs. was rather hard and i couldnt do a few questions. sighs. i deserved it anyway coz i didnt study hard for it and i dont intend to score well for econs anyway. sighs.

then had a break on tues coz i have no paper! yay gave me more time to study for chem! but still. sighs. so today had chem paper. its was quite okay, but i think it will come out bad. coz everytime i say the paper was okay, end up i get back the marks is not okay AT ALL. sighs. but i did put in effort for chem lehh! i slept at 130AM and woke up at 4AM to study horr! hehehe so proud of myself that i can wake up :P yay! but when i was doing the paper the things i remember just cant flow to my brains. like i get stuck for a few qns for quite long coz i just couldnt think of the answer when i know that ive already studied! and i memorised alr! but it just cant flow to my brains. sianz! maybe i never study enough bahh. sighs.

then today before the paper start, the invigilator said "before the you start the paper ..." then i thought of AHS. like when i was in AHS, when we are having major exams in the hall, like MYE and EOY exams and prelims and the real o levels, the teachers will take turn to come into the hall everyday, before every paper, to pray for us. (coz we are a christian school you see :D) then its like so sweet and nice when people bowed their head and pray, even if they are praying for themselves, even if they are praying for the whole cohort, even if they just want to take a short nap before the paper start, its just so heartwarming to see everyone bowing their heads, and hear the teachers to say the prayers. its just so ... homely. it feels like im at home, everyone is so nice. its like ... you know! aiyah i dunno how to put it in words lehh! and because of this, it makes me feel like praying for everyone too! :D the teachers will go like "dear lord, may You bless the students with knowledge and wisdom. may the knowledge flow and may they be not hesitant when answering the questions. " and alot more but i cant remember lahh :D like so nice right! like woah! so heartwarming! :D its just so ... nice. like i missed those times in the hall having major exams (thou i dread those exams) when we all prayed and all. the teachers coming to give us encouragement through the words of God and prayers before EVERY paper, i missed that too! ): awww. i miss AHS. i missed those times. sighs.

okayokay now i need to go have my dinner and start on maths. shit lahh, i feel so bad when guorong asked me qns just now coz i think he started like damn early and im still like using the com and updating my blog and all. and i still slept for an hour just now! shit. i think i deserved to fail if i really do. sighs, when will my hardworking cells work? hmmm. do they even exist? hmmmmmmmmmm.

2009-03-23T21:08:00.000+08:00

SORRY.
THANKYOU.
BYEBYE.

i dunno why the fuck am i crying.

2009-03-17T22:25:00.002+08:00

ahhh dunno how many million years never blog alr :P ahaha i was busy you see, so yupps. i was studying just now! AT HOME! surprisingly i can study at home, and because im studying at home, thats why im blogging now coz i got bored of studying =.= ahaha! so yupps, an update of my life.

lets see, lets start from pilot pen competition. yupps so me and xiaoqin paired up again and for once we were bye-ed first round! something to be happy about coz like its the FIRST time! woohoo~ but yah our opponent in the second round was not bad. something quite bad happened (not to me or xiaoqin) on that day that coz some ppl to be upset but yah, i shldnt say here :D SMILES (: yupps and me and xiaoqin did our best! thou we lost, but i was still happy, coz we did our best, not like CSC and cheers, we did our very best for this competition! :D YAY! LOVES! :D thankyou xiaoqin for making my last pilot pen a wonderful and memorable one! :D cheers! :D love you much! :D went back for gym but wasnt feeling real well. sad.

then had temasek ignite the next day! friday the 13th! awww. but it was a great day! :D went for lunch at macs with shir ether and sherm. hahaha shir dropped her icecream! ahaha that was damn funny! XD then went back to study and then went for ignite at 3! ahaha we had to wear the ahpek shirt! :( but still, we had fun! watched lotsa funny videos! ahahaha including ours with a pic of me falling on the floor! DX haha but all in all ignite was fun! omg the boys are like damn good lahh. they went off early to get food for us! so nice right! cheers to the boys! :D in the end we had so much food, but we still managed to finish it! and we went to get more =.= not me lahh, but you can expect who lahh :P wheee~ then took food for coach and went for a friendly with AHS. it was really a great experience. thou we lost, but ive gained what i did not have and understand myself better. but still, i feel that im stuck at a bottleneck. like you know, just dunno why i just cant improve anymore. maybe my footwork, and im working on it now. but still, there's SIXTEEN trainings left and i still dunno what the hell is wrong with me. damn.

had kidzquest @ Zoo! unlike last year, this year i had a partner with me! her name is zijing! her name so nice right :D our kid was gwen! she is like hyper active one. woah me and zijing had trouble trying to calm her down. she like keep bouncing here and there, just cant seem to sit down properly! :D but she was cute after all! :D had fun at the zoo! omg and yirong's kid cried when she saw yirong! aiyoh yirong went to scare the kid, just like what happened to ether last year! ahahah! :D but her kid was so pretty! :D tiring yet fun experience! and lincoln actually remembered me! wow i was impressed when he remembered me! ahahah! he was in the same capsule as me last year :D funny guy. then had to rush home and pack my bag for the stayover at NTU for bike rally! i was kinda excited about this coz im staying over with all my classmates! :D its like the first and maybe the last time! haha met for dinner with priyanka shengxian xinghui zhihong benjamin zhengyang zhenghao fredrick yeowjiang and yanren! had subway for dinner and its shengxian's and xinghui's first time at subway! :D ahahaha had fun there! :D then took but and reached NTU at 10 i think. and got the shirt, or say singlet and it was rather big. but hahaha it was okay lahh. then we had to sleep IN THE HALL! like they did not tell us to bring our sleeping bags lehh! sighs. then we went to wash up and priyanka and i decided not to sleep! talked abit about relationship! then xinghui iris and mariam joined in our conversation! shengxian couldnt stand our noise and she woke up too!! then talked abit and the rest went to sleep alr :( so me zhihong zongyao and zhenghao played the whole night without sleeping! ether was so tired that she went to sleep after awhile. the next day we had to wake up at 5AM! then they split us into 3 buses and i was in the last bus with zhenghao zhihong zongyao yanren zhengyang and yeowjiang! sad. and the goodie bag is like ... damn pathetic. then had to stay at the ulu place for marshalling with this AJ girl called carol. she was a nice girl! she actually reminded me to drink water in case i get dehydration. hahaha talked for quite abit and it was fun talking to her! she actually biked from chua chu kang to pasir ris before! omg! she so pro! :D hahah then the bus picked us up and the lunch is like ... pathetic too. had our next duty at changi/ECP so yupps. but halfway it rained and had to picked up all the other marshalls back (luckily i was still in the bus!) and we stayed at ECP for like 2 hours?! poor ether had to stay at some place at serangoon for 2 hours too! aww. we were so damn angry. then we alighted at ECP then me zhenghao and zhihong cabbed to bedok and went home. ether decided to take bus back home after 2 hours of waiting for the bus to pick her up and had to go back to ECP to collect back her belongings coz she left it in the bus. wanna know my comment about this bike rally? refer to my msn personal message. sighs. failure.

had training ytd and it was okay. (:

why are you so cold towards me now?

2009-03-05T21:41:00.001+08:00

BECAUSE I’M STUPID – SS501

Because I’m too stupid
I don’t know anyone else but you
You, who is looking at someone else
You probably don’t know how I feel
I’m probably not in your dreams
Probably don’t have memories of us too
Me, who is looking at you
Again and again the tears fall
I am happy even seeing your back
Although you still don’t know my heart
In the end you pass by my like the wind

The day when I miss you too much
The day when I won’t take it
The words ‘I love you’ stay in my mouth
Alone again crying for you
Alone again missing for you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

I’m probably not in your dreams
Probably don’t have memories of us too
Me, who is only looking at you
I’m making memories myself
Love is like a beautiful scar to me
Although I see your pretty smile
I can’t laugh with you

The day when I keep thinking about you
The day when my heart is cold and sad
The words ‘I miss you’ stay in my mouth
Alone again crying for you
Alone again missing for you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

Bye-bye never say goodbye
Even though I can’t hold you like this
I need you I can’t say anything
I want you I wish again and again

The day when I miss you too much
The day when my heart is cold and sad
The words ‘I love you’ stay in my mouth
Alone again crying for you

The day when I keeping thinking about you
The day when my heart is cold and sad
The words ‘I miss you’ stay in my mouth
Alone again crying for you
Alone again missing for you
Baby I love you
I’m waiting for you

2009-02-16T22:37:00.002+08:00

OMG I SAW THIS SOMEWHERE (I FORGOT WHERE :b) AND ITS SUPER SWEET! :D

i love chocolates. i love chocolate very very much. chocolates make me happy very day. would you like to be my chocolate, making every day of my life sweet and happy? would you like to be my chocolate, so that i can melt you with my warmth, care and love? would you like to be my chocolate, so that i can melt in your sweetness? i want you to be my chocolate because i want to love you just as much as i love choclate! (:

AWW. so sweet right! omgomgomg so nice! :D

2009-02-11T23:43:00.002+08:00

hmm, i think what shir said is quite true. so yupps, ive deleted the previous post. and to the person called hello, im sorry that i used such a tone but as you can see, i was really quite ... i dunno how to say, but yah, you just have to know that me and jiahong are just friends okay? (: thanks for your understanding (: if you haven see the post, thats good and just want you to know that we are just friends (:

2009-02-08T00:55:00.003+08:00

haha long time no blog coz im being a good girl and study! march common test is coming and i am super not prepared! ohshit. sighs. anyway on 30th jan, uncleandrew officially left us and we currently have a new coach. the farewell for uncleandrew was great coz we did a skit! or say a musical! XD all went well but we kinda missed out a big part ): but nvm, we tried our best! :D and there were lotsa seniors there too and they got to see our musical! haha i bet they have lots of fun and laughter! :D and we had dinner after giving our gifts and we went home.

hmm, then ytd we had our new coach! chen jiao4lian4! hope that we will being our team to higher level! :D

2009-01-29T19:56:00.003+08:00

hahaha this will be a photo post! :D hahaha im just bored lahh. hahaha LOLS.

the school hall that we always train in! :D

i think this picture damn cool! :D

this pic is damn hilarious! XD

xinghui is just bored =.=

the 0608 girls! (part of it lahh) ^^v

ME AND SHERMY! (:

ether is always comwhoring :b

FOOD! at my grandma's house on the first day of CNY :P

the dress i wore for CNY! :D i love this dress alot! :D

my cousin shy lehh :b

aiyoh kirk shy oso :b why guys so shy one?

see girls are so nice, not shy at all! :D

ether is not shy too! :D so cute! :D

look at wenmei! haha! i love this photo loads! :D

err no comments :b

hahaha thats all for now :b have to go do work alr ): and must go memorise my lines and songs (: tmr is coach's farewell party! hope everything goes smoothly and hope that it will be great fun! :D

its our LAST TRAINING with coach tmr.

2009-01-27T21:49:00.002+08:00

this year's cny was better than last year's one! :D had reunion dinner at my grandma's house (father's side) and im glad that me and my cousins got more bonded! :D talked everything under the sun that night and it was great! we got to know each other more because the previous years what we did was to sit there and stone ): but this year, we talked while eating, and after eating, me and most of my cousins went into room and talked! and yay it was great! :D haha! :D

the chinese new year day itself was not bad too! had to get up early to go temple bai4 our ancestors, then went to grandma's house for lunch! :D i ate new year goodies too! :b yum! then went to relatives house to get angbaos! :b had to go home and pack for the next day as we are going back to malaysia.

yupps so had to wake up early again and off we went to malaysia! the journey there was rather short, compared to the journey back! yupp ate reunion lunch there and had to rush back coz there's sch tmr ): but yah, i get to see my cute cousins there! le4 le4 was so cute! :D i din get to take his picture ): qiqi was damn cute too! :D these are the two cousins that i was excited over. others are ... i dun wanna say. but yupps, regret not taking their photos! ): aww. lele is two and ha half months old and qiqi is three years old! :D so cute right! :D aww. hahaha so yah, must go back to studying le. sianz. somemore got PE tmr! ><

its our second last training with coach tmr.

2009-01-26T18:52:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE! :D HOPE EVERYONE GETS RICH BY COLLECTING ALL THE ANGBAOS YOU CAN! :D HAHA AND WISH EVERYONE ALL THE BEST FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO! :D

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! 新年快乐!!!!!! =)

2009-01-15T17:37:00.002+08:00

IM AT ETHER'S HOUSE NOW! yay! watching IVP later lehh, sighs. going dinner with ether shermy shir and rong, plus leon and kirky. OMG there's so much hw NOW! OMGOMGOMG! i hate going sch, but i love my teachers! :D norsheha is funny sia, but quite sarcastic :D sighs. going for dinner soon, byebye~ will blog again when i reach home :D

shut up, you fucker!

2009-01-12T23:35:00.003+08:00

yay! im back from TJBT CAMP 2009! :D its was tiring, but very fruitful. and im really glad that i've been posted to zhiyang's and friends group which included shermy kirky yirong and our leader, zhiyang! :D it was really great to be in this group! i had lots of fun and laughter! and i really enjoyed this camp alot. i was quite reluctant to go the camp because of the great number of physical trainings and all. and also the skit with a theme "Do More Talk Less" which was in a mess. but this camp really proved to me that it was really fun! thou we didnt go to malaysia for badminton camp where we would go crazy in our rooms and bus, but it was really good! and i have to say it was one of the best camp i've attended. zhiyang. im really glad i have him as my leader, coz he's really funny and cute! :D he is really good. and im glad that i've known him better thru this camp. coz like he was in ahs too so basically i know him for 3 years but didnt talk to him! so yupps, this camp really made me known him much better and he is very funny! :D sherm. oh what can i say? she is very dedicated(as always) and im really glad i have her in my group. althou she kept on wanting to have group lunch/dinner for the skit(i was quite reluctant to discuss about the skit coz it was in a mess) but in the end we worked it out! and it was really great! and she is real cute! hahaha! :D rong. oh she is still as bimbo! ahaha! and she is real cute too! :D ahaha! ahrong i love you loads! :D kirk. i wasnt very happy when i got him in my group. i was like "huh .. kirk ah. dunno him really well lehh, somemore he look so dao. like so cool cool like that. wahlao, dunno how to communicate with him sia. shit lahh." but after the camp, omg i found out that he is freaking funny! and full of craps =.= he is like, damn funny! and im really glad i've known him for the better thru this camp! :D and i seriously think 3 years of jc life drove him crazy :P he is like, siao4 alr. hahaha! :D thankyou zhiyang and friends so much! i really love this group loads! <33

okayokay so lets talk about the camp. so yupps, i had to wake up at 630 to prepare and 7 to leave my house! omg it was damn tiring! ): so yupps, was a lil late but i was still on time! then we had some talk with captains and we started with training! then we had yi4 pai1! its was great fun! we had to think a name for our group and we ended with zhiyang and friends! thou halfway there were kirky and friends, shermaine and friends, yishan and friends and yirong and friends. ahaha! and we won overall! yay! we rock to the core! :D hahaha after that we went for lunch and came back for bonding games! we had a fashion show where we had to "decorate" our group mates with wrapping paper and some other things! brave zhiyang volunteer! yay! :D and we won that too! yippee!! :D woohoo~ after which we had PT! omg! had gym training, and my shoulders are still aching like shit now. wapiang. anyway, yupps, and halfway leon puked and concluded he had stomach flu and a dumbbell dropped on xiaoqin's feet! omg her feet became purple! omgomgomg! and she was really brave, she didnt cry or whatsoever. hahaha brave xiaoqin! :D after that we had caterpillar for running and i had backache after like 3 rounds and the last round i cried like shit coz it was damn asshole pain. sighs. after which we had dinner and then group match! i paired with yirong for doubles and zhiyang partnered shermy for mixed doubles and kirky played singles. yupps, so we got 2nd overall :D but we still win stacey's! hahaha! yay! ^^v and we had massage sessions! i helped yirong massage! and i've learnt how to massage alr! woohoo! anyone want me to help? hehehe :P then we bathed and went to bed. the guys were kind enough to ask if we wanted anything from opp sch coz they were going for supper. yupps it was a cold night and i didnt sleep well ):

the next day we had to wake up at 630! shit man. i was damn tired lahh, coz i didnt sleep well you see. then we had morning PT! omg. but it was quite okay lahh. went for breakfast and had training after that. fun coz we played matches! hahaha and after lunch seniors came back! and we had sparring with them and omg i lost all. i wasnt expecting to win but at least i could have gotten a tie. im sorry to yirong and xiaoqin coz i dun think i've tried my very very best. after that had dinner and group performance! omg our skit was brilliant! :D well shermy and yirong were good bimbos and zhiyang was damn funny! and of coz kirky was very funny too! and he took a long time to memorise all those hokkien stuff :P and we got the best picture award! yay! :D i think we did well overall and i enjoyed the whole process. it was really fun and entertaining! :D i cant express how much i enjoyed it by using words. im sure all the other groups and group members too. :D thankyou so much! :D after that was NIGHT RUN. omg. i was quite fearful at first but during the warmup, i was quite okay, surprisingly. (: really thankyou to those who cheered me on, like shermy, shir and all. and thanks to those who stayed at the back with me, like junrong, zhiyang, kirk, yahan and mrsgoh. and those who ran back to me when i was close the finishing point, like, yahan, zhiyang and all. sorry i couldnt remember who and those who say good job when im done and kirk who shouted zhiyang and friends when i reached the end. and special thanks to etherkum! she accompanied me thru out the whole run at the back thou she could have chiong all the way to the front and join the team. and she cheered me on all the way thru out the whole run. she shouted quite alot and i really appreciated it. and i know she is tired too. thankyou ether :D love you loads! im really thankful to those who cheered me on, stayed with me at the back, ran slowly just to keep me going and watch that i dun give up or whatsoever, and lots and lots. i really thankful, because without all these and all of you, i couldnt have finished this run. i may have given up halfway, and i really tot of giving up halfway thru this run, but because of all the cheers, love, care and concern you all have given me, i continued to persevere and finished the whole run without any stops. im sorry if i dao-ed you halfway thru the run coz i was just too tired to talk and look at you. but im really glad i had tjbt with me thru out the whole run! :D yay tjbt rocks! :D and stacey fell when she was running and blood flowed out! omg i nearly fainted. and she is one strong girl! if its me, i would have like cry like shit alr. hahaha! strong stacey! :D after the run we had sharing under the stars :D its was good coz we shared alot of stuff and i talked alot of nonsense for the first part coz i was still in a daze. im so sorry. but i was very awake for the second part. the thankyou part (: hahaha we ended at 12 when we finished the run at 1030 :P yupps we talked quite long but the sharing was really meaningful. :D after that we had massage sessions(again!) and shermy helped me massage! yay it was painful but good. thankyou shermy! :D slept at 2am, suddenly woke up at 430am for nothing and see the beautiful lights outside and slept at 5am again and woke up at 630. had breakfast then training. we had lotsa fun during training! we had group match again! but it was between two groups, group A and group B. group A consist of guorong junrong yirong shermy xiaoqin swee shir. group B consist of zhiyang kirk ether me chloe eugenia paddy. there was men's doubles where guorong/junrong versus zhiyang/kirk. and women's doubles where paddy/ether versus shir/yirong and xiaoqin/swee against chloe/eugenia. and mixed doubles where ether/zhiyang versus yirong/junrong and me/kirk against guorong/shermy. and i played like shit lahh. im very sorry that we lost. it was mostly my fault. omg i sucked like shit lahh, sighs. after that got prize presentation and we BROKE CAMP! hahaha went to macs for lunch with shir ether and kirky. and then went home, bathed and slept :P i was really tired.

and thats our TJBT CAMP 2009! i really had lots of fun and laughter! and of coz, joy! :D i really enjoyed it very very very much! :D THANKYOU TJBT FOR SUCH A WONDERFUL CAMP! I REALLY LOVED IT! :D I LOVE TJBT! WE ARE THE BEST! LETS WORK HARD TOGETHER TOWARDS OUR GOAL! YAY^^v

2009-01-07T00:45:00.001+08:00

i forgot to add something.

SHILING, SEND PHOTOS!! :D THANKS! ALL OKAY! HAHAHA I BET GOT ALOT! :P

2009-01-07T00:32:00.002+08:00

today went to send mstay off ): aww she's leaving for australia ... saw many ppl today, not forgetting my sweetie WENMEI! and of coz SHILING! hahaha crapped with them for like 3 hours? hahaha! talked alot sia! and im in love with wenmei's eyecandy! OMG HE'S DAMN SHUAI4! AAAAAHHHHHHHH!!!! :P wenmei, send me his photo lehh! :P

ahaha and we took lotsa photos! wenmei so cute! :D aww wenmei, we should go out often! :D and then talked till 10pm and went to look for BENLEE! ahaha! he had CYA duties. wahlao, waited from 2222(wow nice number, it was coincidence!) till 2251! wahlao then me and wenmei crapped thru out coz shiling went to find her fren =.= hahaha! i will miss wenmei's "HAHA ... HAHA ... HAHA ..." ahaha! so cute lehh! :D then when ben is FINALLY finished, we took 24 home! hahah! and shiling and ben argued on the theory of hugs! hahaha so funny, when shiling lost, she emo-ed. hahaha poor ben :P AND BENLEE OWES ME A PHOTO! YAY! :D you better remember, coz i think i will forget :P

aww. i miss ahsbt badly ): wenmei!!! omg im gonna miss her badly sia. so long nv see her alr. and she is damn cute! aaahhhhhh! wenmei i love you! <333

2009-01-06T15:05:00.003+08:00

OMG IM HAVING MUSCLEACHE. OMG HOW TO TRAIN TMR?? SAD.

and seriously, im both mentally and physically unprepared for the camp. damn. but im happy to have zhiyang as my leader and yirong sherm and kirk for group mates! :D cheers! lets jiayous together, thou i will pull our group down for PT. ):

oh and before going for camp, im going to watch movie and study! yay! work and play! :D

okay im bored.

2009-01-05T22:04:00.002+08:00

wapiang, had first training of the year today after like 2 weeks? :P and its really tiring! omg! started with footwork, FIVE SETS! omg i nearly puked out my breakfast. yupps, then partnered swee for doubles against guys singles! yay its was fun fun fun! :D woohoo! yupps, then after that me swee sherm xiaoqin yirong stacey paddy went eighteenchef's! yay after like thousands of years later, we finally go to eighteenchef's! AND ITS REALLY NICE AND CHEAP! :D

then went shopping for clothes with sherm swee xiaoqin and me! but found nothing ): sad.

omg my whole body aching sia. and really tired. wapiang.

2009-01-03T21:09:00.002+08:00

i know its a lil late for this, but yupps, here are my resolutions for 2009:

1) shall try not to scold vulgarities or as lil as possible :b
2) be a good girl and mug hard for a's (:
3) train hard and try to get into nationals top4! come on, yishan!
4) smile more, bring joy to others (:
5) be a braver person and accept whatever challenge that comes (:
6) be strong, not to get ji1 kua3 by lil things (:
7) be firm ^^
8) forgive and forget (:
9) end 2009 nicely (:
10) and last but not the least, forget him/think lesser of him/dun think of him and concentrate on my studies, piano and badminton.

yupps, the above are my top 10 new year's resolutions! :D and one more thing, ive decided to take piano exam after my a's! my parents are so happy that i made this decision (: felt great after making this decision (: so yupps, i have more commitments now. adding piano into my curriculum, but fret not! i might, oh no. i WILL be able to cope! i will do well in all, studies, piano and badminton! yay! cheers! :D go yishan! you can do it! woohoo!! ^^

ps. shermy just told me there's a maths mcq test on matrix2 about some topics that we are supposed to self-learn on matrix2. WTH?! omg. they really want our lives ><" but its okay! yishan will be able to pull through! ^^

2009-01-01T17:52:00.002+08:00

was blog hopping just now, and i saw lots of posts about what happened in 2008 and what they want in 2009. and it made me cry. like many things are things that i want it badly too but im a failure. many things made me damn gan3 dong4. and things that are really tie1 xin1. hmmm, maybe i shld really shut myself in my world.

2009-01-01T00:00:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPS! :D welcome 2009, goodbye 2008! :D and i forgot to say in the previous post. i want WORLD PEACE! (: yay! hope 2009 will be a great one! yippee! *CHEERS*

ONCE AGAIN, HAPPY NEW YEAR! ITS 2009! XD IM A YEAR2 STUDENT ALR! WOOHOO! A'S THIS YEAR, OMG. BUT WHO CARES?! LETS JUST CELEBRATE AND HAVE FUN FIRST! :P HAPPY NEW YEAR! :DDDDDD

2008-12-31T23:58:00.000+08:00

a few more minutes and 2008 will be gone and here comes 2009. well 2009 starts means a's are coming. hmmm, i so feel like dropping out of sch and go to poly. i want to get out of all these, im really tired. maybe i shld, my results suck and im not clever. and i know with my results, i cant get in to the course i want. maybe i cant even get to uni. oh wells. been thinking alot these days. yet im still as luan4. everything is ... i dunno. sighs. i need time, but time is like going past me damn asshole fast. fuck.

well. 2008 is full of tears, sweat, sadness, fear, disappointment, laughter and many more. im really tired after a year of experiencing jc life and real life. what's real life? its like backstabbing, hypocrites, people fighting over many things etc. im really really tired alr. so maybe 2009 i shall shut myself in my own world with me and me alone. i feel really stuffy now. everything in my life is challenging(to put in a nicer word) me and im really tired trying to fight back. sad life. i want to go back to secondary sch life where everything is great. zi4 you2 zi4 zai4. where everyday and every minute and every second is filled with laughter and nothing else.

however, 2008 has also been great coz ive made alot of great friends! great teammates, great classmates and great people! (: people like shir and swee who would always send a message when im down to cheer me up and to keep me going (: people like xiaoqin, ether and yirong who always brighten my days (: people like shermy who always date me, studies or fun or food, and keeps me going (: people like eugenia who always gives me advices (: not forgetting my lovely classmates who make my jc life a happy and fruitful one (: and ether's and shermy's gang who are claudia, melo, dyane, peckyi who are really funny and crappy :P and lots of ppl! these are the people who made my year1 life a great one! (:

some specific thankyous:

thankyou shirleen who always cheer me up and and always go home with me after training (: thankyou for all the care and concern and love you have given me, and all the times we crapped and have fun (:

thankyou ether who always go studying with me jcts and promos (: thanks for all the crap(in a good way) that made me laugh even till now. hahaha and you are really funny! all the best for your aptitude test! you can do it! (:

thankyou shermy for all that you have given both for the team and me (: all the craps(also in a good way) we had together! hahaha! and all the study dates we had! hahaha! (:

thankyou swee who always shout "SHAN!" and i would look around and see her big smile (: thanks for all the food date we had before training and that we would be damn full to train :P

thankyou xiaoqin for being by my side for four years (: its been a really great four years. and all the funny stuff you always do and that i would laugh at you, which made my day! (:

thankyou ahrong who was my doubles partner during this year's season and you are great! (: and all the encouragements you've given me during ALL the matches, even during trainings (: thankyou! :D

thankyou priyanka, xinghui and shengxian, who always go home with me after sch! hahaha will miss that next year! and all the cold jokes by shengxian, the funny 'quarrels' xinghui and priyanka have that would always make me laugh (: and all the lunch dates we had on schooldays! hahaha (:

thankyou 0608 who always make lessons nice and fun with all the craps you all have! (: and make me wanna get half of your brains coz you all always score damn well! ohwell, maybe a good ci4 ji1 to make me work harder :P

last but not the least, thankyou to you who always listen to my yakyakyaks and all my xin1 shi4. thanks for being a nice listening ear (: and all the great advice you've given to me! (: and all the stuffs you've taught me(thou its not alot) hahaha! :P and all the craps(in a good way) that you have and make me laugh and make my day (:

THANKYOU PEEPS! ALL OF YOU ARE GREAT! ALL MY FRIENDS ARE GREAT! I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS! THANKYOU FOR BEING SUCH GREAT FRIENDS AND I REALLY APPRECIATE IT (: THANKYOU FOR MAKING MY 2008 A GREAT AND FUN ONE! WOOHOO! XD THANKYOU SO SO SO SO MUCH! *MUACKS* CHEERS! HOPE OUR FRIENDSHIPS LAST LONG! THANKYOU ONCE AGAIN FOR MAKING MY YEAR1 LIFE FULL OF CRAPS(IN A GOOD WAY) AND LAUGHTER AND FUN! XD

AND THANKS TO THOSE WHO MADE MY LIFE DIFFICULT AND MADE ME CRY. THANKS TO THOSE WHO ALWAYS CHALLENGE ME IN A BAD WAY, WHO PISSED ME OFF. YOU'VE MADE ME STRONGER AND MORE PATIENT AND A BETTER PERSON COZ I KNOW I WOULD NOT WANT TO BE LIKE YOU AND I WUN BE LIKE YOU. EVERY TEAR YOU MAKE ME DROP MADE ME STRONGER, EVERY CHALLENGE YOU'VE GIVEN ME MADE ME BRAVER, AND EVERYTIME YOU PISSED ME OFF MADE ME MORE PATIENT. THANKYOU SO MUCH FOR MAKING A BETTER PERSON.

wishes for 2009? i just hope it will be a better one. and i would have more love, care, concern, happiness, joy and laughter :P a lil greedy but still! its a wish :P and all the best for my a's next year. oh and i hope i would have more brain cells(i think its quite impossible) and more time(also quite impossible) and something which ive forgotten and its quite possible :P hope everyone have a great year ahead :P CHEERS! XD

PS. wow long post :P
PPS. anyone have mayonaka by Hey! Say! Jump(jap boyband) piano score? hurhur i want it badly! i would be very thankful if you have it and lend it to me (:
PPPS. my nails are pink! yay! i love my nails :P

2008-12-30T00:15:00.002+08:00

oh yay, had tjbt bbq today !! yupps, so in the afternoon i met xiaoqin at tm and off we go to bu the gift. and yepp, in the end ive decided to buy chocs !! wrapped in a very nice and pretty paper bag okay !! :D i think its nice :D so yah went to ether's house after that for lunch and we slept for a while :P

reached yahan's house at 5 sharp !! yay :D yupps, had fun there (: and i played in water !!! omg that sounds childish but its fun you know !! splashing water at each other, camwhoring at the pool. hahaha damn fun :D had gift exchange and i got shir's gift with is a bottle !!! XD and whats amazing is that shir got my gift !!! ahahaha !!! XD cool. yepp and so im at home now !!! blogging !!! omg ive been blogging quite often nowadays ... ahahaha !!! good or bad ? :P

oh and did i mention ive learnt how to do redox qn ?? ahahaha ive learnt how to do it !!! yay thanks to him lahh :D he knows that i dunno then teach me, so nice :D and yupps, thankyou :D normally i would just skip it or anyhow do, but now i know how to do alr !!! woah satisfaction :D thank you for teaching me ytd (: cheers, i know to to do redox qns alr !! :D

tired. off to sleep. another long day tmr ><"

2008-12-28T22:35:00.002+08:00

AHAHA THIS IS MY HUNDREDTH POST !!! hahaha i finally reached 100 posts :D yippee XD and this is a happy post :D

yupps, so today i went to study !!! finally after a week, im back to studying. shld i be happy? hahaha. yupps, so i stayed at airport for 6 HOURS lehh !!! omg. thats quite long taking into consideration that i have no major exams in the next 2 months but only homework. and yepp, i did 6 hours all the way okay !!! (: wahahahah !!! so happy XD SATISFACTION. yupp, so i did GP. omg, when your english sucks and you dun read newspapers and is super not updated, you will die while doing SIX essays plan. omg i totally died. hahaha lucky i went to study with my friend if not i would have bored to death and would have left halfway while doing (: hahaha quite funny :D lols. keep wanting to eat =.= not me horr. my friend. omg. hahaha so yupp, finished GP !! YAY ^^ and finished chem MCQs XD hahaha actually i copied from my friend one, hahaha he did it with a lil of my help so yupps. then he let me copy !! YAY ^^ woohoo thankyou :D hahaha so yupps then went to look for presents (AGAIN !!) but to no avail ><" so yupps, shall go to tm to shop for it tmr. or shld i just buy chocos like what my friend said ? hmmm. still thinking ...

woohoo, have badminton gathering tmr !! hope it will be a fun one (:

2008-12-27T13:21:00.002+08:00

OMG. IM FINDING JOY IN DOING HOUSEHOLD CHORES. IM GOING CRAZY ALR. am i? :P hahaha.

hahaha after my maid left for philippines last month, ive been helping my mum out. sigh. the first one and half week to two weeks, i was very unwilling to do housework coz of some i dunno what reasons. but since last week, IVE BEEN ENJOYING DOING HOUSEWORK !! :D like, i oso dunno why. now, i like to mop the floor (but i dun like to sweep the floor DX), doing some cooking with my mum (but my mum kept complaining that i suck at that and ive been a laughing stock in the kitchen :P) and some more !! XD omg are you shocked? im damn shocked and ITS A BIG THING !! :D so here i am blogging about this :b hahaha i actually took half an hour to cut a piece of meat which took my mum 10 mins =.= but its fun you know, laughing around while doing work (:

hahaha i know why i like doing housework alr, i think (x maybe its the satisfaction that i get after doing everything well. and that my house is so clean !! YAY XD ahahaha !! :D like I CLEANED THE HOUSE ONE LEHH, THATS WHY ITS SO CLEAN AND SHINY HORR !! ahahaha !! XD such a big satisfaction :D ahahaha :P

okayokay im off to help my mum with cooking alr ... hahaha !!

2008-12-22T21:49:00.002+08:00

hellos !!! im blogging here after rotting for a long time :P ahahaha. right, went to watch ngeeann poly dance concert -- DANZATION 2008. hahaha and it was damn damn damn nice lahh !!! XD all the dances are freaking nice and got one dance about father love and i was moved to tears T.T hurhur ... but yeah it was damn worth it. and must thank ether's sis who went to watch with me. if not i will have to watch alone >.<" hahaha. &&& i think guys who dance are quite handsome and cute lehh :P AAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!! omg, they are like freaking good and goodlooking :P hahaha there were lotsa good looking and cute guys there lehh !!! omg. hahha was overwhelmed :P woohoo !!! and WENMEI, YOU ARE GREAT !!! THANKS FOR INVITING (X YAY !!! yepp it was really nice. hahaha it was damn nice lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh ...

looking forward to christmas parties :D

"im not upset that you lied to me, im just upset that i cant believe you anymore."

2008-11-16T14:09:00.003+08:00

i think im going to stop blogging. maybe once in a while bahh, but not as often as now. coz this blogger is pissing me off >< maybe i will only blog about BIG things such as i have a boyf which will be like ten thousand years later. hahahah :D okayokay, i will still blog but not very often yeah (: hahahahaha. :DDDDDD

2008-10-09T21:49:00.002+08:00

I TOTALLY AGREE WITH QIN DARLING'S POST TODAY :D I LIKE IT TOO <33333 but i think guitar oso not bad. :P

tmr is doom day. and im starting to hate blogger. ><"

2008-10-08T18:52:00.008+08:00

promos results are out, and im no sure if im going to get promoted. sad life. if im really leaving, im going to miss tj, miss my badminton teammates, miss my dears and darlings, miss my class, miss the teachers and miss all those times i had in tj. sighs. okayokay so this post is to dedicate to my class ppl <33

right, 0608. i din like this class at first because i was supposed to be in 0708. i cried when i know im in 0608. however as time passes by, i realised that im starting to love this class :D they are fun, loving, humourous, hardworking and many many more. really missed the fun times we had together :D all the laughter, all the emo-ing, all the tears. im going to love 0608 more, and im going to rmb all of you even after i die <33>

let me tell you more about my lovely classmates :D

XINGHUI
hahaha !! she's in my PW group. and she is a very good leader, thou i sometimes pissed her off, but i love her alot :D she is veh funny too !!! ahahaha :D we always make fun of her name, " careful of che, xinghui !! " (: and she is VEH tall ... sighs. and im like ... :P she likes to go "yak yak yak yak ..." and she has a scandal with z******** :P im so nice right, never say out the name :P hahaha :D xinghui, really thanks for the times together, and YOU~ must entertain me whenever i see you okay :D JIAYOUS for future exams :D i know you can do it :D love you always <333

SHENGXIAN
hahaha she is another lame one. im not saying that she cannot walk :P she is veh funny and she has character. :D she is veh cute !!! sometimes you would just laugh her cuteness :D she's like veh thrifty, and i always stick to her :D shengxian, thanks for all the times together. i really had alot of fun with you :D im sure you will do well for all the exams coz you are bright and hardworking :D so yupp, must have faith in yourself :D and you will do whatever job you want :D JIAYOUS !! :D must meet up frequently when i leave okay :D love you always <33

PRIYANKA
ohmygod, she is my buddy for econs lesson !!! hahaha !! :D for these few days i have been emo-ing with her :D she is veh funny !!! told you my classmates are funny (: always see her bicker with xinghui and you would laugh at them ^o^ i dunno what to say anymore coz i cant express it in words :D priyanka, thanks for all the times and fun together :D its really a blessing to be in this class :D priyanka, dun give up okay? i know you are smart and you are veh hardworking !! im sure you get get good results de :D JIAYOUS !!! AJA !! :D love you always <33

MARIAM
she is in my PW group, and she and zhengyang always quarrel over PW matters. hahaha !!! :D she is quite funny too coz shengxian always scold her :P hahaha :D den priyanka will always comment about her skirt and during PW meeting xinghui will always bicker with her :D hahaha im the middleman :D mariam, thanks for all the times together :D you are smart so jiayous !!! :D im sure you can do it :D love you always <33

IRIS
hahah she is quite funny coz sometimes you cant understand her. sometimes you would just laugh at her coz you would be amazed by her cuteness. hahah :D i dun hang out with her alot so thats all i can say, sorry >< iris, thanks for all the laughter and times together :D YOU ARE DAMN SMART and so i conclude that you will do VEH well for a's :D JIAYOUS :D love you always <33

ZHIHONG
sighs, know him since sec1. been in the same sports, badminton since sec1 and same class since sec3. :D he is veh funny :D jiahong and him are the first frens i have in 0608 coz i knew them before i got into 0608. (: sighs, he is freaking hardworking. but guys are like that so what can i say? :P zhihong, thanks for all the fun times together, and i know you are freaking hardworking so you will do well !!! and you are great in badminton :D JIAYOUS :D

JIAHONG
erm i think i shld think carefully before saying anything. okay, first time crying in tj was when i went to see teacher to opt back to 0708 and was in front of him. felt embarrassed after that. :P and yah, i must he is really a nice guy lahh, after all the yak yak yak from the class, he is still like okay to me. (: zhihong and him are the first frens i have in 0608 coz i knew them before i got into 0608. (: jiahong, thanks for all the fun times together and all the talking. hahaha i know you are freaking smart and freaking hardworking so yah, stop saying that you din score well horr, cause you will do veh well in exams :D JIAYOUS :D

ZHENGHAO
he and jiahong are really good frens. and he is damn funny. he talked montone one and we asked for help in PW before :D thanks :D aiyoh, i dun realy know him lehh :P zhenghao, thanks for all the fun times together. you are another hardworking freak (in a good way) and you would score damn well. i think our class will score damn well :D JIAYOUS :D

YEOWJIANG
hahaha he is from the same sec sch as me !! :D AHS ROCKS :D he and i*** are you know ... :P and he is our CG REP !!! :D hahaha but he is quite blur ... :P yupp, ehh i realised i dunno alot of guys lehh !! oh shit, anyhoo, yeowjiang, thanks for all the fun times together. aiyoh all the guys are famn smart lahh, so ALL OF YOU will do well. and im sure you, yeowjiang, will do well too :D JIAYOUS :D

FREDRICK
ohmygod, he is damn freaking smart :D he actually top the cohort for jcts lehh !!! im sure he did veh well for promos too :D and he is veh cute !!! OMG, and he speaks super fast. even faster than you can imagine. even faster than chancw lehh !!! hahaha :D fredrick, thanks for all the fun times together :D okay i know you are damn smart so you dun need my blessings, but still JIAYOUS !! :D

ZHENGYANG
he is in my PW group. haha and he always bicker with mariam and xinghui. :P xinghui~ hahaha :P and he is super stubborn and weird. hahaha. zhengyang, thanks for all the fun times together, and stop showing off your phone lahh !! :P yupp okay another smart alec so dun need my blessings ah, hahaha JIAYOUS :D

BENJAMIN
hahaha same GP group as me. and i just knew that HE HAS A TWIN BROTHER WHO LOOK DAMN LIKE HIM !! thou i haven seen him before :P he is super quiet and he, yeowjiang and zhengyang always stick together and thus, they are hydrogen bonds :P hahaha !! and p******* thinks he is cute :P benjamin, thanks for all the fun times together. okay all our class guys are damn smart, so yah another one who dun need my blessings, JIAYOUS !! :D

KWANGYI
hahaha he din like 0608 at first too :P and he is another funny one who came up with all the funny things about our names (: HOW, KWANGYI, HOW ?? hahah !!! :D so funny :P all the best to him. hahaha. kwangyi, thanks for all the fun times together :D work hard and you can do it !! :D JIAYOUS :D

YANREN
he is in my PW group too :D and he is damn quiet. and he always disappears after lessons. :P but omg he is damn smart, thou i always nv see him in lectures and nv do tutorials :D yanren, thanks for all the fun times together :D okay lahh, i know you veh smart so dun need my blessings horr :D JIAYOUS :D

hahaha thats all my classmates :D lovely and sweet and cute and funny classmates :D really love them alot :D THANKS SO MUCH :D AND IM REALLY THANKFUL FOR BEING IN THIS CLASS :D REALLY :D REALLY GRATEFUL TO BE IN THIS CLASS :D thanks everyone :D must rmb me okay, coz im gonna rmb ALL OF YOU forever and ever and ever, even till i die :D must ask me out for gatherings okay <33 I LOVE 0608 FOREVER <33333

im going to delete this post if i get promoted :D

i know i wrote this before, but i wanna write again :D
"some people come into out lives, leave footprints on our hearts and we are never the same" -- anonymous

2008-10-02T20:14:00.002+08:00

OHMYGOD, PROMOS ARE FINALLY OVER !! YAY !! *CHEERS*

right, i shall not say anything about the physics paper coz i think i will fail badly. after the physics paper, everything was so messy that i dun wanna describe. so lets just jump to our dinner :P went to cafe galilee ( did i spell correctly? ) and ate our dinner there, with shir studying at the next table :P den she couldnt take it anymore and came to our table and ate yirong's food !! AHAHAH !! :D after that junrong and guorong suggested going pool den me and yirong were like "OKAY !!" but swee had to go home ><" but yupp went to SAFRA Tampines to have fun !! WHEEEE~

played table soccer first. :P AND ITS MY FIRST TIME PLAYING AND I HAVE TO SAY, ITS DAMN FUN !!! :DDDDDDD wahh we totally went crazy while playing. after playing 2 matches, we decided to go play pool. ohmygod, we are total noobs. okay maybe junrong is not bad :P YIRONG AH, WAHLAO. while playing halfway, when she tyco-ly hit a ball in, she was like " oh no, i have talent for pool lehh, how? " den we were like =.= oh wow, this is another side of yirong :P hahahah we had real fun playing there. played 3 games and was like SUPER FUN !! thou we played like, i dunno how to say. :P ahahaha. den we switch back to table soccer. oh wow, we went crazy again !! we shouted like theres no one there. (: DAMN FUN. we should try again :P hahahaha !! went home at around 930 ? but it was fun playing with junrong guorong and yirong :P

next day had PW. =.= well, what can i say? nothing. :P well at least we accomplished a couple of things :P den went to PP to buy stuff. wow, long long time nv go le lehh. have fun shopping there myself :P

YTD. WOW. went to SENTOSA !!! SO FUN CAN !!! okay, in the morning, went breakfast with mummy and daddy, den went to bedok mrt to meet ahrong sinyee ether sulin eelin. yupp, so ahrong was the first, and i reached like 10 mins late and i tot i was the lastest :P but to my astonishment (exaggeration :P) i was the second to reach :P wow. den came eelin and sulin :D LONG LONG TIME nv see eelin le ><" to those ppl who dunno, eelin went to aussie to study ): sighs. and she's back for her break !! YAY !! :D but she's going back this sat ><" moving on, sinyee sms-ed us at 1030 that she just woke up !!! well, what can i say? this is just so sinyee. hahaha. :P den ether can and we left for SENTOSA !!

ohmygod, theres alot of ppl there lehh. like theres was a LONG LONG LONG QUEUE for monorail so we decided to take bus, which oso had a LONG QUEUE. so we took the bus and it was super packed. i shall not say any racist stuff here :P so reached sentosa and we went to PALAWAN BEACH !! there wasnt alot of ppl there. we started off with volleyball !!! ahahahah. first time playing and all of us were like noobs. eelin and sulin were not bad lehh :P we were playing in the court when suddenly we saw this post said "RESERVED FOR FUNCTION", den we were like, since its not in the middle of the court means not reserved right? and then ether went to turn the plate the other side and we treat it as we never see :P hahaha. but the lifeguard came and told us we cant play there ): so sad. den ether sulin and eelin wanna go swimming. like ohmygod. so yupp went down to the sea? yupps. well i have to pity yirong. hahaha. she was pulled into the water and ppl threw mud at her. poor yirong. well i did nothing but just laugh !! ahahaha. sorry yirong :P but she had fun too :P i couldnt go down into the salt water due to health reasons ><" so sad. and yah, they were playing VOLLEYBALL in the sea. den we started throwing the ball into the water so that the water splashes the person :P ahahah. well, den we went for FOODDDDDDDDDDDD !!! ahahaha. eelin brought aussie delicacies !!! wheeee~ its all chocs !!! OHMYGOD MY FAVE :PPPPPPP YUM. volleyball again. den got this person suddenly came and wanted to play with us. den she taught us how to play !! COOL. we've learn alot :P but my hands hurt ): sighs.

when sinyee finally came, which was like almost 2, we went to siloso beach, which was filled with ppl !!! ohmygod, we found a empty space and we played volleyball awhile den MONKEY !! well it was damn fun lahh !! hahah :P den they started to swim, which i could only stand at the shore and watch. sianz. but when my legs were washed by the waters, lots of things flow into my mind. ALOT. its just so relaxing to see the waters washed your feets and then retreat back into the sea. its like, so much freedom. wanted to shout but theres alot of ppl, and not to embarrass myself, so i didnt. i wrote your name on the shore and the water washed it away. from that moment on, ive decided to forget about you. believe me, i can do it. i have faith in myself. (: right, den we bathe and head down to vivo !!! WHEEEE~ theres was alot of ppl AGAIN. when we reached vivo, sulin and eelin had to go home alr ><" sighs. den me yirong sinyee and ether sat outside marche, and we had a long talk. we played truth or truth (quite lame :P). said alot of things that was stuck in my heart for a long time. we shall not say out anything we said okay? (: went home and slept. tired.

today had to go sch ><" sighs. had PW all day long. ohmygod. tmr too. lols.

"真相，也许会比谎言还要残忍，还要伤心。" -- Anonymous

2008-09-26T20:50:00.002+08:00

finished 4 papers le. left with physics paper, which i have no confidence to pass at all :( sighs.

okay anyway, CONGRATULATIONS TO BASIL GOH FOR PASSING YOUR PROMOS !! YAY !! :D aiyoh basil pass his promos le, but i still having having my promos. sad life. right, talking abt promos, i have a bad feeling, i dunno why oso. so sad, my class ppl all veh smart, then im like .... sighs. was talking to this person just now then he tell me not to look down on myself if not ppl will look down on me. im trying to. but i just dun have the confidence, i dunno why oso. today naresh ask me" can pass maths anot?" den i was like "i dunno ..." den he was like"why ?" den i was like "i really dunno ..." sighs. im really lost man. ><"

okay now venting my frustrations, if you decided to go for that thing, then you SHLD NOT ask me not to go. i wanted to go in the first place, but because you said you not going and told me all the opportunity costs(lols =.=), so i was like, "okay then i not going." now i feel so cheated. i have nv felt so cheated before. YOU ... i have nothing to say. i think i shldnt trust you so much. i think only ether knows what im talking abt. right, ether? :P

ONE MORE PHYSICS PAPER. I NEED STRENGTH. I NEED CONFIDENCE. I NEED TIME. I NEED YOU. omg i really need to pass physics. but i really suck at physics, ohgosh. sighs.

"A very small degree of hope is sufficient to cause the birth of love." -- Steadhai

2008-09-20T20:04:00.002+08:00

sighs. 2 more days to promos. im too saturated so here i am to blog. sighs. met xiaoqin and ether to study today and was quite productive. finished price controls, demand and supply, elasticity and halfway thru market failure. hahaha i din want to study for econs at first :P but looking at the progress im making, im starting to have a lil hope on econs. *wish* hahaha :D they left at 4 while i continued to study till 515. hahaha finished differentiation on the TYS. wheee~ im quite happy today (:

hmmm, lets talk about ytd. met ether to study(as usual) and saw peckyi. ate McSpicy !! long time nv eat alr !! :P YUM !! hahaha and its cheap !! its only FIVEBUCKS !! WHEEE~ den we start to gossip, but i was just listening :P sighs. then at 3 me and ether was in a "so dun feel like studying" mood and so we decided to go walk walk at t3. wanted to go t3 macs to study BUT !! it was like so damn asshole packed with ppl that even an ant cant even go in(exaggeration :P). sighs. so me and ether walked around to see any nice nice place to study. went to tosto but was too .... dunno how to say. wanted to go TCC, but it seems too high-class for ppl with only TWOBUCKS and SEVENBUCKS. so yupp, went to B2 and went to study at the place which i dunno how to describe. went to candy empire to buy the strawberry choc which ahrong say its super nice. and yupp, it not bad. hahaha !! studied for like 2 hours ? den ether suddenly wanted to eat cup noodles and POOF !! we were at cheers and bought the korean noodles !! WHEEE~ YUMYUM !! did we continue to study? cant rmb le :P hahaha !!

tmr going out to study again. hope will be another productive day :D wahahaha.

im feeling veh luan4 now. its so hard to hide my feelings. its so difficult. stay strong, thats what i always say to myself. but im alr feeling veh weak. i have no more energy to build a higher wall around myself to prevent you from seeing my true feelings. 爱情，好像真的不能说谎 ... it feels terrible when you have to hide it when the person is like just beside you. it just feels so terrible. >< someone told me this, "if you love someone, you say it, you say it right then, out loud, or the moment just passes you by." but i dun have the courage. im scared. im veh scared. im timid i know. BUT I JUST DUN HAVE THE COURAGE !!! someone give me the strength pls? im such a lousy person. i dun have the courage to say it and dun have the courage to let go too. im so damn asshole stupid. im an idiot. i know im tired and yet i just dun wanna let go. im just so dumb.

2008-09-15T21:20:00.004+08:00

sighs. promos is coming and im not prepared AT ALL. i need motivation.

right, swee tagged me to do this :P

1. the person who tagged you is?
my dear swee (:

2.your relationship with him/her?
friends :DDDDDD

3. your five impressions of him/her?
blur, sweet, nice, like to laugh alot and caring (:

4.the most memorable thing he/she has done for you
sms-ing me whenever i feel down (:

5.if he/she becomes your lover?
nahh, both of us have our someone alr :P

6.the most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
lots and lots that i cant rmb ...

7. If he/she became your lover, he/she has to improve on?
not much lahh, but she cant be my lover unless im so damn disappointed in the guys on earth which is HIGHLY IMPOSSIBLE ...

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
will it even happen ?? she's my dear lehh (:

9. If he/she became your enemy, the reason will be?
ehh i dunno lehh, but i think wun have lahh :D

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
be her listening ear everytime she has a problem :D

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
a lil crazy ... hahaha !!

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
crazy? emo? happy-go-lucky? i dunno, no one tells me ... ><"

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
love for all my friends, empathy (i think) and i dunno le.

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
like swee, trusting ppl easily ><"

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
my real self. i wanna be a artiste :P

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
thanks and more thanks :D im really glad to have so many friends who care for me and always being there for me whenever im down or whatever. i cannot express how much i love all of you <3333333333 i really cherished it alot :D

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people:

1.shirleen
2.xiaoqin
3.claudia
4.melo
5.shiling
6.eugenia
7.rena
8.wenmei
9.dyane
10.peckyi

18. Who is number 6. having a relationship with?
aiyoh not sure if i can say it out here :P

19. Is number 9. male or female?
a "poised" female :P

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
i dun think so. i will just die of shock. like seriously DIE.

21. What is number 2 studying about?
physics, maths, econs (ewwwww), chem.

22. What kind of band does number 8 like?
bands with cute guys.

23. Does number 1 have any siblings?
she has a sister who looks like her (:

24. Will you woo no. 3?
ohmygod NO. her someone will just slaughter me. :P

24. how about no. 7?
ehhh, HIGHLY IMPOSSIBLE. i like guys only, thou i love her alot :P

26. Is number 4 single?
i think so. or is she with my "boyf" ? :P

27. What is the surname of number 5?
neo -.-

28. What's the hobby of number 10?
swimming. :P

29. Does number 5 and 9 get along well?
ehh, they dunno each other lehh :P even if they do, i dun think so. :PpPpP

30. Where is number 2 studying at?
err temasekjuniorcollege ??

wahhh finally i finished. feel accomplished !!! :D

2008-09-05T10:40:00.002+08:00

我爱上的-丁当

眼泪只准在眼眶打转

就象海浪抱着海岸

拥抱不等于拥有天堂

最后，再爱我一个晚上

地久天长天大的谎

爱到了最后碎成了碎钻碎成了星光

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻

我爱上的是他比我还逞强

我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳

我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

最后我只剩下了一半

身体一半灵魂一半

永远找不到另外一半

以后难免会想起他吧

如果偶然只是偶然

为什么遗忘那么难

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻

我爱上的是他比我还逞强

我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳

我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

我爱上的是他笑起来的迷幻

我爱上的是他比我还逞强

我爱上的是他瞳孔里的太阳

我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

我爱上的是他戒不掉的流浪

我爱上的是我逃不掉的逃亡

眼泪只准在眼眶打转

就象海浪，抱着海岸

拥抱不等于拥有天堂

this song is freaking nice. i dunno why, but maybe i feel the same.

2008-09-04T23:42:00.002+08:00

sighs. this week is a total failure. nothing much is done and promos is like in 2 weeks time. im dead. now im thinking how to tell my parents that im retained. sighs. ppl are like mugging like theres no tmr and im like enjoying my hols, great man. i guess i haven learn from my previous lessons.

went to see swee's blog just now. dunno why, after seeing her post, i just feel like crying. ehh its the post with the lyrics :P err still got one more but dunno how to describe the post. :P sighs. its because i feel the same? i dunno. maybe i gan3 tong2 shen1 shou4 bahh.

my heart aches nowadays. i dunno why. it really takes courage to love someone. and i think my courage is getting lesser. issit time to give up or i just need to recharge ? im really tired, and its tiring to keep everything inside and try not to let other ppl look through >< im trying my very best. im really breaking down alr. one day i might just vanished into thin air, and im gonna leave this tiring world. how i wish this day would come soon.

thank god that i still have my good frens around me to keep me moving. really thankful (: went to ether's house today, and we were supposed to mug, but in the end, i shall not say what happen :P but i really had fun there (: thou i only studied a lil, BUT !!!! i really love yirong sinyee and ether !!! they made my day !! <333333 yah, im really glad that i have lots of frens around me to love and care about me, and most importantly, make my lfie meaningful <333 you are the ones who keep me moving, keep me alive. (: love you all <333333

"The greatest healing therapy is friendship and love." -- Hubert Humprey

2008-09-01T22:42:00.002+08:00

sighs. today had econs makeup lesson, which is a waste of MY time >< today had to go early to sch coz had PW meeting, and i reached quite on time ? hahaha (: damn funny, xinghui had another talk with mariam again, and xinghui reached a conclusion that if mariam was to hand up her work late again, she is going to get fined TENBUCKS. WOW O.O hehehe poor mariam ...

what the hell, today econs was damn asshole boring >.< i totally stoned for the whole lesson, and copying blindly whatever he has lahh. sianzzzzzzzzzz. den went home, and on our way home, we bought bubble tea !! WHEEE~

was on the phone with ether just now, and she said something damn funny !!!! ^o^ she said, "i was trying to find stuff to study lehh, i cant find any." this is the first time and the last time you are going to hear from her. i have to explain, its not becoz she is such a mugger that she finished studying, its becoz she lend her notes to yingiet !! AHAHAHAH !! so yah lohh, and im entrust to this big task to bring her notes to her tmr (: not sure if this is going to be productive :P

meeting shir for dinner tmr, and wish me luck ppl, im having competition tmr against the fifth seed of the competition. good luck to me man T.T hope i dun get thrashed >< sighs. guess the time im playing at ? its NINE PM !!!! just now junrong told me today's game was delayed for 2hours, if thats the case tmr, wow im gonna play at 11 PM ... WOW ... sad ><

right, i like the feeling of putting a quote after every post :P so heres two for ALL my friends !! WHEEEEE~ to ALL my friends, love you always <33333333

"A friend is one who believes in you when you have ceased to believe in yourself." -- Anonymous
"A friend is someone who is there for you when he'd rather be anywhere else." --Paulo Louro

2008-08-29T22:49:00.014+08:00

HAHAH HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO ME !!! YEPP TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY !! YIPEE !! AND TODAY IS SUCH A GREAT DAY :D

right, ytd night, shermy send me a video, which she wanted to me watch at 12 mn but somehow it transferred too slowly and i only get to watch it 1am on 29 aug ><" but its okay (: yupp and so i watch it right after it complete its transfer :P and i was super nice and sweet !! the last part was really a shock and i cried T.T sighs, luckily my parents and siblings are all asleep le :P its like omg, super nice and super sweet !! omg i love you so much sherm !! <3333333333333333 omg, sherm i dunno how to express my thankfulness and how great you are a fren to me ... i can only can i will love you always <3333 THANKS SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH !!! <333

yupp so yah, shiling was the first who sent me the message !! hahaha :D thanks shiling :P den came xiaoqin's message :P den in the morning at 6, junrong sent me a message too (: den my dearest ether darling send me a message too at 0615, one min after junrong's one (: hahaha :D den zhihong message came at 0649, which came as a surprise to me coz i didnt think that he will send :P

went to sch and saw the usual clique :D went there and they gave me birthday wishes :D and sherm not only make a video for me, she oso bought a present for me !!! AHHHHH !! omg, thanks so much :P so happy (: den leon said he need to wrap my present first de give me but i haven receive any yet =.= i think its a joke man ... hahahah :D went to temasek square for assembly and jiahong and fredrick wished me happy birthday too :P was shocked that they remembered my birthday (: anyways, den shir came to me and gave me a pair of billabong slippers !!! ahhh !! she said its a present from the team. AWWWWWWWWWWW <3 so sweet (: it came with this black shoe bag, which was given to yirong from her mum, den yirong used it to put my slippers =.= so yah, hahaha quite funny. shir was like " here's a present from the team, the bag is errr ..... " or something like that but it was damn funny !!! and i forgot how to continue ... hehe :P but shir is so funny !! :D THANKS TEAM !!! :D yupp so i have aces day which we had to dance mass dances :P but before the song for mass started, claudia gave me a present !!! THANKS CLAUDIA !! :D so sweet <3 yupp after which we went for civics bonding :D bought a cake for mriskandar !!! hahaha hope he get well soon :D 0608 always love you <333 yah den suddenly priyanka, xinghui just came in front of me and gave me a sleeping piglet !! den the class sang a birthday song for me !!! awwww so sweet :D didnt expect them to know my birthday T.T awww so touched ... (: cut the cake and had class photos taken, den the class started to try to put cream on my face !! AHHHHH !! i did my best to get away from it and i nearly hurt myself, but i dunno who !!! put it on my face while i was talking to shengxian !!! WAHLAO !! but i had fun ... thou didnt want it in the first place coz i dun wanna dirty myself as im going out afterwards :P THANKS CLASS <33 hahaha went for staff day celebration and it ended at 11. halfway thru the celebration, i got too curious and opened shermy present and it was a cup !!! OMG SUPER NICE SIA !! :D thanks sherm !!! <33 hahaha the concert was not bad lahh :D den melo called me to give me my birthday present and it was a necklace !!! so nice :D its a bear with a heart <333 awww THANKS DYANE AND MELO <33

went back to sch but didnt do much, den xiaoqin said "wahh, feel like spending money today lehh," den ether was like "lets go kbox !!" den we were like "OKAYOKAY !!" and off we go to suntec. went to raffles to buy chippy and had fun eating at the fountain :P talked alot and of coz, EAT ALOT ><" mygod, sinful man ... >< but its okay, its my birthday !! hahaha :P den went to go window shopping at suntec and saw a lot of nice nice clothes !!! gonna go back for real shopping after promos !!! hmpt !! ><

den KBOX !!! OHYEAH LONG TIME NEVER SING LE LEHH !! hahaha !! but it was so random we dunno what to sing =.= so yupp xiaoqin started and there goes. sang for 5 hours. omg right, but its real fun !! had lots of pictures taken there :P and mrleeyongkang and jojie (my maid) sent birthday message to me !!! ohh so sweet :D didnt expect them to remember :P hahaha :D sounds like i tot alot of ppl dunno my birthday lehh :P but actually alot of ppl knew !! SO SWEET <333 yupp xiaoqin left early, me and ether sang till 7. what an accomplishment :P wahahahahaha !! :D went home and the mrt is really squeezy !!! omg i nearly got squashed !! hahaha :D

came home and on my com. hahahah thanks wenqi for the friendster comment !! <333 den yingmin sent me a birthday message !!! OMG THATS IS REALLY A SURPRISE !!! :D THANKS YINGMIN !!! <3333 den took out all my birthday presents and started to camwhore !! YAYYAYYAY !! ^^v hehehe :P so nice :D gonna uplaod photos next time yeah ? hopefully next post :D hehehehe.

awwwww how i wish time would stop at this day and this day will rewind ... T.T its such a nice day today !! BEST DAY IN MY 17 YEARS OF LIFE !!! okay, so now is the thankyou list to all :D

THANK YOU <33333333333333333333333333333333333333333
SHERMAINE ETHER XIAOQIN SHILING SHIRLEEN YIRONG SWEE JUNRONG LEON ZHIHONG EUGENIA GUORONG SHENGXIAN PRIYANKA XINGHUI JIAHONG FREDRICK ZHENGYANG KWANGYI BENJAMIN YEOWJIANG ZHENGHAO MELO DYANE CLAUDIA MRLEEYONGKANG YINGMIN JOJIE WENQI JOYCESEE EELIN VALENTIA SINYEE WEEHOE JINJIE BAY
AND NOT FORGETTING, DADDY MUMMY ZIYAN AND JIANHAO !!! :D

whose name not inside must tell me okay !!! DEN WILL ADD YOU IN <33

yupp and heres a quote for all of you, all of my lovely and dear frens and darlings <3333

"A baby is born with a need to be loved - one never outgrows it." --- Frank A. Clark

I LOVE ALL OF YOU ALL, ALL MY FRENS AND DARLINGS. <33333 AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF :DDDD AND THANKS EVERYONE FOR EVERYTHING, I REALLY ENJOYED MY BIRTHDAY TODAY <33333333

ps. wow long post sia ... :P glad that you have survived after reading such a long one :P congrats <33333

2008-08-28T17:26:00.005+08:00

DEDICATION FOR MY SWEET CLASSMATES <3333333 wheeeeeeee~

I HAVE REALLY SWEET CLASSMATES !! YAY !! im really touched. im sick today (:P), so i didnt go to sch . then they just called to ask me take care and said they miss me and tell me what is going to happen tmr (: SO SWEET. hahaha :D AND !! xinghui stop talking crap horr !! and thanks everyone :D hahaha :D hmmm, really love this class. thou its quite boring thou :P hahaha :D its okay, yishan is here to save the day by being lively in class !! YAY !! ^^ wheee~

so yupp, heres a quote for my dearest classmates !! I LOVE ALL OF YOU !! <33333333333 AND JIAYOUS FOR PROMOS, THOU I KNOW YOU ALL WUN NEED IT COZ ALL OF YOU ARE SO CLEVER ... :P

"some people come into our lives, leave footprints on our hearts, and we are never the same." --Anonymous

and i miss all of you too :D frens forever man ... (: love you all forever and ever and ever and ever and ever ........... :D

2008-08-26T19:57:00.004+08:00

sighs. promos is coming and yet i still haven reach my gear 5 ... sighs. ><>< have chem SPA tmr and im not prepared at all !! shit, im damn scared now ... what if i fail my promos? what if i get retained? what if i get kicked out of the team? what if im lost in whatever thing i do? theres so many what ifs in my head now T.T im really lost ...............

anyone help me, pls? im really tired ... so many stuff is stuck in my heart and yet i still haven found the key to the door to open my heart and let all this stuff out >< im really tired ........................

was surfing the net and looking thru random stuff and found this quote which is super nice and sweet and its damn true :D and this is for all those i love dearly :D its for ALL my darlings and dear friends :D all you have to know is, i love you, all of you <33333

"It's funny, most people can be around someone and then gradually begin to love them and never exactly know when it happened" -- anonymous

hmmm, i think i shall put a quote after every post from now on :P its so sweet :D

2008-08-19T22:38:00.003+08:00

LIUXIANG JIAYOUS !! YOU CAN DO IT !! :DDDDDD

saw his article today, and tears just rushed out when reading it. its so saddening. everyone has high hopes on him, and i know he feels super duper bad. >< he insisted to run even though he know he cant run his veh best in the real run. even his coach cried for him. omg its so sad. T.T he will need one year to recover and one year is considered damn asshole long for a sportsman. imagine i cant play badminton for a year, i would probably die from crying. but he's strong, and we will all be looking forward to see him again next year !! JIAYOUS !! :DDDD

after reading his article, something came into my mind. i must really train damn asshole hard. i must put in 110% during training. what if, i had a great fall and cant play badminton again? yupp, i will cry until i flood the whole singapore, but most improtantly, i dun wanna leave any regrets. at least i did my best in every training and competition. everything is so unpredictable, you never know what will happen tmr, i dun wanna lose such a important thing in my life, badminton. taking away badminton, also means cutting a piece of flesh off my body. PAIN. badminton has made me learn a lot of things-teamwork, friendship, love, patience, confidence and many more. i have never love something or someone so much before. its gonna be something that i would love even till i die. you dunno how much i love it. i could even die for it. I WANT NO REGRETS. im not gonna give up badminton, unless you kill me, and i really wanna die now. whatever.

I LOVE BADMINTON. <3333333333333333333333333333333333333

2008-08-18T23:45:00.001+08:00

SOMEONE PLS KILL ME PLS. IM FUCKING TIRED OF MY LIFE LE.

2008-08-16T21:23:00.003+08:00

right, i've said that i will let my blog rot, but i cant stand it !! i must blog !! hahaha ... :D

olympics is super nice lahh !! (: first its michael phelps ... ohmygod, he is like damn fast lahh !! like "phow" den he reached le .. wow ... im super impressed lahh !! ohmygod ohmygod ohmygod, somemore break alot of world and olympic record lehh !! my new idol, thou i dun swim :P

den its badminton !! AHHHH !! leechongwei got into finals and he is going to meet lindan !! hahaha its going to be a nice match, and a MUST WATCH match. :D and lilyana natsir and nova widianto is damn impressive !! ohmygod, they won the china pair, yuyang and hehanbin, and go into the finals and will meet leeyongdae and leehyojung, another nice game. but my lovely vita marissa and flandy limpele were kicked out ><>

&&& the tabletennis girls made it to the finals and are meeting china. everyone wasnt concentrating on ytd training lahh, wanted to go out and watch the match :P go singapore !! :D

right, i hate econs to the core. that asshole pig mouth is so damn asshole biased !! i will study hard to get good grades to you to see sia !! you watch out man ... im gonna KILL you !! hmpt !!

&&& ive no motivation to study !!! hurhurhur !! T.T tmr going out with goldfish to study, hais, hope that i can concentrate and study hard ><>

&&& i suddenly like my PW group :P they are damn funny :D esp today, coz we tried to make the video by ourselves, and i totally laugh from the start to the end. xinghui and zhengyang ahh, hahaha !! tsktsktsk ... :P this "couple" is damn funny :D and i really had fun today.

everything went well today, except that i nv study today T.T sadded ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, EUGENIA !! LOVE YOU ALWAYS <33333

yupp, so now i shall be a good girl and go and study. :D

err maybe after the olympics bahh(i mean the show today) :P hahahah :D

2008-08-10T22:06:00.005+08:00

right, heres a notice that i will let this blog rot till i finish promos. :P sorrysorry ><

okay so before i let it rot, i shall blog on what happen on fri. had national day celebration, had fun and mugging there :P hehehe. then had pics taken at the adventure tower, hehehe nice lehh :P den had SAC and we din get to see the video seniors did for us T.T sianz.

thanks seniors for the presents :P love it much <3333333 gonna miss you all much so must come back soon yeah ? (: jiayous for you a's !! :D

2008-07-31T22:08:00.003+08:00

hais, today is a good day !! but someone just has to spoil it .. sianzzz ...

today started well, but i was damn tired. dunno why lehh, maybe ytd de trng bahh :P right, lets not talk about today's lecture .. :P so yupp i had physics prac today, and i manage to finish in time !! YAYYAY !! ^^v den after that we had PW meeting to collate survey results, and we finished it fast :D den had our lunch, and guess what ? we finally get our class tee le !! and i was nicer than expected !! YIPEE !! (: hahaha !! den after that got PW, and we got extension for the submission of WR !! YAYYAYYAY !! ^^v chem and maths went well too.

isnt it a nice day for me ?? hahahaha !! but the econs remedial just had to spoil it all >< well we went in and saw that pig mouth, i was like omg, how am i going to listen to him sia ? so yah, i sat down UNWILLINGLY ... den he started to shoot me lahh !! he is biased against me !! I AM SURE !! ASSHOLE ... everything oso ask me to do, as if i like an idiot like that, everything oso dunno ... knn .. hais, he just have to spoil everything !! ><

but guess who i saw on the bus ?? its SHILING !! :D yupp, ahahaha :D talked quite alot about 4f .. (: hais, when can we have a 4fo7 gathering ??? hmmmmm .. i want a primary school gathering too !! hahahaha !! :D

have trng tmr ... hope i can play well. T.T have been playing damn lousy nowadays. i dunno why, but i hope i can get out of this soon ....

2008-07-21T20:09:00.002+08:00

hais, today is the start of elearning week, and seriously, elearning is a failure. SERIOUS FAILURE !! maths is like, i dunno how to say. terrible ...

ohmygod !! i have chem and econs remedial !! like ohmygod !! sian ahh, my wed and thurs is gone !! wahhhhhhhhhhh !! hurhurhur !! T.T who ask me to have such lousy results for JCTs ? hais, sad life for me ... ><

im seriously super tired and stressed now. i dunno why. tired ? yes, i know. but stressed ? i dunno. maybe coz of academics ? maybe coz of badminton ? or you ? i dunno ... im super lost now. someone pls pull me out of this ...

hey yo !! so happy for you bro, my chat fren !! :D jiayou okay !! buck up and be brave yea !! im all behind you !! YOU CAN DO IT MAN !! :D jiayous, good days are coming for you :D

2008-07-10T19:14:00.002+08:00

CAN YOU STOP THINKING THAT YOU ARE DAMN IDIOTIC ASSHOLE SMART AND DO STUFFS THAT PISS ME OF ??!! AND DONT ANYHOW JUMP INTO CONCLUSIONS OKAY !! AND LET ME TELL YOU THIS, YOU SO DAMN ASSHOLE STUPID OKAY !!

and why are guys so damn despo to have girlfriends or to know girls ?? and all they talk abt is always the 3-letter word ... kanasai .. idiots ...

2008-07-07T20:06:00.004+08:00

woohoo !! finally get to go out with sinyee :D hahahaha me ether and yirong met at bedok mrt, and guess what ? as usual, sinyee was late .. hahaha !! :D we decided to meet in the train, but it was too crowded, so we decided to meet at city hall platform. den we left for chijmes !! oh yeah !! we are going to hog's breath !! hahaha !! :D

when we went in, there was no one lehh !! means we are the only ones in the restaurant !! :P after ordering our food, we started to CAMWHORE !! ahahaha !!! :D we tried to put the phone on the table, then it went to the chairs, den it went to ether's hands, then finally the waiter saw that we having some problems that he offered to help us take pics ... hahaha :D so funny coz we kinda awkward .. hahaha :D den when the waiter left, we started to take pics ourselves again :D hahaha. the phone went from ether's hands to sinyee's hands then to yirong's hands finally to mine .. hahaha !!

after some time, the soup came !! the soup was freaking nice !! :D YUMYUM !! P: hehehe. (: then after some time again came the main course, PRIME RIBS !! ohmygod, its super duper uber nice lahh !! den after adding the sauce, its was like heaven !! ohmygod. hahaha !! den after some time AGAIN, when ether was rushing for time, came the mudcake, and ohmygod, its so small .. ><
den after that ether had to rush to sch for sportsxcel, and yirong sinyee sulin and me went to century to watch HANCOCK !! and its super funny !! a movie worth watching !! funny and nice :D den i headed home when yirong sinyee and sulin went to the arcade in TM :D

hais, starting sch tmr, sianz ...................................................

2008-07-06T20:45:00.003+08:00

ohh i forgot something :P ytd i was talking to eelin and sulin on msn !! :D glad that eelin is fine and having fun in Australia !! hahaha :D she makes me so feel like going to aust ... sighs~ hahaha :D a great place for ether to go :P hehehehehehe :PpP

2008-07-06T10:49:00.006+08:00

ohmygod, yesterday was a tiring but FUN day !! :D cause ytd we had to bring kids to SINGAPORE FLYER !! wahahahah :D

i had to wake up at 530 leh !! den left home for bedok interchange to meet eugenia ether and shir (: den ate breakfast at macs, den went to rake train to raffles place to meet mrlee. den after that we had to go to NTUC centre, take bus there and went to fetch the kids at jurong west childcare centre :D my buddies were celest and siti !! ohmygod celest is so damn cute, and siti was .... shan't talk abt her :P on the way to singapore flyer, celest is so damn cute !! she is a veh shy girl and quiet by nature, so like i had to keep talking to her. den when we reached singapore flyer, she was veh shy and i had to keep asking her stuffs abt her to make her interact with me. hais, saddistic. hahaha :D but she is like veh interested abt alot of things and she likes to go and find her frens -.- and she doesnt like to hold my hands !! ohmygod, so sad right ... >.<

when we were on the capsule, i tried to teach her stuff and talked to her. she was talking to me finally !! but for like 5 mins only -.- coz after that the capsule was so damn high that i got so scared i had to sit down and not move. hahah. :D den she was like walking ard the capsule herself and shir was like "she's like living in her own world." hahahah :D but she is a nice girl :D she is only five lehh. hahaha. kinda random. she is so cute !! wahahahha ^^ when we got down from the capsule, she was kinda scared so i had to hold her hands. hehehe. den we went back to the NTUC centre where they had their lunch there. hahahah. she was kinda happy. hahah. :D i talked to her for like 5 mins and we had to get lunch for the kids. me and ether and shir went to the toilet. hahahah :P den when i went back to check on celest, she was eating happily, and that gives me satisfaction. hahaha :D i suddenly feel that im so lucky to have celest as my buddy. hahaha :D so weird right. hahaha :D but thats how i feel at that moment. (: den after that i had to write a card for celest. ohmygod i had so much things to tell her !! :D when we had to bring the kids back to the childcare centre, she hold my hands !! wahhhh !! i was like so damn happy lahh !! she finally hold my hands !! (: hahahaha !! i was like ... ohmygod !! i was like, its all worth it !! all the tireness, all the hardwork in interacting with her was so worth it !!! HAHAHA !! :D thats is satisfaction !! wahhhhh !! (:

den when they reached the childcare centre, we had to say goodbye to them. so sad T.T hurhurhur !! i dun wanna leave celest !! hurhurhur !! ><

sch is starting soon, must really work hard le. i dun want history to repeat itself.

2008-07-01T21:39:00.007+08:00

wahahahahaha long time never blog le lehh, almost a month, but ive got a good reason okay !! ive June Common Test, so yupp, ive spent my hols studying ><

sad day for me today. got back quite alot of papers, but the one i have the most confidence de was my lousiest paper. i dunno what happened to me. i tot prelims and o's had enough lessons for me. but i think it didnt. when can i get rid of the bad personality of myself ? i hope i can get rid it soon. soon. i dun wanna repeat what ive done for all these years, i wanna score well. i feel so helpless now. im breaking down soon. just one more step and i will fall badly. maybe that fall may cause me never to stand up again. theres so much things to handle: schoolwork, badminton, family stuff etc. ive never been through this before. i dunno what to do. i dunno how to express how im feeling now. im just .... i dunno how to say. thank god i still have good frens like ether to be by my side (: thank you :D

i feel so aimless in life now. someone pls help me. ><

2008-06-03T22:12:00.002+08:00

went to study with ether nowadays. hahaha :P was a memorable one today. ether, i will not forget what happened in the toilet !! wahahahah !! (: had fun studying with her, and we were quite productive oso. but today ....... err ..... hahahaha must be the breakfast lahh !! hahaha :D we shld go there again, SO FUN !! :P

and today is leon birthday, so yupps happy 17th birthday, leon goh !! hahahaha one year older, hais me still have around 3 months ... sianz -.- shiling and rena birthday coming soon !! hais ..

bye ppl ... im so sianz ... btw, im bored ..... >.<

2008-05-29T22:54:00.005+08:00

hmm tiring nowadays. have to wake up early in the morning to go to sch for EXTRA lessons. so sianz !! hais, what to do ? im in TJ now, have to buck up so that i can 对得起我自己，对得起我家人 :D so yah. heheh :P yupp mugging nowadays, went to study with ether and michelle at airport. hehehe :P well, quite productive thou, finished everything in 2 hrs, slept for 30 mins (i was tired kaye !!) and michelle lent me her maths to do coz she say i like got nothing to do. hehehe :P michelle so cute (: hahah :D and michelle couldnt find her ritz biscuits in cold storage .. ohhh .. hahaha :D then went for dinner at 6. hehehe :P talked alot there. hahaha :D then on the way back home, michelle couldnt find her wallet !! ohmygod, didnt go back to find with her coz have to rush to hospital, so yah. hope she found it. hahaha (:

ytd had DSA trials. ALOT OF PPL CAME !! hahaha :D PL girls came too !! oh well, there's no AHS ppl, but its okay (: hope the sch can accept them :D yupp. and after that we have a bbq session to celebrate MRSGOH'S BIRTHDAY !! hahaha :D had to rush to choc.a.bloc to take the cake. hehehe my dear ether went to take with me. hehehe :D and then we went to buy BUBBLE TEA !! hahaha :D jealous ? :P then had to cab down to sch and start the bbq. me and ether reached sch then rush to the pit le. only clarence and naresh and yahan were there. the guys were playing soccer -.- oh wells, then sherm and shir came with the roses !! AHHHHH !! ohmygod its damn nice :D gonna upload the pic of the roses soon kaye ? :P yupp. so me, ether, sherm and shir went to bathe the last coz we had to go and get the roses and the cake, so yah. went we finished bathing, the guys were starting the fire le. hehehe :P then me ether shir swee xiaoqin and yirong went to take the benches. hehehe :D had to shout at the guys den they willing to help out. hais. what to do ? THEY ARE GUYS. okayokay, those who didnt play soccer were clarence and naresh, still have anot huh ? cant rmb .. hehehe :P then we tried to make the drinks and we had to use a cup to scoop out the water coz there;s no water dispenser. hehehe :P so yah sherm and ether were busy lighting up the fire and then BBQ STARTED !! HAHAHAHA :D mrgan was at the side keep reminding us not to put too margarine coz its too oily !! hahaha :D well, clarence zhihong guorong naresh sherm xiaoqin ether shir me and some more ppl were busy bbqing food at the pit. hehehe :P its fun thou. im the one testing if the chicken wings are ready. hahaha :D so fun. thou its damn hot there. hahaha :D lols. we were good at bbqing kaye. the chicken wings were not chao tar !! hahaha :D thou the first few sausages and taiwan sausages were burnt. hehehe :P hahaha :D we bbq-ed from 7pm till 11pm non-stop lehh !! what an accomplishment !! :D we were like bbq-ing and eating at the same time, but we didnt eat much thou. hahaha :D we had to serve food to the ppl, and swee was the water girl !! she had to pour out water for ppl. hehehe :P so cute .. hahaha :D we were singing while bbq-ing too !! so fun !! hehehe :P den me and shir had to do something disgusting ... >.< we had to break the joints for the chicken wings coz they are 3 joint one !! hais. when we were breaking, all the juice will come out. DISGUSTING !! ohmygod. oh wells. den we went to clebrate mrsgoh's birthday !! or issit before the breaking of the chicken wings' joints? oh wells, im getting old and memory is failing. hahaha :D its okay :D so i had to carry a 2kg cake and shir and xiaoqin together took a bouquet of roses. lame right. -.- hahaha :P the distance from the gym to the bbq pit was like ard 10 metres ? but i took a long time to get there sia. coz i had to ensure that the fire dun go off. hahaha :D oh wells, mrsgoh liked the cake !! AHHHH !! im so happy :D then after that im back to bbq-ing again. and its MARSHMALLOWS !! hahaha :D yumm !! :P we were bbq-ing with the seniors !! szesze, broom and zhiyun !! :P hehehe :D we were bbq-ing the stingray at the same time so yah, we were eating stingray while bbq-ing marshmallows :P heheh. then we had to pack up >< so sad, time files when you are having fun. ): hais, den i went home with shir and she's so lucky !! she took the last bus of the day home !! hahaha :D

well i shall end here. its late and i have to wake up early to meet my dear sinyee and ether !! hahaha :D go study together !! YAY !! ^^v hehehehe :P

ps. im getting class tee soon !! and the name is gonna be either PIGGY or XIAOZHU !! hahaha :D i love my name :D

2008-05-25T19:19:00.000+08:00

HOLIDAYS ARE HERE !! YIPPEE !! holiday means you can get to wake up late !! but oso HAVE TO STUDY ><>

DSA is coming !! omg i think this year's DSA alot of ppl will be coming lehh .. hahahah :D and we will be having bbq on wed too :P hahahahaha :D and ... hahahah you know it .. hehehe :P

AND TODAY IS MRSGOH BIRTHDAY !! SO HAPPY BIRTHDAY MRSGOH !! STAY HAPPY YEAH !! :PpPpP

watching the charity show for the Si Chuan Province ppl ... omg so sad ><>

byebye ppl. study hard kaye ? heheheh :P